an epilog of you
people take times to finish a book. some take hours, some take days, some never finish.
and i have the unfinish one.
it was a tales. this begin of story tell about the man half god who in the journey to met his father but he need to lose all his enemy before. his enemy could be huge dragon, or snakehead woman, or something who can fly, or tsunami. i watch he kill, i watch he dance with his sword on his bloody hand, i watch how difficult for himto find the water in the sand, i watch how he lead the war, i watch he hunting a deer, i watch he run to hide, i watch the thought of him design an escape. im so into him, i started be him.
he was the bravest, the optimistic one.
until the pages of 346, he started to lose, and i watch he stop resist and raise his hands with the tears on his face
he turn to be pessimistic; he ask for hope.
and this time i know, he’s not gonna met his father. he raise his hope cause he realize he just cant. he raise his hope cause he realize, that his sacrifice gonna be nothing in the end.
and i already know its never be an ending that he wish about.
so i stop to continue the story, cause its remind me of how we end.
