#pac.

[nep2unes]

❝  a letter from a version of yourself that you need right now ❞  FT.  STUDIO GHIBLI MASTERPIECES

𝘪𝘯𝘤𝘭𝘶𝘥𝘦𝘴 : channeled letter from either a past or future version of yourself, channeled song, things of significance 

𝘥𝘪𝘴𝘤𝘭𝘢𝘪𝘮𝘦𝘳 : take what resonates and ignore what doesn’t. remember your intuition is quiet, peaceful, and self-doubt free! take a deep breath and do not overthink when choosing a pile, the first picture your eyes land on is usually the pile is for you. ALSO, remember that you possess the privilege of freewill so whether the things that i channel below happen or not, depends on you. there are infinite amounts of possibilities and you are in control of your fate. i am simply here to read the current energy!

𝘱 𝘪 𝘭 𝘦  𝘰 𝘯 𝘦  : 

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to: current you

from: a heartbroken version of yourself

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𝒹𝑒𝒶𝓇 𝓂𝓎 𝓁𝑜𝓋𝑒,

it wasn’t your fault. stop blaming yourself for this. you have to understand that what that person did to you had nothing to do with you and everything to do with them. stop blaming yourself and free yourself from the chains of resentment. forgive them and let them go. you’ve been thinking of them and what they did to you lately right? maybe dreaming of them? don’t be afraid of reliving the moment. relive the moment but do not judge yourself for how you feel about it. instead, feel the emotions and then peacefully let them go. your emotions do not have to consume you. please understand that the choices and decisions i made were all based on the knowledge i had at that time. i couldn’t see the red flags. but that was the whole point. i had to go through this to learn how to see them! stop being ashamed of me. without me you wouldn’t be the person you are now. you’re so much more smarter and in tune with yourself now! my chaos led to your growth and you rose beautifully from the ashes like a phoenix. to let go of the grudge, you have to address that it’s there. so accept me, forgive me, and let me go. you can only do the same for that person if you do this for yourself first. it’s time. you’re entering this new chapter where you’ll be meeting kind-hearted people who genuinely have your best interest at heart but to recognize them you have to face your past demons and most importantly, you have to face me. i want to congratulate you with how far you’ve come! know that you are strong enough, smart enough, and beautiful enough. you can conquer anything that comes your way because you are such a strong being. you’re strong as hell, acknowledge it now and forever! 

𝓈𝒾𝓃𝒸𝑒𝓇𝑒𝓁𝓎, 

𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒻𝓇𝑜𝓂 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓅𝒶𝓈𝓉

✧ 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨𝘴 𝘰𝘧 𝘴𝘪𝘨𝘯𝘪𝘧𝘪𝘤𝘢𝘯𝘤𝘦 : heart locket, breakup, dark room, 444, betrayal, deceit, keys, orange peel, discombobulated?, afraid of facing past, sexual trauma, empathy towards yourself, dreams, sesame street, 

✧ 𝘤𝘩𝘢𝘯𝘯𝘦𝘭𝘦𝘥 𝘴𝘰𝘯𝘨 : godspeed by frank ocean

❝  i let go of my claim on you, it’s a free world ❞❞

𝘱 𝘪 𝘭 𝘦  𝘵 𝘸 𝘰 :

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to: current you

from: a future, successful version of yourself 

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𝒹𝑒𝒶𝓇 𝓀𝒾𝒹,

why are you so scared of becoming me huh? you know, i got a little bone to pick with you. you got me damn near fed up with how you’re talking to yourself right now. you know that i’m inevitable right? you can tell yourself you’ll never be me all you want but know that doesn’t actually stop me because i already exist in some other reality. really you’re just prolonging yourself from becoming me or should i say “unlocking” me. we’re not separate beings. we’re one! you’re already successful. you already love yourself. you’re already confident.   You just got to believe it. first, you need not be afraid of tapping into me. most importantly, don’t be afraid of what others will say when you tap into me. fuck what everyone else has to say. you know how I got here? by letting bygones be bygones and not letting others’ opinion of me sway how i move in the world. that’s how i got my peace of mind. i said fuck you to those intrusive thoughts, self limiting beliefs, and anything that ever made me question my identity and soul purpose. you already know your purpose. your ego is trying to tell you that you don’t but you do. trust me when i say this that all there’s left to do is to, well, do! you are limitless. you’re such a good ass manifestor. shit, that’s another reason i’m in this position right now. that and most importantly, my consistency and patience! listen, i’m not telling you that it’s easy or it’s a linear journey. even i still have off days. i doubt myself every now and then but the whole point is to know that your thoughts aren’t necessarily the truth and you can choose to change them. you can change your way of thinking in an instant if you wanted to do. be delusional if you have to. at the end of the day, you are the only person in your way. so get the fuck out your way and boss up. be a leader. it’s you vs. you, which means the only outcome is to win! be confident in yourself because you’re way more powerful than you think. we are one. i’m literally within you. remember that always, especially when it gets difficult. oh! make sure to do some self-confidence affirmations and some solar plexus meditations. i found that incorporating this into my routines daily has really aided me in my path and still aids me now. anyways, you’re gonna be good. everything’s going to be fine. it may not seem like that but you got a bright future, kid. now get your ass up out of bed and connect with me! 

𝓈𝒾𝓃𝒸𝑒𝓇𝑒𝓁𝓎,

𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒻𝓇𝑜𝓂 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒻𝓊𝓉𝓊𝓇𝑒

✧ 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨𝘴 𝘰𝘧 𝘴𝘪𝘨𝘯𝘪𝘧𝘪𝘤𝘢𝘯𝘤𝘦 : 17, 15, 111, 222, sag placements, doubt, ludacris?, angel, catastrophe, regina george, columbus, blocked solar plexus, confidence issues, imposter syndrome, lack of motivation, the letter s, feeling stagnant, exhaustion

✧ 𝘤𝘩𝘢𝘯𝘯𝘦𝘭𝘦𝘥 𝘴𝘰𝘯𝘨 : massa by tyler the creator

❝  whatever brings you immense joy, do that, that’s your luxury. ❞

𝘱 𝘪 𝘭 𝘦  𝘵 𝘩 𝘳 𝘦 𝘦 :

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to: current you

from: your inner child 

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𝒹𝑒𝒶𝓇 𝒷𝓊𝒹𝒹𝓎, 

can we have a little bit of fun? for once? i want to play with you, see new things,  i want to go outside. i don’t like being cooped up between four walls. it makes me feel so much more lonely. i definitely don’t like to work all the time without breaks either! when can we actually have fun? remember when we used to paint and write and do all those arts and crafts projects! man, that was my favorite. why won’t you let me play? why don’t you listen to me when i’m scared? i just want to be comforted. i just you to accept me and give me a safe space to be myself. i want to dance crazily in the rain! i want to do all the fun stuff i see in the movies. i feel so lonely at times. it’s like if i was locked inside a dark, cold room. i think i have superpowers. i can see and feel people and things that not everyone can see or feel! mom and dad told me that it's just a phase and that when i grow older it won’t be there anymore. it’s so weird and i don’t quite understand it but i think it’s pretty cool. do you still have superpowers? i hope you do because i like being a superhero and helping others. it makes me feel so unique and sometimes i use it to help me do and decide things. i have an idea! you should use it too! i know you have been stressing over that choice/decision you need to make. use your superpowers to help you decide and not feel so stuck. sometimes when i sit down quietly outside is when my superpowers are the strongest. i love to be outside. it makes me feel so good, plus i love to look at the different animals like the squirrels and ladybugs! i hope you know that i look up to you. you are everything i wanted to be. you’re so strong and independent. you’re just so flipping cool! i wish you would show people your super cool side. i just know they’d like you sooooo much and you’d be have so many friends. i never had much friends but i bet you if i was you and knew everything you knew, i would’ve had a ton. please pay attention to me more! you’re the only person that understands me. i really like talking and spending time with you. be safe. love you. 

