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It's Cal! And also Cal! My piece for Today's Special, this year's Stabbyness and Friends zine
HEY
Do you like furries/anthropomorphs, exo-planets where humans are the aliens, space westerns, slowburn strangers to lovers, and low tech scifi??? Then you may enjoy the story my buddy's been working on: Vast, Our World and Our Resolve. He's posting it on AO3 and the prologue and first chapter are up now. Please check it out, he's put a lot of work and love into it!!! https://archiveofourown.org/works/47820895/chapters/120556954
Here's the story summary from the AO3 page:
Martin Halsted is an itinerant beggar-thief who once dreamed of exploring the uncharted wilderness of Penelopeia, the world he calls home. However, after being implicated in a felony forces him to abandon his career and live as an outlaw, the best the man hopes for is to evade incarceration for another day and scrounge together enough money to drink himself to sleep each night. His life changes when he tries to mug Namo, a sprightly, botanically-inclined faun woman who refuses to see the man for the failure he thinks he is. Though the taciturn human and the gregarious faun have seemingly little in common, they are bound together by a web of conspiracy; at its center, Fadina Afzal, the woman with the silver dagger. To clear his name and provide closure for them both, Martin and Namo must pursue the trail left by Afzal in a deadly game of cat-and-mouse. Meanwhile, Martin must weigh the perceived failures of his past against his desire to forge a better future for himself, a future his deepening feelings for Namo threaten to upend.
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The City of Santa Marta
Population: just under 1 million
Established: 1787
Location: North of San Francisco
If Los Angeles is the City of Angels then Santa Marta is the city of the Fallen -- dark, dangerous and longing to return to former glory.
Before the 1906 Quake, the future of Santa Marta seemed bright: a city of artists, craftsman and all sorts. It drew people in like a shining beacon, a promise of opportunity, the promise of a home. But the Big Quake changed all of that. While San Francisco would eventually recover, Santa Marta would become a city forever stained by...something. As ever, the citydrew people in but now, it was loathe to let them leave, like a massive spiderweb sat glistening in the northern California sun...
The city and the people of Santa Marta are nothing if not resilient and the tech boom brought new life to its shambling corpse, allowing it to become one of the larger cities in the U.S.
What truly sets the city apart is its massive population of supernatural creatures: while there are larger cities, few boast such an uneven ratio of mortals to supernaturals. Unfortunately, this also makes Santa Marta particularly dangerous and it's one of the cities in the US with the highest rate of murder and missing persons when compared to its population size, earning it the nickname of Santa Muerta.
The local government is caught in a desperate scramble to revitalize the metropolis but no amount of fresh paint and gentrification can hide the city's rotting soul. No population boom can hide that murder rate, no tourist board spin can hide the ever-growing presence of drug cartels, the Sabat or the increasing threat of police brutality.
The city of Santa Marta is a city of contradictions, caught between growth and rampant decay -- ever pulling in new life but somehow, forever stagnating. Whatever the quake did, it destroyed more than just lives and architecture, it fractured the soul of the city itself.
I'll be adding more to this later but here's a basic overview of the city Morgan (and the rest of my Kindred) live in!
