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[otchippira]

Entrance Exams

I really am a stressfull mess atm. I feel nervous and about to die from streas and ughhhhh Im such a worrywart. It is gonna be fine since I trust myself... Psygology test coming up. Wish me luck Eh?

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I seriously have sleeping problem. I habe tried to sleep for few hours now and all i can think of is moving out and some shit that bothers me. I need camomilla tea... and fast.

[otchippira]

Ask stuff

Hai guys, i wanted to tell you that my askbox is ALWAYS open so ask me. And i got ask.fm → otchippira or jaaj95. Im always happy to get questions. U w U

[otchippira]

GUESS WHO TURNED 20

AND WILL NEVER BECOME AN ADULT I DENY IT!!! 

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Hello new sugarbaby followers

I notice youuu! Thank you so much you all 119 followers. U w U and please, follow my other blog, art blog; @otchidraws . U w U will update BUNCH of drawings today ~Dreaming, Otchippira~

[otchippira]

hiatus i think

self pity. that’s my problem. but also that’s kinda way to escape everything. i dont think future. i dont want to. I dont do a shit with my life. others move on while im stuck. i create every damn thing. I make them look bigger than they are. and i dont know how to dig myself out of this pit.

I need to look how i can fix myself or look for help. cause this is..this has been going too long and it  turns.. i turn my life into shithole. and it gets deeper.

how do i move on? 

I have no fucking idea.

[otchippira]

I wonder

I wonder what am i doing here. What i want to do. What am i made to do. I know i am made to love the world. I know i want to change the world. I want to give happiness and smile. I know. I want. But i wonder how do i do it. Through my words? Through my art? How? I have been selfish. But it ends this month. I leave my heartbreaking feelings for you. I shall break myself in order to get rid of you. So i can once again love the world. I hate animal abuse. I hate that people kill each others and we cant be openly different. I am strange. I am Raven.

[otchippira]

me

my heart is pure while my wings are dark shadows behind me. It only means That I can be honest but also dishonest. I can be anything ppl want me to be. 

Right now. I have no worries. But I have no inspiration right now. to draw anything. Cause I have only one thing in my mind. Help my friends. I want to help them but while they shut me out, I patiently wait till they let me in. 

In other hand I choosed for my on problems; I won't let them spear here or anywhere else. It would only be a bother and nuisance. 

Tho, I got no worries now derps. : )

"the most happiest people are the most saddest"

I try not to make this line true. I'll be happiest person yet not saddest. Just you watch how much Happiness I can find. More than darkness. >: )