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Lovefool
i need to tell everyone who isn't familiar with her about my girl eurydice who i love to hurt and torture and fuck up.......
7 for Alex, 9 for Jamie
7. How did your character feel about romance growing up?
Alex... never really had a strong view of romance growing up. Of the main cast, he had the most inconsistent childhood, and as such didnt really experience the same amount of expectation and portrayal of romance to him.
of course he was Aware of romance and that being something people are expected to do, but his specific level of aromantic and autism made it so he kind of just... didn't think about it at all, even in his teens and 20s.
[and when he did. well. he certainly didnt think much of romantic love.... it didnt do any good for his parents in the end, did it? ]
9. Does your character have a QPP? If so, who are they and what does that relationship look like for them? If not, is this something your character wants in the future?
just may-be :-)
There are a few relationships Jamie has that could blur into the concept of a platonic partner, but the most notable of all I think is The Manager of The Royal Bethlehem.
Jamies relationship with him is, for lack of a better phrase, complicated. May is not a good man, but Jamie is not looking for goodness.
It would take a novel in and of itself to articulate their relationship, from the early days of a mentally struggling poet finding care from hands that also sought to gain, to the emotional manipulation and turmoil of mental mind games, to the status of rivals in a game pushing against the others odds, to the learning of the reality of the depths of the aching heart of a very, very old man, to whatever inbetween moments they find themselves in now.
But I will say this, it is a struggle of articulation to figure out where they will some day end up. what started as a safe crush to have - for what easier manner is there to love from afar someone who will always be in love with someone else? - shifted, with time. The push and pull will one day find itself settled on a shore, and they too will find where they want to be in a relationship, far beyond the confines of ‘romance.’
Aromatic Oc Ask Game
yaoi
time had seven kids before he died and he named them all after the other heroes.
and malon was pregnant with an eighth before he died by himself in the lost woods.
why would you say this to me /lh
That awkward moment when you find something really attractive on one or two of your more recent f/os and realize with mild horror that you can trace it all the way back to a childhood fictional crush.
Chest this, hips that- have you considered long, spindly, pointy robot fingers? The way their joints bend and click? And how they're so sharp and could do SO much damage to you if they wanted, but they DON'T, and in fact they are SO gentle when holding your chin or your hand or tracing things on your skin or-
AHEM. What was I talking about? I forgor.
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Hiiii friendo!! Drooping by to say how much i love and value you. From the moment I saw your art to now, I had never thought that I would ever eventually become mutuals with such a kind and compassionate person like you ^^
Your artstyle is so soft and emotional… I love how almost gentle feeling it is. Continue being super awesome, your great at it ^^