𝓈𝒾𝓃𝒸𝑒𝓇𝑒𝓁𝓎,

𝓁𝒾𝓉𝓉𝓁𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊

✧ 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨𝘴 𝘰𝘧 𝘴𝘪𝘨𝘯𝘪𝘧𝘪𝘤𝘢𝘯𝘤𝘦 : 404, 101, imaginary friends, animals, rainbow loom, friendship bracelets, mandarins, nature, touch grass, cher, 70′s era, curiosity, venus dominant, loneliness, burnt out, grounding work, inner child work, let loose, rest, crown chakra upgrades/activation

✧ 𝘤𝘩𝘢𝘯𝘯𝘦𝘭𝘦𝘥 𝘴𝘰𝘯𝘨 : dreams by fleetwood mac

❝  it’s only right that you should play the way you feel it ❞

𝘱 𝘪 𝘭 𝘦  𝘧 𝘰 𝘶 𝘳  :

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to: current you

from: an ‘addicted’ version of yourself

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𝒹𝑒𝒶𝓇 𝒷𝑒𝒶𝓊𝓉𝒾𝒻𝓊𝓁 𝓈𝑜𝓊𝓁,

why are you still letting that toxic relationship define your value? that person really fucked us up huh? it’s okay to cry it out. let it all out. fuck what everyone else says about “moving on.” a relationship that intense and chaotic could never be forgotten. and it shouldn't! it shouldn't be forgotten because now you know what to look out for. you have learned to identify the red flags i couldn’t. because of this, history can never repeat itself. that person violated my boundaries, told me ugly shit about my physical and inner self, and controlled me. it’s okay to not have sympathy for them. however, learn to accept this and forgive me for being so stuck. once you forgive me, only then you can forgive them. you have to understand that i was in such a vulnerable state back then that i was so blinded by the fact that someone was taking advantage of me. it fucked me over because i gave and gave until i didn’t have left for myself. let me say, you are NOT what they said you are. you are only what YOU say you are. point blank. they say the greatest addiction is hardcore drugs but i’d say it’s people. i was so addicted to that person, i couldn’t bring myself to leave and i took in the love i thought i deserved. once you took the step for me and actually left, it was so freeing. you dug us up out of that hole. you saved us. no one else can say they did that for us. you were the one that did and that takes balls. you know, i always knew you were a warrior. it crossed my mind all the time but i couldn’t bring myself to believe it and for that i am sorry. i am sorry that i let us get so far into the deep end in the hands of another. i am sorry that i put my self worth in the hands of another. i’m gonna be honest, it seems like constantly hearing all self-deprecation and negativity from them all that time has impacted you more than you know. you’re in recovery mode right now, believe it or not, so be patient with yourself. journal everything you feel! every time a self-deprecating thought comes through, simply observe it and let it pass. then replace it with something positive about yourself. you deserve the entire universe so act like it! hang tight ‘cause a little birdie told me that you got someone new coming your way... and this one’s a good one. don’t let my insecurities and over-protectiveness fuck it up. remind me to not be so protective and that it’s safe to let our walls down. the worst is over. it’s only up from here. you’ve been through hell and back and you’re still that bitch. don’t let anyone take that away from you or tell you otherwise ever again! 

𝓈𝒾𝓃𝒸𝑒𝓇𝑒𝓁𝓎,

𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒻𝓇𝑜𝓂 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓅𝒶𝓈𝓉

✧ 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨𝘴 𝘰𝘧 𝘴𝘪𝘨𝘯𝘪𝘧𝘪𝘤𝘢𝘯𝘤𝘦 : purple, 2′s, 3′s, 44 mins, jhene aiko’s souled out album, “you have have gotta lose your mind just to find your peace of mind”, narcissistic people, heart chakra, sacral chakra, toxic relationships, damaged self-worth, putting up a mask, forceful smiles, glass slipper, mac miller, cinderella, cats, tacos, west coast, cube, math, reverence?, shameless 

✧ 𝘤𝘩𝘢𝘯𝘯𝘦𝘭𝘦𝘥 𝘴𝘰𝘯𝘨 : who you are by jessie j 

(highly recommend hearing the full song! lovely message in there, especially for this pile)

❝  tears don’t mean you’re losing, everybody's bruising ❞

𝙃𝙊𝙋𝙀 𝙔𝙊𝙐 𝙀𝙉𝙅𝙊𝙔𝙀𝘿 𝙔𝙊𝙐𝙍 𝙎𝙏𝘼𝙔. 𝘿𝙊𝙉’𝙏 𝙁𝙊𝙍𝙂𝙀𝙏 𝙏𝙊 𝘾𝙇𝙊𝙎𝙀 𝙏𝙃𝙀 𝙏𝘼𝘽. 𝙁𝙀𝙀𝘿𝘽𝘼𝘾𝙆 𝙄𝙎 𝙃𝙄𝙂𝙃𝙇𝙔 𝙁𝘼𝙑𝙊𝙍𝙀𝘿!  xo

[nep2unes]

❝  𝘢𝘭𝘭 𝘢𝘣𝘰𝘶𝘵 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘯𝘦𝘹𝘵 𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦 ❞  FT. COOL GRANDMAS AND GRANDPAS

𝘪𝘯𝘤𝘭𝘶𝘥𝘦𝘴 : your energy towards this date, your love interest’s energy towards this date, and the overall energy of the date ( + things of significance and a mini moodboard )

𝘥𝘪𝘴𝘤𝘭𝘢𝘪𝘮𝘦𝘳 : take what resonates and ignore what doesn’t. remember your intuition is quiet, peaceful, and self-doubt free! take a deep breath and do not overthink when choosing a pile, the first picture your eyes land on is usually the pile is for you. ALSO, remember that you possess the privilege of freewill so whether the things that i channel below happen or not, depends on you. there are infinite amounts of possibilities and you are in control of your fate. i am simply here to read the current energy! 

𝙥 𝙞 𝙡 𝙚  𝙤 𝙣 𝙚  :

✩ 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘦𝘯𝘦𝘳𝘨𝘺 𝘵𝘰𝘸𝘢𝘳𝘥𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦 ✩

right off the bat, i’m sensing excitement but also HELLA nervousness. i heard the phrase “long overdue” so this may be someone who you been crushing on or been tryna get on a date. the hermit popped out in reverse so what this tells me is it’s been a minute since you been on a date or just in a romantic connection in general? for some of you around the time you’re reading this, you may have gone through a spiritual awakening of some sort or have shed old skin and had this internal/external glow up. you’re now in this “the fool” energy of new beginnings and trying to gain the confidence to really step foot into this new chapter. this date is not only going to be with someone you’ve liked but also the first outing of really embodying this new you. because of this, you may be feeling the pressure hardcore. i think you’re gonna be SOOOO in your head before this. 

first of all, you’re a bad bitch (all genders are bad bitches. argue wit ya mama). you gotta let yourself just be because when you do, you are the most charismatic. like you’re actually really  outgoing and good at first impressions so stop worrying about how you are going to be perceived/any potential negative outcomes (7 of cups popped out, so you fr fr needa get out of your head to see clearly). instead allow your intuition to guide you, you’re supported by spirit! i sense a lot of fire sign energy (specifically leo and aries placements). regardless of the bit of anxiousness, the ace of wands came out so you’re going to be very passionate and excited about this date. you’re gonna be so prepared too! like you probably gonna buy a whole fit for this, get ya nails and hair did, bust out your most expensive perfume, shoes, etc. like you really are going to be invested in this shit. honestly i don’t even feel that nervousness anymore so i don’t think it’ll last long after you give yourself a pep talk. i’m hearing to try some mirror work and solar plexus affirmations before and you’ll be straight!

