i guess writing it down really helped. i really feel like i can deal with it now and prevail. theres always something someones gonna hate about me. i just dont get the mentality of trying to take away something that makes life a little bit more tolerable for someone else.
im always evolving. im never the person i was a day ago. always something is changing about me and i like that about myself.
i think even the worst of people deserve the best of us
i take each struggle as a learning experience now. even if i dont see anything good ahead of me, i still take a step foward when it comes to the person i wanna be.
i think im glad i can go through things that make me feel bad. the alternative is letting it destroy me. but going through these things will give me the only time off ill ever get from being sad. its hard, especially hard for me cause ive never felt like ive been loved and then… i realized i can love me too. and now im great, thriving actually.