For As Long As The Sky Is Blue- #16
AN- okay so i have been sick all week (still am) so this is really short and shitty- enjoy
number in series: 16
warnings: mentions of entrapment and like hating things
word count: 429
recovered from the backs of paintings in the ruins of Clarence Manor- 478
I can’t bring myself to pray anymore. I am too nervous that the Goddess will be angry at me for what I might admit and send more bad luck my way. The truth is, I haven’t been able to think any happy thoughts in weeks. the last time I managed to write on the backs of these paintings without fear of someone barging in was three weeks ago; but so many terrible things have happened since then. I am convinced that I am with child now, as I have now missed two of my menstrual cycles, and I have begun to feel very ill in the mornings right at the same time, which I know is a symptom of pregnancy, as it was what Julia had when she had her first child. I am too scared to pray to the goddess for guidance and help because I am also secretly furious with her, to burden me with this… this thing, in the worst possible hour. To bless me with the worst luck, when all I needed was a ray of hope. It has been five weeks that I am locked in here, and I am beginning to panic that I will never see the outside world again; at least not with anyone who I love, who I care for. If tom does not come soon, then I will be trapped with Ronald until he grows sick of me, and has me killed no doubt in an accident. But worse still, I will soon be unable to hide this burden for much longer, it is hard enough already what with the sickness and the small swelling, and my increased appetite. Soon enough someone is going to put two and two together, and then I don’t know what will happen, but I am most definitely terrified. I am going to have to come up with a plan, in case Tom cannot escape, because I cannot-will not live the life, the lie that Ronald has planned for me. I know that children are supposed to be a blessing, something to be forever cherished, but the truth is, the truth that I cannot admit to anyone, let alone the goddess, is that I wish that this thing in my belly were never there, and I fear that I have grown to hate my baby, and all the horrible luck that it takes with it. I need to get out of this hell hole soon, to run away, and to never look back, otherwise, I think I might go mad; if I haven’t already.
For As Long As The Sky Is Blue- #14
AN: guys i hate math so much- this one is so super duper short lol
number in series: 14
warnings: bit of swearing- some threats
word count: 371 (its so short oh my godd)
Recovered from the remains of the Clarence Manor grounds in the grounds keeper cottage in the year 458- From the writings of Trishia Prade in the year 417
Good Lord, that little bitch will not stop whinging. She just goes on, and on, and on; I have half a mind to go down and make her shut up, but it’s not worth the hassle, one mislaid hand and her pretty little face- and our ticket out of here- could be ruined for ever, so I just have to sit here and listen to her stupid voice all day, every day. But she’ll be out of there soon, the marriage talks have sped up, finally, those stubborn idiots who run this sorry excuse for a manor are far too attached to that fat pig of a son they have, wanting to extend his time with them for as long as possible- what a load of crap. If you ask me, children are only good for a source of free labour! But those fucked up jackasses at the castle stopped even that! Just because they had kids- and grew soft. They ruin the nation, children- it’s a miracle this one was of any use at all, not that she even realises how good she’s got it. So maybe he’s ugly- her father ain’t no prince charming either, but at least this one’s rich! And it’s only the real men that slap their wives around anyway- she’s caught a good one, the little whore. But at least this time, her stupid shenanigans have given us some good luck, we’re going to get quite a bit of coin for her, enough that we can finally move out of this tiny godforsaken house, and into one of those proper ones, with two floors, and never have to see her ungrateful face again. Oh, there she goes again- “Let me out let me out, I don’t want to be married” blah blah blah… I should go and cut her tongue out, keep her quiet. Ronald will probably be relieved if she never spoke again anyway, I don’t know where we went wrong with her. Maybe I should ask him If he would mind if I did so, it would sure teach her a lesson about running her mouth… Women are meant to be seen and not heard anyway- it’s certainly all that she’s good for.