✩ 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦 𝘪𝘯𝘵𝘦𝘳𝘦𝘴𝘵'𝘴 𝘦𝘯𝘦𝘳𝘨𝘺 𝘵𝘰𝘸𝘢𝘳𝘥𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦 ✩

nahhh cause whoever this person is, the attraction is definitely there. let me just say, you’re like their type forreal, they ADORE how you physically look. for some in this pile, i’m getting you may have rejected this person at first or tried to go on a date and it wasn’t the greatest lmao (take what resonates, ignore what doesn’t!) and so they’re going to be using this as a way to redeem themselves. they’re embodying the king of swords energy so this person is smart, logical, and direct. they’re not going to be nervous at all and it’s not because they’re cocky but moreso because they know what they want when they see it and YOU are what they want. however, i do sense they will be a bit guarded BUT it has nothing to do with you. the tower popped out so i feel like this is their first date after a messy breakup. what’s crazy is i think you’ll end up making them spill the beans somehow and so they might end up being straight up with you about this. 

omg y’all, the lovers came out. they really do see you as a potential match and i sense that they have this sort of intuitive hit that there’s def chemistry between yall. anyways, i find their energy to be very peaceful tbh, i feel as though on this date, they want you to be as comfortable as possible. they’re a great listener but there’s also this balance to them that they know how to implement in social settings. you know those people that either don’t shut the fuck up or don’t speak the fuck up; well this ain’t gonna be a problem with your love interest. the magician came out and as clarification, the passion card from the prism oracle deck came out. chile, this person has been manifesting you. whether it’s been consciously or subconsciously but they’re passionate/invested in this date just as you are and im gonna go out on a limb and say maybe even more than you!

✩ 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘰𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘢𝘭𝘭 𝘦𝘯𝘦𝘳𝘨𝘺 𝘰𝘧 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦 ✩

broooo, yall’s chemistry is out of this world. we got the magician, 2 of cups, and the 6 of wands. y’all don’t gotta worry about this date at all omg, it would be comical to worry. originally, i said that your love interest was the one manifesting you and with the magician card popping out again, i still do think so but now i sense you have been too. if not of this exact person, maybe a connection of such remarkable substance. this date is gonna have both of y’all going back home blushing and daydreaming like some pair of kids. i think you guys are going to feel so comfortable around each other. there will for sure be a natural flow of conversation and playfulness. lots of flirting, playful banter, and funny stories. it’s going to feel like a breath of fresh air to both parties. 

this date will come after times of disappointment and suffering. i really do sense both of yall have closed out some sort of cycles by the time you go on the date. it’s truly going to be a rejuvenating experience though, it’s finally going to feel easy. the four of wands is present so a lot of joy, laughter, and just blissful feelings will come from this date. this is gonna be an A1 date if there ever was one. the card from my prism oracle deck that represents the overall energy is protection. both parties will feel safe and secure within each other’s presence. in conclusion, there’s no way there WON’T be multiple dates coming out of this one! y’all’s energy and compatibility is definitely way up there. love that for you bestie! 

𝙘𝙝𝙖𝙣𝙣𝙚𝙡𝙚𝙙 𝙨𝙞𝙜𝙣𝙨 𝙤𝙛 𝙨𝙞𝙜𝙣𝙞𝙛𝙞𝙘𝙖𝙣𝙘𝙚: infinity signs, night time, crows, birds, owls, 666, lana del rey, scorpio placements, dinner, coffee, casual bar setting, outback steakhouse (WHO EATING GOOD?!), belts, full moon, gages, alice in wonderland, pigs, the book animal farm, fire sign energy, cartoons, blue jeans, jazz, 828, lots of 8, dreams - fleetwood mac, hotline bling - drake, llamas, blue, red, orange, big foot

✩ 𝙘𝙝𝙖𝙣𝙣𝙚𝙡𝙚𝙙 𝙨𝙤𝙣𝙜:  just another interlude - bryson tiller ✩ 

𝙥 𝙞 𝙡 𝙚  𝙩 𝙬 𝙤

TW: mentions of emotionally abusive relationships

✩ 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘦𝘯𝘦𝘳𝘨𝘺 𝘵𝘰𝘸𝘢𝘳𝘥𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦 ✩

jeez pile two, who tf hurt you? i’m gonna be straight up, immediately tapping into your energy i was met with lots of confusion and slow-paced energy. i don’t think you’re going to look forward to this date tbh. i think mainly because you’ve dealt with so much grimey shit from past connections that you’re expecting the worst so you won’t be disappointed. you’re energy is pessimistic and you’re going into this date with this sort of paranoid and critical mindset. i’m getting blind date vibes from this or just pressure from your circle to start dating again because i feel you dead ass not tryna go LMAO. some of you have been single for a minute, mainly because your last relationship was a mess (it’s giving karmic AS FUCK, i know when i feel one and IT’S TIRING). i feel like for some of you, you may not be over an ex. with the seven of pentacles present, by the time you go on this date, you’re gonna be on the brink of beginning your healing from your past icky relationships or this date itself will have an impact on this journey. 

you’re just not up for this date at all, you don’t even want to give it a chance. queen of swords came out reversed so what this tells me is that you tryna be the mfing ice queen on this date. you really going in guarded and double walls up. it’s funny though because i sense you’re intuitive as fuck BUT it’s like you will purposely block out the signs and synchronicities from your spiritual council to keep an open mind on this date. with the hierophant in reverse, the moon, and 10 of swords in reverse present, you’re keeping up these illusions and deceptions that you’re not strong and that you’re not worthy of love (i feel like these are directed from a past relationship that was either emotionally abusive and/or where you were decieved constantly). 

before this date, you’re gonna receive so much signs, downloads, synchronicities and it’s gonna be directly from your guides as a sort of push to reflect inwards. do some self-care and heart chakra affirmations before! i’m seeing your heart center caged up, the thing is i see you with a key. you’re just refusing to unlock it due to extreme fear of being hurt and being taken advantage of but you have to remember that you are not that person anymore! the strength card from my prism oracle deck came up. this tells me you’re resilient as hell. stop believing you aren’t! you’re kind, a beautiful soul, and worthy of every good thing that comes your way. it’s all about reflecting on the past; not in a judgmental or negative approach  but rather a compassionate and forgiving sense. look at your past connections, past situations, people, things, etc. as forms of self-discovery, growth, and lessons to learn from! these are lessons you can use to boost your self up and truly embody that person you dream of becoming. 

s/n: sorry this turned into a whole ass advice giving section lmfao but i felt called to enter my empress energy and offer some words of wisdom. i have a feeling someone really needs to hear it! just take what resonates lovey!

