Nov 2, 2018
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#... i want to just. stop.#stop making things#or playing things#or looking at things#... its not making me happy anymore#i get more anxiety in the long run from anything than i do pleasure#it feels like im about to drown in it all#i dont want this#i dont#i just want to throw it all away#get rid of it#so i wont have to look at it anymore#maybe i’ll feel better if i just get rid of it all#...#p... probably not...#but#what else do i do?#what do i do when art doesnt feel good anymore#when content i used to enjoy just makes me anxious?#when all the music i used to use to help myself just sounds like a broken; useless record?#what am i supposed to do?#what... what can i do...?#... i...#i dont know#i dont... i dont know#.... sorry...#arty issues