One of the worst feelings in the world is seeing the potential in yourself in an antagonist character.
One that falls into bad situations because of character traits you have.
Like jealousy, and the need to be liked, and the 'stick your head in the sand' when things get rough mentality, and low self esteem,
And letting yourself be led by peer pressure, and anger, and ego, courage when you're in a position of power and cowardice when you're not.
It's hard watching a character like that. You just want to scream and say, enough, stop, your digging your own grave. You could have a good life if you didn't give in to your vices and just loved your friends.