✩ 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦 𝘪𝘯𝘵𝘦𝘳𝘦𝘴𝘵'𝘴 𝘦𝘯𝘦𝘳𝘨𝘺 𝘵𝘰𝘸𝘢𝘳𝘥𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦 ✩

oof i just fucking knew this person’s energy was gonna be good, it’s almost like i’m psychic HA! anyways, this person is embodying the king of wands energy. they’re feeling REAL good about themselves, their current life, and are ready to pop up back into the dating scene after a period of healing. they’re definitely coming into this date with a complete opposite energy of yours. with the world card here, i feel like this person would have just completed a cycle and is in this confident and invincible type of energy. they’re feeling empowered for sure. 

with the knight of cups, this one’s a charmer and a classic romantic! in their mind, they really want to make a great impression. their goal is to come in and try to wow you. aw cute as fuck, i’m seeing red roses so expect them to bring you flowers on this date. they’re so optimistic and excited about this date for some reason. they may be an avid dater? i’m getting the vibe that they know exactly what they’re doing and this isn’t their first rodeo. however, for them there’s something about this date specfiically that they really want to go perfect. 

this person is REALLY in tune with their emotions and is in balance with both their masculine and feminine energy. just like in your energy reading, the moon came out but this time in reverse! so to me, this means that they’ve let go of any anxieties and fears regarding love and are entering this date in an open and receiving energy. a lot of cups and watery energy present here so this person may either have prominent water placements or some sort of watery influence/dominance in their chart. don’t get me wrong, to get to this mindset hasn’t been easy for this person. with the 6 of swords and 6 of cups, they’ve been through shit man. it definitely took a lot of releasing toxic habits/mindsets and strong willpower to move forward and fully embody this energy but they’ve done it. this person has truly learned from their boo-boos (ahem ahem… especially in the realm of romantic relationships). this person is going into this date in great energy and i think this could be refreshing af, particularly for you!

✩ 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘰𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘢𝘭𝘭 𝘦𝘯𝘦𝘳𝘨𝘺 𝘰𝘧 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦 ✩

my lovely pile two! hell fucking yeah. with the 7 of swords and the star card coming out, what this tells me that despite you coming into this date with an icky mindset, you will have a pleasant surprise coming out of this and the energy seems hopeful. i keep hearing “this is not what it seems.” the energy of this date at surface level will seem minuscule and insignificant but the deeper energy to this is transformative and powerful. the death card from my prism oracle deck showed up so this date is definitely kickstarting (the word kickstarter is so significant, spirit keeps repeating it) something within both of the parties involved. air sign energy is definitely present in this bitch, like heavily (aquarius and libra placements, i’m getting aquarius moon for some). it’s almost like both of you have been holding on to something. (hanged man in reverse, so yall haven’t fully released something). this date, whether there’s a direct conversation about it or not, will have you going home feeling like you had an epiphany, feeling like there’s hope. 

the fool and the chariot are present so this date is pushing forward new beginnings and hope for both of y’all. there’s going to be a vital moment in this date that really switches something within you. i see you holding on a serious RBF but by the end of the date you’re all smiles. this person will make you feel so understood and valued, nothing like you ever dealt with before. spirit for some reason doesn’t want to give me extra details cause my nosy ass really wants to know the defining moment but they won’t tell me LMAO. 

finally, they want me to leave you with this last thing. i can’t even lie to you, this energy is giving divine connection. i pulled the 24th, venusian card from my mystic martian oracle deck and this card is all about romance, soulmates, and divine counterparts and the number 24 is all about harmonious relationships. so do what you will with that information. there will be hesitance to go on a second date but this is just the initial shock coming in from how well this date went so i feel there will be multiple dates and possibly a commitment of some sort. honestly, the divine seems to have orchestrated all of this perfectly, it’s just up to you to recognize that and allow it to flow freely.

𝙘𝙝𝙖𝙣𝙣𝙚𝙡𝙚𝙙 𝙨𝙞𝙜𝙣𝙨 𝙤𝙛 𝙨𝙞𝙜𝙣𝙞𝙛𝙞𝙘𝙖𝙣𝙘𝙚: ace of spades, autumn, october, 24, 123, 143, hooters, lake, river, bridges, new york, define me interlude - jhene aiko, 555, green, red stars, shooting stars, nature, traveling, aurora borealis, overdue iphone reminders, the office, cardboard boxes, moving, leap of faith, genuine, aquarius moon, libra rising and venus, june, summer, clear quartz, third eye chakra, heart chakra

✩ 𝙘𝙝𝙖𝙣𝙣𝙚𝙡𝙚𝙙 𝙨𝙤𝙣𝙜:  give your heart a break - demi lovato ✩

𝙥 𝙞 𝙡 𝙚  𝙩 𝙝 𝙧 𝙚 𝙚

TW: brief mentions of sex

✩ 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘦𝘯𝘦𝘳𝘨𝘺 𝘵𝘰𝘸𝘢𝘳𝘥𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦 ✩

first things first, as soon as i tapped into this pile’s energy  i got a very indifferent and unbothered energy. i don’t think y’all really concerned with what happens on this date. like you’re very neutral about it. you’re putting no expectations on it and are kinda just wanting to go with the flow. i’m not sensing it coming from a place of malice or from your shadow side but rather a period of isolation and personal evolution. i swear the collective in these piles are really starting new cycles. it’s crazy. go you! anyways, around the time of this date, you’ve decided to put yourself first. it’s still in the beginning stages cause as i was shuffling the cards, they were flying all over the place and just chaotic af but i felt calm. so it’s almost like you’re energy is in a blissful mess of some sort LMAO. it’s giving “i don’t know what the fuck is going on but it’s ok cause yolo.”

with the 10 of wands and 2 of wands here, they’re telling me that you’re going into this date with baggage (6 of swords reversed) you’re trying to let go. the judgement card is present so you’re definitely making progress due to learning from your lessons, inner reflection, and questioning everything. before this you had to walk away from limiting beliefs, people, situations, etc. that didn’t serve you. you’re starting to understand that self-concept is crucial to your growth. essentially, it feels like you’re using this date as a crutch to claim your independence. you want to explore different aspects of yourself and this is gonna sound contradicting but it’s like you’re trying hard to “go with the flow.” 

this date seems out of your comfort zone. i’m getting you’re either not that well-versed in the dating world or for some it’s with a person that’s not normally your type. LMFAO OK so i heard “abstinence” so maybe for some of y’all it’s been a minute and you’re potentially using this date to get some?! you’re just super casual about this, you dead ass just tryna go out of your comfort zone and see what the world has in store. it’s almost like you’re sampling; trying to see what you like, what you don’t like, etc. it’s a good energy to be in, imo, cause you’re truly coming from a space of curiosity. you’re surrendering to the divine! 

✩ 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦 𝘪𝘯𝘵𝘦𝘳𝘦𝘴𝘵'𝘴 𝘦𝘯𝘦𝘳𝘨𝘺 𝘵𝘰𝘸𝘢𝘳𝘥𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦 ✩

 ok so the fire sign energy is off the charts bro, this spread damn near has all wands + the sun and strength card. this person is definitely looking forward to this date. i’m also picking up on this renewed and curiosity energy from them as well! for some of y’all, it seems you could meet or have met this person online. around the time of this date, this person would have received good news, a promotion, or just seen some sort of huge level up in their life that has them hyped up. especially with the 10 of pentacles here, they for sure have made a breakthrough when it comes to their financial aspect of life. they got money money around this time so they tryna flaunt this shit. 

this person is embodying the knight of wands energy; they’re feeling themselves like crazy! i’m sensing they’re not normally this confident and charismatic, like they definitely been through some shit and are still recovering from that in private. however, this news and upgrades got them feeling too good. so they wanna channel that energy and explore just to see what happens. 

the 8 of wands popped out so with this date, they plan on coming in hot. for some, i sense this person has always wanted to court you and shoot their shot but they were too shy to approach you. they viewed you as out of their league so now that they scored this date with you, they not playing no games! the determination card from my prism oracle deck came out and this just tells me they’re in this energy of feeling like they can move mountains. they’re determined and so focused; it’s actually insane how well they can channel and transmute this energy. they’re in such an optimistic and positive attitude and trust and believe they’re only bringing good vibes to this date. 

