This is something I wrote a few years ago for a contest on Figment.com and a coffee house. For whatever it is, it got 15th place out of about 500, so I feel pretty good about it.
Oh, how I'd like to watch the world burn.
Viewing the city from the top is so boring now. I used to enjoy it: having my food come to me, drinking from the finest and slimmest of necks. Everything I wanted at my finger tips. But now I see them, the humans of Chicago, I feel…
This is not the first time this has happened, I was young and enjoyed the highest of English fancies. I grew tired of all the laughing and dancing. Then I took a man’s heart from his chest, and found something new to listen to. I didn’t stop until I heard every version of a scream humans could make. Then I started at the bottom again, grew until I could not reach any higher, then tore myself down. I recognized the cycle long ago, high class to monster, soft to fierce, human to animal. All the way back in the 1700’s, and when it came to light, I brushed it off, not caring enough to put even an effort into changing. Why should I change what was working for me?
I smirk at the memory, moving for the first time in hours. The last bout of wildness happened in 1902. It was before all these terrifying weapons and magical technologies. I had never cared enough, during those times, to conceal myself from authorities. They are just harder prey, something I relish. I wonder, if I were to do this now, would they be able to harm me? Kill me? How interesting…
The door opens, drawing me away from the window. A young man stands nervously inside, shifting his weight on his feet, he was staring around at the rich interior of the suite, before focusing on me. Nothing that has ever changed, I always feel satisfied when eyes widen at my body. I will never deny that.
I smile, a simple lifting of one corner of my mouth, causing his heart beat to increase, allowing me to get a better bearing of his smell. Mmmm… Strong and pure, no drugs: healthy. Perfect. “Go down the hall and into the last room,” I order, dropping my voice low. He almost runs out of the room, heading where I directed him, like a puppet on jerking strings.
I wonder if that is fear or pleasure? I find myself asking. The thought freezes me. I lost the ability to tell the difference some centuries ago, and again, never cared. It does not matter what makes their hearts beat faster, merely that it does, only that it benefits me. I’ve known that, and still…
I am picturing his travel from his life to here. Probably a college student, by his age. I can see my men dragging him to a vehicle, shoving him in, speeding off. Ralph, my ‘speaker,’ knows what I like, I inform him from day to day. He’ll put a gun to the boy’s head, and tell him how to behave, and if he doesn’t he’ll be thrown out the building and shot. He isn’t told it’s better than the alternative.
There must be something wrong with me today, what am I feeling isn’t part of me, gentle or fierce. Why do I want to comfort that boy? Want to know about him? It can’t be anything he did, he did everything all the others before him, so it must be me.
I make my way across the thick carpet. The lights are dimming with the setting sun, almost completely dark. The room I sent the boy to is lit, and I can hear him puttering around, nervous. Perfectly normal reaction, nothing to distinguish him from the thousands of others.
The door opens silently; he didn’t close it all the way. He is standing in front of the window, pawing at the window, trying desperately to get it open. “I’m afraid I’ve put more thought into this than that,” I say, making him jump and spin around to stare at me.
His clear eyes were wide and dilated, adrenalin thick in the smell of his blood. “W-what do you w-want?” he asks.
One of the two responses: reason it out. Completely normal. Yet I found myself staring at his tensed muscles under middle class cloths, his shifty fearful gaze. His… no. Stay distant. He is food. But still…
“What is your name?” I hear my words, but I don’t allow them out, they come on their own. The boy shrinks into the wall, and it sparks anger. It takes only three steps, less than a second, for me to stand in front of him. His loud intake of breath is cut off by my hand around his throat, lifting him up the glass. His fingers claw at my arm, his trying to get his precious air. I wait until his eyes roll back before setting him back down, supporting him loosely. “Well?”
“Darren,” he gasps. He raises his eyes, looking at me, nodding his head. “Darren.”
I pull him forward, letting him fall against the bed. My anger is flaring. What is causing this? This is out control. I will end this quickly so I can sort through my thoughts in peace. I grab his hair, pulling his neck as far as it could. His pulse is there, flowing quickly through the arteries. I lean down, my teeth, touching his hot skin. Darren takes a shuddering gasp, pressing them closer. Just another five layers of skin and it will be over…
We stay like this for five seconds…
Nothing but blood and a body!
I throw him away, making him collide with the bedside table. He curls in on himself, expecting me to come at him. He looks pathetic.
“Get out,” I order, turning away, leaving him in his stench of fear. I can hear him give one last elated sigh before I exit the room.
The hallway is completely dark now, but I walk with perfect ease. Nothing impedes my eyes. I find myself walking back to the same spot I had left, in front of the giant wall of glass. All the pretty little lights start to turn on, man’s way of thinking he can control the dark. A silly notion. As one who lives in the dark, I know it can never be tamed, but let the humans have their safety.
Darren walks slowly down the hall, and pauses at the door. “Thank you,” he breathes.
I spin around, wide eyed, only to look upon an empty room.
I scoff. Deluded human, I didn’t do it for you.
But then who was it for? What is the point now?
I sigh and turn back to the window, staring down at the lights of cars and the shadows of people passing by.
Oh, how I’d like to watch the world burn
So I no longer have to watch it turn