I can't tell if I'm a copinglinker, fictionkin or a irl anymore.
I can't be a copinglinker since this is not voluntary, me becoming curly wasn't voluntary it was involuntary so I can't be a copinglinker.
Being irl isn't an option either cuz I think they believe they actually are the character, I believe I am the character but I still have a sense of identity other than being curly.
It's like curly doesn't change who I am at all, I'm still the same orkid I always was,, but he does help provide me with like. How to cope with Trauma and what not.
So no I know I'm not Curly But I feel like I Am Curly, since like y'know. The trauma is just too similar to mine to just not feel this closely towards him. I don't know I like being addressed as Curly, and seen as him, and associated with him because he is a big comfort character.
It's as if someone took my story and like fr exposed me in the game,
Like the relatibility is just to such an exictinct it feels like I AM Curly. It felt like they decided to expose me dawg ...
Like someone just fucking walked IN MY SHOES somebody else. But like IN MY EXACT FUCKING SHOES.
It's actually kinda insane