For As Long As The Sky Is Blue- #13
AN: ahhh the weekend was so goooooood, heres a short lil story to start off the week
number in the series: 13
warnings: none
word count: 1013
From the writings of Blue Ardence-
In the Shadry culture, names are a very important part of our people, our way of life. Names are supposed to symbolize how loved you are by those who care about you, and all the hopes and dreams that they had for you. In the prominent religion in Shadry, the Attrians, who prominently worshipped the Goddess, (although she was often depicted as many different genders aside from female) Artium, names were considered to be a form of prophecy given to you through your parents by the Goddess herself. While I was growing up, I had come to hate the goddess, to resent her for never gifting me with a name, thinking she had cursed me, and she had brought all the horrors of my life upon me. I refused to pray to her, although it saddened Rose, and scowled at her delicate statue that resided in the middle of the gardens. But in reality, I know that I didn’t actually hate or blame her, it was just easier for me to believe that there was a reason, someone else to blame other than myself, for how my parents treated me. That if it hadn’t been for the Goddess they would have loved me, loved each other. It wasn’t their fault, it wasn’t my fault, it was the Goddess’ fault because she didn’t name me. But deep down I knew the truth, I think, even when I was younger. If the Goddess had even tried to reach out to my parents when I was born, they had ignored her. They hadn’t named me, and therefore disrespected me, disrespected the Goddess, because they simply despised me. My mother had tried to kill me twice before I was born, and many times after. I was a nuisance. They didn’t think I would be around long enough for it to matter anyway, and they definitely didn’t plan on sending me to a school where I would need a name, and not even to a church. It was easier to blame the Goddess rather than face the truth. Tom hadn’t been born in Shadry. He wasn’t entirely sure where he was born, but it was obvious that it wasn’t there, just from his facial characteristics. Shadry favoured the more olive skinned, tanned faces, with dark eyes and trademark thick hair, after years of growing up under the sun and by the sea. He had been sold into the circus at such a young age that that was all that he could remember, except for the vague outlines of two tall people, their faces obscured in shadow that he assumed were his parents, and the strong smell of alcohol. As a consequence he hadn’t grown up surrounded by religion, so on that fateful night, on the edge of the fountain, he didn’t quite comprehend how much it meant to me, when he told me that I had to have, deserved, a name. ‘Blue’ was a name gained by a mistake, a product of a misunderstanding, rushed words spoken on a hot night against the background of crashing water, but it was a name that felt… perfect for me, like the Goddess herself had picked it out. It was name that matched the eyes of the skinny boy who held my hand as we ran back to the grounds of the manor, after realising that the sun was setting. I had shyly shuffled my feet and clasped my hands behind my back, as we stood by the pond sheltered by willow trees, and found myself thinking about what I had caught rose doing with the boy from the village that morning, and kept glancing at his lips, and felt a red tinge grow on my cheeks. “I think we should write to each other, since I won’t be here for much longer.” He had said abruptly, his own cheeks reddening: “that way we can figure out how to meet up next time I’m in town, and we can keep in touch better.” I had grinned at his words, as a sudden feeling of relief washed over me, like I had been holding my breath, and just released it, nervous that he wouldn’t want to see me anymore. He had produced a small pad of paper from one of the pockets in his oversized trousers, and had asked me to write down my address. Slightly embarrassed, I admitted that I wasn’t very good at writing just yet, but would he be able to write it down for me? He didn’t seem too fussed, and scrawled down the address for Rose’s cottage, and then to my surprise, had suddenly stepped forward quickly and wrapped his arms around me, and gave me a squeeze, pulling away before I could react fast enough to hug him back. “Will you come to my show next time I’m in town?” his face was beginning to colour once more, as he tucked his note pad away, preparing to leave. “Course!” I grinned, shaking some of my hair over my face to hide the blush. “But if I can’t make it, maybe we should meet somewhere else? Somewhere we’ll both remember.” He thought it over and nodded, then glanced around the little clearing. “How about we meet right here? I think I’ll be able to remember this place, willows are my favourite tree.” He’d told me, waving his hand around at the sweeping boughs. “There’s a hole, in the wall,just over there;” I’d turned and pointed to the left, where the ivy-covered wall stood tall, framed by the trees. “you can climb through that, in case I can’t come.” He disappeared into the dusk, waving his hand at me, just as he reached the outmost border of the grove of trees; and I had waved back at my new friend, the blush slowly leaving my cheeks as I turned and walked back towards my cellar, whispering my new name under my breath,daydreaming about seeing him again, only two short months away, and seeing him at the circus once more. At least, I would have seen him at the circus, if it wasn’t for Ronald.
For As Long As The Sky Is Blue- #12
AN- okay ugh this didn’t post yesterday because internet problems blah blah blah, also i had to finish this in a rush so like sorry
number in series- 12
warnings- abuse mentions
word count- 2470
from the writings of Blue Ardence