#ourlilybelle

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Six weeks since I gave birth to my beautiful daughter. Six weeks since I held her in my arms. Six weeks since I became a different person. Grief is a strange thing.. I still have traumatic flashes from that night/morning as I fall asleep thinking about the last time I got to see her, but I’ve started to smile more than cry when I talk about her. She taught me so much. She’s kickstarted an evolution inside me that I couldn’t have imagined. Parts of me died 6 weeks ago but other parts were awakened and I’ll never feel the same. #missingher #lilybelle #mylilybelle #angelbaby #angelmama #spiritbaby #gaurdianangel #maternity #stillbornstillloved

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“I'm not afraid of death because I don't believe in it. It's just getting out of one car, and into another.” John Lennon Me with my sweet girl by @deeddebruno 🌥👼🌥💕 #lilybelle #mylilybelle #angelbaby #angelmama #ghostmama #deathisnottheend #manylivesmanymasters

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“Patience and timing . . . everything comes when it must come. A life cannot be rushed, cannot be worked on a schedule as so many people want it to be. We must accept what comes to us at a given time, and not ask for more. But life is endless, so we never die; we were never really born. We just pass through different phases. There is no end. Humans have many dimensions. But time is not as we see time, but rather in lessons that are learned.” Brian L. Weiss With my sweet girl 🌥👼🌥 by @deeddebruno 💛 #lilybelle #mylilybelle #angelbaby #angelmama #stillbornstillloved #stillbirthawareness

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Birth in the physical is death in the spiritual. Death in the physical is birth in the spiritual. -Edgar Cayce Undeniable things have been happening.. Lily has been letting me know that she’s here in spirit form 💛 My sweet spirit baby #mylilybelle #lilybelle #edgarcayce #reincarnation #spiritbaby #angelbaby #ghostbaby #angelmama

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When people ask if I can feel Lily around me 💫 #mylilybelle . . . . . #ourlilybelle #stillmother #pregnancyandinfantlossawareness #stillborn #stillbornstillloved #spiritbaby #angelbaby #myfirstborn #soulfamily #soulcontract #gaurdianangel #arizonamountaininn #cabinlife #ontheroad #travelcouple #flagstaff #sedona #travelarizona #visitarizona #magick #naturalmagick #lovemagick (at Arizona Mountain Inn & Cabins) https://www.instagram.com/p/BovCLTqluLG/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1xv0ium5o9ewz

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I’m leaving the sad parts of losing Lily in 2017. I gave myself these months to let the sadness take over and flow through me. Now it’s time to make her proud. I’m leaving the old me behind and embracing this new evolution. I’m becoming the woman that I need to be, to be the best Mama to our future babies. I’m going into 2018 hopeful. Excited for our future. To keep finding new ways she inspires me and new ways to celebrate her. She is the most precious light I’ve ever encountered. Being so full of pure unconditional love for someone is so beautiful. Such a gift. I’ll forever be grateful to her for making me a Mama 💛and for making me realize how much I can love (at UMC Labor & Delivery)

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I’m thankful for our little family. Even if she isn’t in our arms today, she’s here with us 👼💕 Happy thanksgiving from our little family 💛 #happythanksgiving #lilybelle #mylilybelle #ourlittlefamily

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Saying goodbye to our sweet girl has been the hardest thing I’ve ever done. I feel like my heart has been ripped out. Thank you to everyone for helping us learn to breathe again. Im so grateful for every second I got to spend with her and that she chose me to be her mommy