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I'm back again, finally
Did Clinton Cards shut down everywhere?
Does anyone know where I can buy a card that says "Byeee! I'm really sorry that I didn't manage to recover. Your patience over the last nine years has been appreciated very much. I'm really going to fucking miss you but I don't want to have to admit to that because of crippling shame about how attached I got to your care. I guess that's why the recovery thing never really got off the ground... At this stage I can only apologise profusely. I'm still not quite sure how it happened and it was never my intention to waste your time. I think we are probably both fairly gutted about the outcome. But hey, we had some good banter along the way..."?
No?
Guess I'm going to have to make one.
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I’m trying to emotional prepare for my first appointment with a therapist
After 7+ years of panic attack, self-harm, suicide attempts, ruined friendships/relationship, violent outbursts, eating disorders, and severe depression I’m getting to talk to someone.
And yet, I’m still more scared of this than anything else.
A disability aid would fix me
I'm trying to do 2 illustrations a week, and as stressful as this is, I'm having a blast.
Welcome to watercolor hell, kids. Splash some colors around and see if it looks cool when you're done. We'll glue it to carefully selected piles of stuff later.
I'm at the "Executive dysfunction is preventing me from cooking, and I'm personally ok with just not eating - but the deep, empathetic guilt of depriving my husband of dinner makes me want to make *something* - but staring at the giant pile of dishes I would need to navigate so I can reach a pan to clean in order to have a pan with which to cook makes me want to cook even less - but that just makes me feel even more guilty, so I'm just gonna sit here and watch YouTube and scroll until I fall asleep to escape it all" point of my night - so that's fun.