Do you like watching people receive pain, are you in pain? Do you like watching horror movies? Is your life a horror movie?
If I'm getting close then helloo there 👋 my name's Sarah but most people call me lawtey, today I'm going to talk about why my life is just one long spiral of apocalyptic hellfire. If you fancy a laugh, cry or cringe, then I beg you to stay tuned.
So as a "millennial" i think I was born in 89 honestly I don't know... I'm your average 33 something year old, when it comes to paper work.
So yes female, gay, got her own house, car etc... Normal shit that people generally tick off if they achieve a job with satisfactory salary!
But on the inside I have 100% a complete different tale. Starting at my head, I have so far been diagnosed with PTSD, Anxiety and Depression, and I pay a excellent therapist a sum of money 💰 to talk about a fucking awful trauma I went through when I was younger.
Drop down to eyes 👀 can't see for shit! Take my glasses from me and I will be patting the fuck out of your misses tits 😉
Hips got diagnosed with osteitis condensans ilii physio is getting me no where and I feeling 100% like an old woman
Then there's deep in side my guts 2013 I got diagnosed with Crohn's disease, had 30cm of my bowels removed and been told I'm in remission since. But I still to this day can't eat solids without experiencing pain and yes Karen I've tried gluten free... I've tried everything!!
I live on a vegan meal replacement milkshakes 2 times a day, and in the morning I'll have wheetabix with oatmilk. That's what keeps me going, along with a shut ton of medication obviously... Yay for the NHS! 😏
Today I found out my only escape route, where I can go if shit goes fucking wrong my parents. Have sold there house and there moving to America to be with my sister. Who has given them two grand children.
The pain from my wisdom tooth, plus that, plus my hip and today my period started.
Fuck this shit!
Has anyone got a reboot button cause I'm done!
yeah it's called DM answer haha
nope 😂














