#openheartcrazymind

[openheartcrazymind]

Just wanna share my progress with you guys. Working out has helped me sooo much. Not just physically but definitely mentally. I’m absolutely happier with myself and life. It took me so long to get into working out. I never really thought i needed to. But one day, I asked my little brother to take a pic for me in my new dress. I thought I was cute. Looked at those pics and instantly started crying. Deleted them all. This isn’t just working out for me. It’s healing. It’s a lifestyle change. I even changed my eating habits. I’m so proud of myself! I’ve never taken so many pics of myself in my life. OH‼️‼️ And, I won 2nd place in the 90 day challenge. 🙌🏽💃🏽😝

[openheartcrazymind]

[openheartcrazymind]

I love my hair today. I'm still gonna cut it in March though.

[openheartcrazymind]

Yall, I honestly do not think I’ve ever been this happy in my life. I made so much personal/spiritual progress last year and learned how to be happy with and to love myself. So I was happy before him. But NOW I’m happy times a million. I feel like I’m my best self around him. I’m way more creative and positive. Everything’s all bright and whatnot. Lol. I kinda don’t know how to describe it. This is the most carefree, relaxing, and comfortable thing I’ve ever experienced. Idk where this is going, honestly. Idk if God/the universe sent him to me for a short amount of time but I hope not. Hope he sticks around until one of us croaks. Lol.

[openheartcrazymind]

[openheartcrazymind]

So, a few weeks ago, I told my best friend that “I like whoever I like. I don’t discriminate. If I end up with a woman or man, it doesn’t matter to me as long as they make me happy.” She’s my best friend so she didn’t judge me at all but she’s definitely the only person that I’ve told this to. Idk what this is called, I’m still finding myself but yea. Just something I wanted to share.

[openheartcrazymind]

3 years ago vs. today.

Bruh!! I’m proud af of myself and I still have a long way to go.

[openheartcrazymind]

I’m learning so much about myself this year. I’m really not the bitch I thought I was. Especially sexually. This is beautiful. I wanna explore!!