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the camera cut to eddie

#alli how could you remind me..#ouagh.#buddie

has anyone actually *tried* the often joked but ill advised "PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE" cover letter. maybe i should submit a second cover letter to the [redacted] place. surely

#toy txt post #pls i dont want to apply anywhere else and this is the most interesting and i really want to learn how to do it #and i will be upfront and admit i bungled the customer interaction at the pet store but i learned from my mistake i prommy #to never have a bad day again and handle it better if i do #<-advice on this situation making me genuinely insane bc like i REALLY dont feel comfortable Lying personally as in i dont think i can pull #it off and i think the stress it would cause me would be so much as to turn around and make it even more sus. etc.#i couldve handled it better. and maybe i couldve like. went after the store for wrongful termination. but i did not feel confident in #proving it and frankly i shouldve known and quit when they fired that one person who'd been running the bird room bc that was a fucking #disaster and a red flag. if nothing else i was just like. done with it after that. management proved themselves completely unreasonable #and untrustworthy to me in any capacity as well as Fucking Stupid bc quite frankly i was good at the fucking job and working for fucking #peanuts at a dying rotting store in a falling apart building bc i liked my job and liked my coworkers and even liked most of the management #im just. worried that theyre going to manage to nuke my ability to work anywhere the fuck else and terrified bc i know what theyre #allowed to legally say in theory. i dont know how much they will choose to follow that or not. and i have zero way of finding out.#certainly not without raising flags and seeming exceedingly suspicious. and im just so. i deserve a chance. i can be good at what i do.#i hold my work to a decently high standard. i am attentive to detail and meticulous. i can learn if taught well. i am an engaged learner.#i throw myself into my work. im just odd enough to be a little quirky. i know how to be civil even with coworkers or customers i dont like #despite that one instance where i bungled. there were many factors involved including awkward demeanor and slightly unapproachable vibe.#general exhaustion. socially unacceptable grief of beloved fish that i was working through. mentally clocked out. trying not to get my #coworker i didnt like in trouble. mistake of taking the front stairs instead of just going invisibly up the back and leaving that guy to be #the nepo babys problem. nepo baby who already alientated so many customers without getting fired couldve alienated this guy who approached #the entire interaction from the beginning with belligerence and lack of grace. etc etc etc.#agh #so fucking stupid #not to worry i will never be mildly bitchy in a work group chat about how the workspace and social convention is limiting my ability to #effectively help customers again lest it once again be misinterpreted as blaming customers for being stupid fucking idiots. something no #retail employee has ever done.#ouagh.

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#ouagh.#in the bones

my honest reaction after watching fitmc's stream today

#live kai reaction #qsmp #WHATTT THE FUCKKKKKK #I JUST....MAN.....#:((#felt like my heart got wretched out of my chest #and someone put it in a blender #only to spill it onto the floor afterwards #ouagh.#are u telling me that despite all this time learning to love #he had it taken away from him in the end #and FUCK madagio #okay but genuinely very good stream 10/10 love you don huevo

Under the cut bc some of my friends are actively reading Murderbot

"I don't want to be a pet robot." ... "I don't want to be human."

This is going to stick with me forever. The fact that it said this, out loud, to its humans, only after going through a catastrophic memory breakdown where it couldn't consider lying to protect itself.

There's just something so pleading in it. Murderbot doesn't have the presence of mind to feel like it's in danger but the struggle to exist as it is has been completely hardwired.

#daily life with mercy #the murderbot diaries #exit strategy #ouagh.

i almost certainly shouldn't revamp the current writing project into a second-person-revealed-to-be-first piece of narrative fuckery. but like. i could.

#i'm nearly 40k words in; it would be a ton of rewriting #especially since it'd probably be reframing most of it. but like.#ouagh.#here's the thing. i love second-person and i love first-person-masquerading-as-second-person #i love it when the narrator is also a character. i love it when they have agendas.#harrow the ninth is obviously one of my favorites for this sort of thing because it's phenomenally executed.#but like. broken earth was doing something interesting with it. saint of bright doors did it as a literary trick but then sort of fumbled i #and this is dealing with doom and fate and inevitability. the seduction of the imagined past. the ability to shape the future.#grief for something that has not yet come to pass; the kind of manipulation that you can do when you don't see yourself as real #but only as a vehicle for what you know will happen.#it could workkkkk

The literary effect we call horror turns on the dissolution of boundaries, between the living and the dead, of course, but also, at the crudest level, between the outside of the body and everything that ought to stay inside. In the psychological ghost story, the dissolving boundary is the one between the mind and the exterior world. During the third major manifestation at Hill House, as Eleanor's resistance begins to buckle, she thinks, "how can these others hear the noise when it is coming from inside my head?"

— Laura Miller's introduction to The Haunting of Hill House, Shirley Jackson

#*#literature #laura miller #shirley jackson #hill house #beldam #ouagh.

I don't like walking around this old and empty house (so hold my hand I'll walk with you my dear) the stairs creak as you sleep it's keeping me awake (it's the house telling you to close your eyes)

#OUAGH.

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