✩ 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘰𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘢𝘭𝘭 𝘦𝘯𝘦𝘳𝘨𝘺 𝘰𝘧 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦 ✩

now this not might be for everyone, take it as it resonates, but some of y’all are gonna get freaky freaky with this person after this date or at some point. when i was reading both parties’ energies individually, i was getting, how you say, turnt up. i do sense there’s a lot of sexual compatibility between y’all (a bunch of horndogs in this pile huh?) the lovers and 9 of cups popped out so this date is going to be all about pleasure and just actually enjoying the moment, simply letting loose. this date is giving all nighter type vibes like i feel like the original plans are going to go so well that both parties are gonna want more and end up hitting up different locations like maybe a dance club or strip club? (i’m sorry this pile is funny as hell, who are yall?! you seem so fun pls). i think after a period of stagnancy for both parties (chariot in reverse) this is y’alls comeuppance straight from the divine. 

ace of wands is at the bottom of the deck so a lot passion and animated energy surrounding this date. YOOO you’re gonna be leaving from this date your chest puffed out, you’ll be feeling like THAT one fr. with this person, it’ll feel like y’all been known each other forever. it’s giving besties/partner in crime vibes. i sense that maybe in the past you’ve felt lackluster energy when meeting others and you weren’t as confident when meeting new people but this specific date is going to show you otherwise. let me just say that, either you or your person have so many guides. there were so many orbs throughout the duration of this reading and i just sense a lot of different presences around me. bitch, you protected for sure. this tells me that they may be present during that time as well. almost as a way to say it’s ok to go crazy cause we’re here protecting you. i’m hearing “tik tok on the clock, but the party don’t stop!” this is gonna be the funnest date you’ve been on for sure. as far as a second date, spirit is not giving me a clear answer. they keep on telling me, “only time will tell.” 

𝙘𝙝𝙖𝙣𝙣𝙚𝙡𝙚𝙙 𝙨𝙞𝙜𝙣𝙨 𝙤𝙛 𝙨𝙞𝙜𝙣𝙞𝙛𝙞𝙘𝙖𝙣𝙘𝙚: tinder, co-worker, out of my league - fitz and the tantrums, caribbean descendant, islander, movies, club, 15, 1010, 888, lots of 8’s, yellow, leo placements, old akon songs, spring cleaning, project x, drunk, green, bananas, clumsiness, tame impala, edm, coins, x gon give it to ya - DMX, late night beach trip, yellow jasper, all nighter, dancing, till dawn

✩ 𝙘𝙝𝙖𝙣𝙣𝙚𝙡𝙚𝙙 𝙨𝙤𝙣𝙜:  young, wild, and free - snoop dogg, wiz khalifa ft bruno mars ✩

𝙃𝙊𝙋𝙀 𝙔𝙊𝙐 𝙀𝙉𝙅𝙊𝙔𝙀𝘿 𝙔𝙊𝙐𝙍 𝙎𝙏𝘼𝙔. 𝘿𝙊𝙉’𝙏 𝙁𝙊𝙍𝙂𝙀𝙏 𝙏𝙊 𝘾𝙇𝙊𝙎𝙀 𝙏𝙃𝙀 𝙏𝘼𝘽. 𝙁𝙀𝙀𝘿𝘽𝘼𝘾𝙆 𝙄𝙎 𝙃𝙄𝙂𝙃𝙇𝙔 𝙁𝘼𝙑𝙊𝙍𝙀𝘿!  xo

[nep2unes]

𝐅𝐓. 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐇𝐎𝐋𝐘 𝐓𝐑𝐈𝐍𝐈𝐓𝐘.

inspired by @neptunes-sol-angel​ mini reading for me.

✩ channeled signs for all piles: mood swings, 444, beauty blender, clear quartz, conspiracy theories, deep blue sea, that’s so raven, green, turquoise, pbs kids, fire sign energy, balance, evil eye jewelry, pink velvet tracksuit (juicy couture?), y2k aesthetic, 999, 36, green eggs and ham, red rover, bob the builder, projector, ariana grande perfume, yellow, circus, needng to go to the dispensary, beans, starting to eat cleaner, cat scratches, crows, flickering lights, 16 floors, migraines, ibuprofen, nail-biting, rebecca?, smart watch, reading glasses, air ballons, drums, california, north and south carolina, great white sharks, day n nite - kid cudi, journaling, scheduling, dragons, kundalini energy

✩ you ready? take a deep breath and don’t overthink it. go ahead a choose the picture you’re most drawn to. the first pic your eyes laid on is usually your answer. it’s ok to be drawn to more than one pile too! enjoy! x

PILES 1-3 FROM TOP TO BOTTOM

𝐏𝐈𝐋𝐄 𝐎𝐍𝐄:

your adaptability. you are the type of person that can be friends with ANYONE. you’re a natural conversationalist and i think this stumps your haters and makes them so envious of you because they’re extremely insecure in their own social skills. i’m getting strong water sign energy for this pile (pisces placements especially!) you give me like chameleon energy. you can read the energy in the room and just know how to morph yourself in a way that doesn’t inhibit your own energy. you can make yourself comfortable enough in social settings but you still stand out somehow. you influence the room rather than absorbing it and i think this is the main reason why you stand out. you’re VERY charismatic and magnetic; if you don’t think so then i’m fucking confirming it tf! 

you may even be a little anxious sometimes before social events but when it comes down to it, you end up doing the damn thing! i’m getting that you doubt and second-guess yourself a lot and i don’t even understand why because you’re the main character. you’re not the side character, or the comic relief friend, nah bro you’re just naturally supposed to be in the limelight. your energy is captivating, playful, and it makes these mfers SICKKKK! i feel like your haters have friends that like you and they just be sitting there like “why the fuck does everyone like them? what’s so special about them?” PERIOD! you make these bitches question themselves fr. 

a good chunk of the people that hate on you have deep-rooted insecurities and i feel like they could almost get obsessed with you in a way (perhaps they may spy on your socials and compare themselves to you for hours, it’s weird shit.) they also hide their envy well and may try to befriend you to get your “secrets” but baby there’s no secrets. you can’t be copied. your haters also hate how they can never catch you lacking like you just have this way of presenting yourself in public that is so appealing. keep doing what you doing bae cause you must doing something right! powerful amount of star quality!

𝐒𝐎𝐍𝐆 𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐍𝐍𝐄𝐋𝐄𝐃: only girl (in the world) - rihanna

.・。.・゜✭・.・✫・゜・。.

𝐏𝐈𝐋𝐄 𝐓𝐖𝐎:

your creativity. the three of wands popped out THREE different times. so you definitely have this boldness to you that exudes in the public eye. you do whatever the fuck you want and you walk with conviction, no matter who is staring or watching. you are not afraid to style, talk, or walk YOUR WAY. heavy aquarius energy and fire sign energy is present in this pile. this pile is giving fashionista. your style is really what stands out to others, i genuinely feel like you don’t give a fuck about trends or what is “in”. you may be a heavy thrifter as well. i’m also seeing makeup; you could be extremely good at doing eccentric designs (euphoria type beat) and bright colors. the gag is this is everyday you. like you don’t mind doing a crazy eyeshadow look and “overdressing” on a random tuesday. this group is really giving me rico nasty energy (you may already fuck with her music and if not, take a listen you might end up liking it!). 

you just have this knack for aesthetics and what looks good on YOU (i do feel like this pile does have the potential for a career path in creative directing and styling). so essentially, THIS is what boils your haters’ blood cause they are so in awe of how the fuck you look good every single time and rock the most outrageous shit. these people tend to nitpick the littlest of things because they themselves are followers not actual leaders. your haters can’t even come close to you though like they can try to copy but what i don’t think they don’t understand is that it’s not about how you style yourself but rather the comfortability you had to gain within being embarrassed. i don’t think it was always easy for you to step out in the world as yourself. 

i’m sensing this pile suffered some bullying and harassment from others for being themselves. y’all stuck out like a sore thumb. you were an easy target because fo this. so you pretended for so long to not give a fuck what they said and be confident that eventually you truly didn’t give a fuck. instead of conforming to others, to spite them even more, you styled yourself in incredibly spunky ways. it’s funny cause i’m getting a “i did it first!” vibe. all the trends circulating in the media now, you may have done them way back when and got made fun of. all your haters are now trying to keep up with the new shit when you really been the mfer to do it. i’m hearing a nicki lyric (ofc lol): “i put these bitches on game, they should be kissing my feet!” this group’s haters are the true pick- me’s of this world bro. they’re such followers and you’re THEE trendsetter! they get inspired from you and so mad they didn’t think of it first. it’s effortless on your part and they can’t figure out how to do the same! a natural creative, these mfers really can’t tell you nothing. 

