#own decision

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Own Decision by Blair Gaulton

Own Decision Some say right. others say left. Ignore them both; choose your own path; do for you what is best. BJG(Blair Gaulton)March 2019

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🍅 food issues 🍅

People: "Are you sure you CAN eat this tomato?!"

Me "..."

~I have crohn' s for 6 years now. I know what I'm able to eat...thanks for giving me advise. Sometimes also tea causes stomach cramps. Maybe you could also ask me if I'm able to have a cup of tea?~

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It is worth the risk ♥

I waited for a guy who will let me know that I am wanted and I am special. And I found that guy. After 4 years, na-feel ko ulit yung mahalin ng isang taong mahal ko.

Matagal at mahirap pinagdaanan namin.

Matagal kasi, sa dami nang nangyari sa amin we didn't know na magiging kami pala in the end. Naging best friend kami na alam na namin nangyayari sa isa't isa. Alam na alam ko yung bawat nangyayari sa kanya araw-araw (paano ba naman, naging Diary niya ako), we are so comfortable to one another. I know and I witnessed nung kinilig siya sa crush niya na naging ka-M.U niya tapos nabroken-hearted siya kasi may iba pa palang guy, naging bitter siya sa girl na yun, nakakilala ng ibang girls. Nagkaroon siya ng girlfriend niya na BABY/B ang tawagan nila, at I am his shoulder every time they argue and had a misunderstanding. Hanggang sa nagbreak sila, ako parin yung shoulder niya. That time, I already have feelings for him but I'm stopping myself to fall harder because I know ako rin masasaktan sa huli and I'm thinking that he is not the one I'm looking to take care of me. Kaya napigilan ko naman mafall sakanya pero for 5months na araw-araw kaming magkausap, I think di ko na napigilan. Kaya nung araw na sinabi niyang "gusto na niya seryosohin yung girl" (kasi di na naman talaga siya seryoso dun nung una) di ko alam pero na-hurt ako ng konti (konti lang). Tapos ayun, I shared him and my feelings for him sa friends ko kaya they don't like him for me. They said that I should stay away from him para di na ako masaktan. Sabi ko naman, "give me some time na makapagready at maiwasan siya". Pero I think sa tulad ko na gave a place in my heart (as best friend/brother palang) sobrang hirap lumayo sakanya. Kaya what do you expect, siyempre hindi ko nagawang iwasan siya. And after all, he confess to me that he has feelings for me. 

Mahirap kasi, when we start dating ang hirap itago sa friends ko. Wala akong pinagsasabihan ng nangyayari sakin, yung about sa amin, status namin. Mejo nahihirapan nga ako itago sa friends ko kasi sanay ako at syempre sila (GFS) na magsshare ako. They keep on asking me how's my life, and I'm telling them na there's new about me. Walang balita, walang lovelife. They just didn't know na masaya ako sa kanya. Nakakatawa kasi pag sabay kami pumapasok, we are always alert sa mga pumapasok din kasi baka makita namin friends ko (hs and college). Pag magkaholding hands kami tapos bigla namin makikita yung friend ko na barkada din nila bigla bigla kaming bibitaw at kunyari hindi magkasama. Ha ha in short, we're keeping our relationship a secret (relationship na, Mutual Understanding hindi as couple). Well, it's my decision naman to keep it a secret from others and he respect it. Sabi nga namin, kahit mahirap magtago masaya parin. Exciting nga yung ginagawa namin kasi palagi kaming natataranta, halos tumakbo, at laging magtago pag may nakakita :D

Basta ayun, enough na love story namin ha ha. This year, I decided not to depend my decisions on others. Like what I've read in twitter:

Stop caring what people think. Stop taking caution in your actions, listen to what you want, do what you want, this is your life. Live it.

When I decided not to stay away sa kanya, dun ko narealize na this is my life, so why should I listen to them? I appreciate their care for me, sobrang natuwa nga ako kasi they are real friends caring for me na wag masaktan. Pero masaya ako dito, masaya ako sa kanya. And I didn't listen to what they want, I took the risk and it is worth it. Yung sinasabi nilang masasaktan lang ako, kabaligtaran lahat.

Kasi sa totoo, sobrang saya ko. Sobrang blessed ako having him, he never forget to tell me and let me feel that he loves me. He is the only guy let me feel this feeling, I feel so wanted, so special, so loved. And I never felt this before nung nagkaboyfriend ako. Maybe he is the guy I'm waiting, he is almost the perfect guy I want. He is exactly what I want in guy. Nagugulat nga ako kasi hindi naman niya alam yung gusto ko sa guy pero siyang-siya yung nasa list ko.

Pero alam niyo bang I loved his flaws first, I loved him at his worst and now I'm loving him at his best. Kaya sa tingin ko, mas better to kasi despite of his flaw minahal ko siya. Hindi ko nagawa ihate siya sa kabila ng mga mali niya at turn-offs niya. And ngayon, mas marami yung turn-ons niya. Hindi ko alam dati kung gaano siya ka effort, thoughtful, and lahat na.

Another thing, in this relationship we decided to have a third party and that is God. Kung wala si God, wala rin kami (before you misunderstood everything, MU lang kami). We are very thankful kay God, and He is our adviser. Every time nag-aaway kami, wala pang isang oras nagkakabati din kami agad.

Sobrang thankful talaga ako sa lahat ng nangyari, sa heartbreaks, pain, happiness and everything. Kung hindi dahil sa mga nangyari hindi ako matututo and I will never get a chance to choose carefully :"> ♥

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You cannot live your life to please others. The choice must be yours.

- Alice in Wonderland

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