#or rather:

[gutsheapofrawiron]

in the genderbend case where bingjie has a male harem and not a lesbian paradise palace situation going on I think the men should all be AT LEAST at liu qingge level of male beauty. nothing less than that

[saltavenegar]

ENDLESS LIGHTYEARS ON

THE SILVER RAYS OF STARS AMAZE

[applepi00]

I have variant skins/new game+ costumes of me and @slab-bananaburger because I find them funny, and is it really a survival horror game if you don't unlock some dumb outfit after beating it once? (more under the cut)

[myalchod]

AU where Rose Harvey is both alive and well and still with Ben post-Aster Dell 😌

But is it really an AU? Is it really? I guess we'll never know. Thanks, showrunners. 😒

1. She knows there are things he saw during his time in Rosalind’s battalion that she won’t ever be able to understand, because she's been a soldier but the battalion was a different thing entirely. They'd always talked in the past, though, sharing as much as they could; that promise had been in their wedding vows, codifying something she'd always thought they were in perfect accord on ... but the man who comes back from the war is not the man who swore to always open his heart to her. (She is not sure if the woman he finds waiting is the same, either, though she does not examine that thought too closely.)

2. They had talked about having children when the war was over. Her pregnancy in its final years is unplanned, the failure you never think will happen to you of all people, and she thinks long and hard before deciding to keep it. The why is more complicated, a thing she isn't entirely sure she understands sometimes, but once she decides that is that, and she does not know if he is relieved or resentful when she leaves the front lines.

3. She has made herself a home and a life by the time he comes back, battered and bruised but with the truest wounds inside. There is space for herself and the son who clings to her leg and looks at him with uncomprehending eyes and the infant who does not know hands that had once been warm and steady and always so ready to reach. He tries to fit into it, and she tries to make space for him too, and for a few years it very nearly works. But their home is full of ghosts and secrets and unspoken wounds, hers as well as the multitudes that have followed him back, and by the end their fracturing feels all but inevitable.

4. “I’m your wife!” she all but screams at him, when he says that he can’t explain things to her for what feels like the hundredth, thousandth, millionth time. It would be easier, she thinks, if he were to explode in response and they could give vent to all that remains unspoken, but he only looks at her like some sad kicked animal and that just makes her more irritated in turn. How dare he, when she keeps reaching and reaching and he only withdraws into his secrets and into himself? She knows he is hurt, but what is she to do about it when he won’t let her in? (What is she to do when she has her own wounds and pain and scars and it feels like he doesn’t even see them? What is she to do when she shares a house and a family and a life with a stranger?)

5. “I still love the man I married,” is what she tells him when he finds her packing a bag, “but that's not the person I see in front of me — and I have to take care of myself, Ben. No one else here will do it.” (He has Farah and Saul, both as changed as he is, bound together in their shared secrets. She has no one within Alfea’s borders and she needs someone to turn to, someone who can help her find her footing again. She can’t wait any longer.) “I love you,” he says, like it can solve things, but she can see that he believes it as little as she does right now, no matter what they both might want. (She doesn't tell him that there are days when she looks in the mirror and doesn't recognise herself either. She may not have seen the same parts of the war that he did, but it left her no less changed.)

6. Distance helps. She has to be Rose before she can be anything else — before she can support anyone else — and without having to worry about what she is for others, she can for once focus on herself first of all. She hopes he can learn the same lesson, though she is doubtful when he remains trapped by a past he cannot seem to let go of. But, however much they both do or do not change, the space makes things easier for her, and for now, it’s what she needs.

7. There was a time when he had meant home to her, and she had been the same to him. She hopes, despite all that has happened, that some day she will be able to find her way back home again, whatever that ends up meaning.

[ ask me another ] [ all answers ]

[thoughts-of-a-normal-girl]

My only reaction to Venom 2: Let There Be Carnage :

Andy Serkis, you did it sir

Tom Hardy, you did it sir

Kelly Marcel, you did it ma'am

To all the actors, Marco Beltrani in music, the people in the costume department, production, and also Sony for giving the okay on this beautiful piece of art;

✨Thank you so very much for this ✨

Sincerely, the queers, the monsterfuckers and the weirdos 🖤

[mbti-enemies]

ENFP: My no’s sound more Australian whenever I get agitated

ENFP: So you know when I’m screaming “NÔ” that things have gotten pretty bad

[veliseraptor]

domestic life with xue yang:

(a) when you’re just coming home with the groceries and your boyfriend stabs you

(b) when you’ve just made dinner and your boyfriend isn’t resurrecting properly