𝐒𝐎𝐍𝐆 𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐍𝐍𝐄𝐋𝐄𝐃: poppin’ - rico nasty

.・。.・゜✭・.・✫・゜・。.

𝐏𝐈𝐋𝐄 𝐓𝐇𝐑𝐄𝐄:

your resilience. this pile’s energy is giving a phoenix rising from the ashes. scorpio energy very much present (water sign energy in general). y’all have been through hell and back and somehow, someway you remain unscathed; from an outside perspective. your journey has never been easy but you’ve made it look easy and this shakes your haters to the core because nothing can knock you down. i have a feeling that people actively try your ass hard to get you to that breaking point but it simply doesn’t work. a good chunk of people in this group are my divine feminines to be honest cause i’m sensing high intuitive abilities. you had so many lessons you had to go through to realize that the peace lies within you and is not in reach within the outside world or others. your ability to remain calm in even the chaotic of situations is remarkable. such great problem-solvers and intellectual ass mofos. this is VERY impressive energy and let me just say, others can just FEEL this energy without you having to say anything.

i sense your haters are extremely intimidated by y’all because y’all keep your shit together. even if you’re a fucking mess, i think you make sure to not show others that because you know that it can be a weakness that others can pinpoint and poke at. your haters may disguise themselves as your friends because this is the only way to get you to open up. you may have had a lot of backstabbers in past connections. FYI: this wasn’t your fault. they were just extremely jealous of the way you approached life and from their perspective it seemed that things would fall into your lap. you may have been the “advice friend” so always trying to guide your friends towards the right direction and offering your wisdom, but they saw this as you thinking you’re the shit. clearly, they didn’t know HALF of what you had to go through to get to that abundant sort of mindset. i’m frustrated for this group in particular because it just seems like people purposely try to misunderstand y’all to get under your skin. BUT YOUR ENERGY THOOO >>>>. you’re such an unbothered human, you dead ass don’t give a fuck. you just continue because you understand that no one can invalidate your experiences but yourself. so you seek out peace and usually your quick to cut mfers off like it ain’t nothing. 

queen of cups and the star popped out, you’re special man. you have learned from your lessons and past mistakes and that’s why you’re so naturally “lucky” or abundant because spirit was like “we see you.” i keep hearing “chosen one” so you may be the one in your ancestral line to be breaking generational curses (that shit ain’t easy, pat yourself on your back because you’ve either done it already or are on the track to doing it! you’re THAT one fr). the true essence of an alchemist because you have mastered the ability to make something out of nothing and that takes a lot of strength, courage, and bravery. you also have great determination and work ethic. such a good head on your shoulders, you really just be minding your business and powering through life no matter how hard it gets. i know sometimes it feels like a lot on your shoulders, just know that breaking down is normal. you need to release that and that’s ok. i really don’t even want to talk about your haters cause i feel like sometimes this weighs heavy on you but spirit wants me to tell you that you’re getting your due diligence soon. the right souls are on their way to your right now! stay ready, this will bring a lot of happiness!

𝐒𝐎𝐍𝐆 𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐍𝐍𝐄𝐋𝐄𝐃: january 28th - j cole

[nep2unes]

𝐅𝐓. 𝐕𝐈𝐍𝐄 𝐇𝐀𝐋𝐋 𝐎𝐅 𝐅𝐀𝐌𝐄 (𝐑𝐈𝐏)

✭ channeled signs 4 all piles: green, blue, robust?, fast and the furious, the notebook, hbo max, tomdaya, 333, 555, 69, olivia, angel dust? (oooo im telling y’all’s mama), gta 5, working out, lifting weights, marathon, gq couples quiz, say my name - destiny’s child, yoga with adrienne, period cramps, love is blind on netflix, disney channel, soldier, “reporting for duty”?, ambient music, emergency intercom, true crime, makeup brushes, messy room, gatorade, throat chakra, sacral chakra, antennas, satin, burgundy, levi jeans, missed school assignments, car meets, nostalgia, city lights, drake views album, foreign exchange student, new york accent, junk food (specifically burgers and hot dogs), concerts

✭ you ready? take a deep breath and don’t overthink it. go ahead a choose the picture you’re most drawn to. the first pic your eyes laid on is usually your answer. it’s ok to be drawn to more than one pile too! enjoy! x

PILES 1-3 FROM TOP TO BOTTOM

𝐏𝐈𝐋𝐄 𝐎𝐍𝐄:

ok but this pile is giving head bitch in charge and royalty energy. that nicki lyric is playing in my head: “when i walk in sit up straight, i don’t give a fuck if i was late.” i don’t think you understand the power that you hold but it’s there and very much present. you guys have the power to turn negatives into positives. you’re able to see the good in bad things and are just so optimistic in life despite the amount of suffering you’ve gone through. i think your trials and tribulations have made you this way and it’s appreciated by a lot of people. i’m getting MAJOR fire sign energy (take what resonates) you’re the type of mfer to be like “gosh i hate people” but do so well in social settings. you’re just naturally charismatic. you’re a delegator, the true essence of a leader. it’s so funny cause it feels like you’re an introvert but spirit is like nah you an extrovert and you know it. you love connecting with others and hearing their stories (strangers probably just be spilling their life too LMAO) embrace that part of you more! cause people genuinely want to hear what you have to say. you have acquired so much knowledge from the past that you use this to combat any situation that comes your way. you are a fucking winner babe! you for sure are destined for greatness like that shit is written in your fate. you’re going to do great things in the public eye and you have a lot to offer the world in terms of wisdom and making others see life in a different light. your energy is expansive and so solid. you may be empathic, psychic, or just highly intuitive. it feels like you know what you want and you’ll stop at nothing to get it. like you a star baby and im damn near bout to bow down cause shiiitttt. people may stare at you a lot and you hate that but this is why. so don’t try hiding from your light anymore because you’re only blocking your blessings. regardless whether you try to hide it or not, you gonna still shine so might as well shine full force and show people what the fuck you’re made of.

𝐀𝐔𝐑𝐀 𝐂𝐎𝐋𝐎𝐑𝐒: yellow, orange, specks of teal (greenish-blue) 

𝐒𝐓𝐑𝐄𝐍𝐆𝐓𝐇𝐒: alchemy, courage, drive, determination, ability to see beyond the surface, highly intelligent, self-aware, communication, intuitive, precise

𝐒𝐎𝐍𝐆 𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐍𝐍𝐄𝐋𝐄𝐃:  TR666 - trippie redd ft. swae lee 

.・。.・゜✭・.・✫・゜・。.

