Let’s talk about everything.
Okay I don’t know I feel like I have to tell you a lot of things but I don’t know where to start. I’m going to talk about this week and random things, so yeah, it’s going to be a little bit long.
So this week has been really boring, as I told you I’m really worried about these tests I have to do for going to university. My teacher, Cecilie, told me that at first I had to do the Bergentest, then she told me there was another exam that it was quite easier than Bergentest, B2-test, and well then she told me there was another test that is called “høyere nivå” and it’s like the B2-test, but instead of doing an speaking test too, I just have to do a reading, listening and writing. And well I was really happy for that. But then on Wednesday, Øzlem, another teacher, who isn’t Norwegian but has been living here for a long time, told me that this exam is the same as the Bergentest and well, she told me she took it and it was really hard and I had to study a lot and well she explained me how is this test, I was really really good before she told me all of this and now I’m...well I’m evem more worried than before. So thank you so much, Øzlem.
I think on Monday nothing special happened, on Tuesday my english teacher, Guranda, told us we had to do a presentation and well I’m with Ana and Jayanta. And I don’t know what are we going to do. I’m planning on invite both of them one day to my house and talk there, but we’ll see. On Wednesday we went to ice-skating Utsav, Wengel, Jayanta, Sissel, Olga, Fadumo and I. Wengel didn’t know how to ice-skate and we tried to help her, but at the end of the day she told us “thank you for your help but I feel like this it’s not my thing, I didn’t enjoy at all.” And I feel like she’s saying this because it was her first time and she was scared as hell of falling, and I don’t know but I think she thought that the first time would be like “whoa look at me I’m skating and I’m doing it right.” I mean my first time was...well not in my case, when I ice-skated for the first time it went well, I didn’t fell at all, I think I found my balance fast and well yeah, at first, I was afraid of falling but you just need to be sure of yourself but well I think Wengel won’t try again ice-skating.
There was a moment when I was like trying to teach Wengel (yeah, me, trying to teach someone with something where I just have 3 days of experience lmao). I was trying to teach her and then Utsav came from nowhere and took me to the other side of the ice rink, and I was like “what are you doing? I was helping her” and well I tried to scape from him but who am I going to lie, I loved that moment and well when we were both of us alone and on the other side of the ice rink I don’t know what happened that I lost my balance and fell. It didn’t hurt but I couldn’t stop laughing and Utsav was all the time saying sorry and hugging me. Then on Thursday, Utsav took my phone and well he knows my password and started looking my phone. A time ago I took a screenshot of Noureddine’s conversation, the first time that he talked to me saying the meaning of my name and well Utsav found the conversation, the screenshot, and he asked me who was he, and I was like “YEAAAH HE FOUND IT” lmao. I explained who he was and then he was like “ are you dating?” and I told him “yes” and he was like “since?” and I told him “yesterday” and he was like “when did you meet him?” and then I told him “you know I’m just kidding, I’m not dating anyone.” And then he was like “but you told me he was your boy” and I was like “yeah, well I was kidding.” And that’s true, I was kidding and well he left my phone and left his next to mine, then he went to somewhere and I took his phone and pretend to take a photo of him but in fact I was looking through his gallery and I didn’t find any photo with him and Ekasaka which was good. Then he sat next to me and laid down on the table, then that time I looked his calls, and YES I’M A STALKER OKAY? I’M GOING TO BE A POSSESSIVE GIRLFRIEND, I CAN SEE IT. So yeah, I looked through his calls and well Ekasaka called him on 17th January and well the last time he called her was on 9th January, and I guess that was when Ekasaka came from Portugal on Christmas. Then I tried tor read his sms, and well he had messages with Ekasaka but of course they’re in nepali and I didn’t understand a shit. But you know, going through their conversation I found she sent him an sms saying something in nepali and after that she sent him “did you miss me?” and I guess that sms was sent when she came to Norway from Portugal on christmas too and well I was like “who the fuck do you think you are bitch?” and well he replied something but...you know different language, and I didn’t understand.
On Thursday I took from Utsav (in a joking way) a balsam (?) I don’t know how is it called in English, is this thing you put on your lips when they’re dry so it fixes them. So I took it from him and on Friday on the first break I think it was, I showed it to him from my place, I was sitting on my chair and like...laid on the wall. And well he came to me saying “thank you so much” then I pretended that I was going to give it to him but you know I kept it and didn’t give it to him and he was like “come on I need that, my lips need that.” and then he came closer to me and well he put himself in front of me and with his head at the same height as my face, so we were face to face and well he came closer to me and whispered “or maybe they need other thing.” AND I WAS LIKE WTF BOY DON’T YOU DARE TO SAY THAT TO ME I’M MELTING. And well I was like “like what?” and well we kinda smiled and kept staring at each other for a while, then we stopped and yeah...seriously Utsav is going to kill me.
P.S: I have to talk about more things but I’ll write them other day or something.