𝐏𝐈𝐋𝐄 𝐓𝐖𝐎:

loverrrrr energy and major duality! you’re such a sweet individual. you just LOVE love. you are the type of person people are attracted to as well because you do not pass judgment. you provide them with a sense of comfort and security with just your energy and words alone.  you show people that home isn’t always a place but it can be energy too! your energy is the epitome of ‘home’. you always seem to know EXACTLY what to say (even if you don’t take your own advice LOL). there’s a sense of hidden knowledge and wisdom in you and i think this is because you’re an old soul. you may even surprise yourself with what you know too like where tf did that come from? but you’re also playful and a kid at heart. you definitely be cracking people the fuck up and sometimes unintentionally as well. you also know when it’s time be serious and to have a couple laughs so the duality is there and so appreciated from others. you light up the room with your smile and laugh. you’re giving “it girl” (no matter how you identify as, everyone got an it girl in them babe). i feel like you know a lot of people and a lot of people know you and if not people know OF you. relationships and connections are significant to you as well, you are fiercely loyal to those you deem worthy. there’s so much depth to you too. you hate labels and aren’t the type to stick to a certain aesthetic. you like what you like and that’s all. your music playlist definitely ranges from heavy rap to some crazy shit like norwegian edm. you give me humanitarian vibes as well. you probably love to help others, hate injustice, and are fair to all. very generous, caring, and nurturing. remember to not overextend yourself though! sometimes you may find yourself getting taken advantage of so set some boundaries if necessary. don’t be afraid of the conflict and don’t be afraid to stir the pot. very warm and loving soul tho! keep on being like that, the world needs it! 

𝐀𝐔𝐑𝐀 𝐂𝐎𝐋𝐎𝐑𝐒: light pink, purple-ish, a bit of green 

𝐒𝐓𝐑𝐄𝐍𝐆𝐓𝐇𝐒: easygoing, kind, openminded, nurturing, outgoing, lovable, sharp-witted, too funny for your own good, empathetic, naturally magnetic 

𝐒𝐎𝐍𝐆 𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐍𝐍𝐄𝐋𝐄𝐃: some - steve lacy

.・。.・゜✭・.・✫・゜・。.

𝐏𝐈𝐋𝐄 𝐓𝐇𝐑𝐄𝐄:

this pile consists of my old olddddd souls huh? i feel like you consider yourself an outcast and wallflower. you be minding your business and not about all that drama shit. you may resonate a lot with the movie perks of being a wallflower too lol. let me just say, you’re intuitive as fuckkkkk. you be knowing shit fr. you’re a daydreamer as well like heavyyy. you love to make little fantasies in your head of your dream life but what you don’t realize is that life is already in front of you. you are everything baby! you are a master manifestor. i’m talking about so good you can manifest shit in a day and im even hearing hours. you may be into spirituality and the occult (im hearing get tarot cards, if you haven’t already. your guides may want to connect with you this way!) you love all that taboo shit because you know that everything has a deeper meaning to it. you’re very philosophical and LOVEEE deep conversations. you probs are super into conspiracy theories as well. you love to learn honestly! just so curious and your mind is a fucking sponge man. one thing about you is you’re gonna find out about anything that life has to offer. you are also a homebody as well, like you’ll go out but you got a social battery for sure. i think it’s also because you have the tendency to take on a lot of energy from others so you find you’re most at peace with yourself. you are most definitely an empath. you have that grungy 2014 tumblr girl type vibe LMAO. like you’re definitely different than most people in your age group. you may even be friends with a lot of older people too or you just have better conversations with older people. your interests often don’t align with people your age and you have a hard time finding a certain “clique.” you know this and i do see you being almost off-put by it. like you sometimes wish you were “normal.” but babe normal doesn’t exist! embrace this part of you because you are such a beautiful soul. you ‘re free-spirited, intense, and so in tune with the universe. this is what draws people in. you can talk about anything for hours simply because you have a variety of interests. your perception of things is totally different to how others perceive things so due to this, they have a lot to learn from you. being the truest form of yourself is what heals not only yourself but others as well so don’t change for anyone!

𝐀𝐔𝐑𝐀 𝐂𝐎𝐋𝐎𝐑𝐒: blue, mixed specks of magenta and purple

𝐒𝐓𝐑𝐄𝐍𝐆𝐓𝐇𝐒: abundance-magnet, honesty, master-manifestor, goodnatured, artistically gifted, highly intuitive, empathic, eccentric approach to life, ability to analyze ANYTHING meticulously 

𝐒𝐎𝐍𝐆 𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐍𝐍𝐄𝐋𝐄𝐃: kids - current joys

.・。.・゜✭・.・✫・゜・。.

[nep2unes]

𝐅𝐓. 𝐒𝐍𝐎𝐎𝐏 𝐃𝐎𝐆𝐆 𝐒𝐄𝐋𝐅𝐈𝐄𝐒 (𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐜𝐡𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐚𝐬𝐬 𝐥𝐢𝐛𝐫𝐚 𝐞𝐧𝐞𝐫𝐠𝐲)

✭ channeled signs 4 all piles: orange, birds, doves, little einstein trap remix, michael jackson, baby brother, binging the originals, lavender, alpha and omega, klayley (someone really been watching the originals heavy LMAO i can’t), fan fiction, harry styles, story times, youtube pick a cards, soulmate, sharp eyebrows, getting your eyebrows done, spa, facial, self-care, fog, gloomy weather, rain, sunday morning, karaoke, singing alone in your room, making playlists, low battery percentage, on your sad girl shit listening to sad music to make yourself feel better (btw wrong move, this shit gon make you feel worse. put on some meg. STANDDDD UPPP!), sirens, congested traffic, sza, spongebob (i heard specifically “bring it arounddd town”)

✭ you ready? take a deep breath and don’t overthink it. go ahead a choose the picture you’re most drawn to. the first pic your eyes laid on is usually your answer. it’s ok to be drawn to more than one pile too! enjoy! x

PILES 1-3 FROM TOP TO BOTTOM

𝐏𝐈𝐋𝐄 𝐎𝐍𝐄:

financial abundance. you’re currently working on creative endeavors that are not only going to serve your highest good but the process itself is healing you as well. this financial abundance was meant to be. it was written in your destiny. your intuition may be heightened at this time and if not, it’s coming. especially with this portal, you’re truly going to be coming into your power. you’re going to be using your intuition to guide you in not only your current business affairs but also in matters of heart as well. i’m sensing a divine counterpart may be at play at this moment? (for SOME not everyone, so take with a grain of salt) maybe sending you messages through music, tik tok, numbers, etc. balance in all aspects of your life is coming. you may be feeling down or tired lately and that’s making you feel guilty because you feel like you’re not doing enough but really it’s just spirit telling you to slow down and take some breaks. fill up your cup a bit and don’t get too in your head when it comes to this. this financial abundance and this overall prosperity headed towards you was literally MADE for you. it’s divinely protected so it’s not going anywhere. don’t feel pressured to constantly be working or doing something because at the end of the day you gotta take care of yourself and energy. this month is going to be full of working but also joy and celebration. you’ll find your balance. you’re work is not going unnoticed baby! keep going, i see you and so does spirit.

𝐀𝐃𝐕𝐈𝐂𝐄 𝐅𝐑𝐎𝐌 𝐒𝐏𝐈𝐑𝐈𝐓:

it’s planning szn! get a journal, planner, or start a folder on your computer to organize yourself when it comes to your time and business ideas! you have so much bright ideas and it’s time to put it on paper. once you do, your spiritual team has got the rest. ALSO figure out the anxiety you have within these ideas. it has something to do with you not feeling good enough to achieve all these goals but trust when i say this you got it bro. otherwise, you wouldn’t be thinking up these random ass ideas. i feel like you’re a great manifestor as well, use that to your advantage when it comes to your business and your mental health! just know that “prosperity lies ahead.” everything is gonna be fine. you’re gonna be ok because you were built for this. never forget that! keep out on the watch for intuitive hits from your guides. i feel like they’ve been trying to talk to you for a minute but you’re just ignoring them LMAO. you’re loved baby, believe it!

CHANNELED SONG: ALL ME BY DRAKE FT. JAY-Z AND BIG SEAN

“i got ninety-nine problems and a bitch ain’t one, i got ninety-nine problems getting rich ain’t one!”

.・。.・゜✭・.・✫・゜・。.

𝐏𝐈𝐋𝐄 𝐓𝐖𝐎:

healing. your stagnancy is over. your hermit mode is over. it’s go time right now. it’s time to move forward and start to take action on all those creative ideas you have. your new beginning is here, if you so choose. you have a cage over your head. you’re too in your head.  i think because you’re so worried about what others think when you do step out as this new person and step out with all these ideas but honestly truly, who gives a fuck. like bro you were meant to do this shit! act like it! give yourself some more credit. you’ve gone through hell and back and you’re still here so that’s your validation! you don’t need anyone else’s validation. march is bringing you so much healing and courage to step out and embody the truest form of yourself. you know what you want, so why are you holding back? little changes lead to big changes. simply from starting to cook your own meals at home to exercising are big ass accomplishments! give yourself a pat on the back every once in a while.

𝐀𝐃𝐕𝐈𝐂𝐄 𝐅𝐑𝐎𝐌 𝐒𝐏𝐈𝐑𝐈𝐓:

your commitment is being tested at this moment. you have a tendency to start stuff and then not finish them and i think this is because you think you’re not worthy but that’s not the case. you need to stop the self-limiting beliefs. they don’t serve you. i think this month is going to be evoking a change within you where you do find out just how powerful you are and how you are the one in control of your reality. once you do do this, your manifestations are going to sky rocket in! good shit lies ahead man you just gotta believe it for yourself. fuck what everyone else says or thinks. shadow working and journaling through your emotions are going to help you heavily this month to combat your self-doubt. remember: to get something you’ve never had, you gotta do something you’ve never done!

CHANNELED SONG: GREEK GOD BY CONAN GRAY

“there’s nothing you could do, to dampen up my mood”

.・。.・゜✭・.・✫・゜・。.

𝐏𝐈𝐋𝐄 𝐓𝐇𝐑𝐄𝐄:

first of all, let me just say, y’all mfers stubborrrnnnnn. goddamn! so isolation is going to be a big theme this month for you. and don’t roll your eyes and give me that big ass sigh. you know this is needed because you’ve been constantly on the move, your mind has been going 50 mph constantly and you’re not showing up for yourself as much as you should be. i think you’re not satisfied with your life right now and this isolation period is needed so you can reflect on yourself, on relationships, connections, and things that don’t serve you. there’s something holding you back and you know what it is but this isolation period is going to reveal the root of it. so it’s not only isolation but a lot do healing and truths about yourself that are coming to light. y’all have a big ass relationship wound. you’re too hung up on your toxic ass ex. slow down baby. i’m sensing this relationship wound stems from not having been shown the proper way to love as a child. i’m seeing a lot of emotional abuse and neglect. maybe your parents/guardian had their own issues as far as addiction and traumas. so now that’s translating into your life currently. this month, specifically, a lot of the shit that you’ve been ignoring is gonna be right in your face. my love, it’s time to realize your worth and embrace your pain. you’re here on earth for a reason and i think it’s time to realize that what you reap, you sow. face those negative thoughts, fears, and traumas that you haven’t faced yet. your inner child right now is grieving heavy and calling out to you for comfort but you’re ignoring them. this month is going to be a lot of alone time from the world for the mere reason that you need to face your demons and battle them because at the end of the day you’re gonna be victorious.

𝐀𝐃𝐕𝐈𝐂𝐄 𝐅𝐑𝐎𝐌 𝐒𝐏𝐈𝐑𝐈𝐓:

this is your final battle. you don’t have to fight anymore. march is going to be a transformative time for you in that you’re gonna recognize the strength you have. but adjustments are required in terms of mindset, how you speak to yourself, and how you approach the world. take time to breathe, contemplate, and figure out wtf your steps are moving forward. i think your biggest fear is being alone but let me say this shit, it’s your biggest strength. we came in this world alone and we go out of this world alone so it’s time to embrace it. you’re a beautiful soul with lots of love to give babe but you’ve constantly given your love to others that weren’t deserving of it so it’s time to channel that energy to yourself. give more to yourself. take time to nurture your inner child and provide them with the tenderness and love you’ve never received because once you feel that unconditional love from yourself you’re never gonna wanna go back. the pain from facing your inner demons is SOOOO worth the healing and love you feel afterwards. ALSO spirit at this time is stressing that you don’t have to go through this battle by yourself. they constantly surround you and all you need to do is ask for help and they got you. surrender all your worries, problems, insecurities, etc. to them. if you can’t get out of bed one day, ask them to provide you the courage to do so and get shit done. they love you so much and want you to know that you’re worth so much more than what you allow in your space. (OH AND BLOCK THAT TOXIC EX! spirit really doesn’t like them LOL i feel like that mfer be tryna lure you in sometimes with random texts and fake accounts on social media. cut all ties. you’re worth more. CHOOSE YOURSELF!)

CHANNELED SONG: OUTTA TIME BY BRYSON TILLER FT DRAKE

“we're toxic as ever, make no mistake, all the roads lead to we shouldn't be together.”

[autumnjoy]

Hate to sound sleazy, but tease me. I don't want it if it's that easy.

[vbsp2012-blog]

Pac. Ave. Invitation

While at work as a server at 'The Cavalier' I waited a table of guests from New Jersey. There names were Violet and Christopher and they were a wonderful table to wait. The couple was cheerful, positive and easy to initiate a conversation with.

After they were finished with their meal we spoke about the weather briefly and God gave me an opportunity to turn the conversation to the Gospel. They were both believers in Jesus Christ and grew up in the Catholic church.

We had a wonderful conversation about God's goodness, His protection and how wonderful He is to allow our introduction to take place. I felt led by the Spirit to invite them to our weekly meeting on Thursday evening.

They were enthusiastic about the upcoming event and said they would attend. I found myself in a better mood after speaking with them. It can seem at times that we are the only Christians in Virginia Beach with many couples turning down any hint or relation to Jesus Christ.

After the conversation with Christopher and Violet I was able to speak to two others tables about Christ and invite them to Pac. Ave. as well. These conversations started my day off right and I was praising God for all of the opportunities He had given me in the work place.

It was encouraging when the two couples asked in a quiet tone, "Are you sure we are allowed to talk about this here... you know, about God?" I replied with a confident "Yes", knowing that any punishment coming from the hand of man upon me for speaking His Word pales in comparison to the judgement from God if I were to deny this opportunity to praise Him.

A day later I met Chris and Violet at Pac. Ave. and they greeted me with a hug and kiss... violet at least. Christopher had a New York accent, a five o'clock shadow and a smile that came alive when he was around the 60+ students at our weekly meeting. Violet had blonde hair, an accent as well and an outgoing character that helped bring her to the meeting. Although they were one of the oldest couples attending Pac. Ave. and did not converse with many college students, you could tell by their body language that they were comfortable and were happy to be around everyone.

They were glad to be there and told me repeatedly "There is so much life here, all these students... it's amazing". "They are all so young... oh, I mean for your age you all are so mature!", Chris proclaimed. Violet had a smile the entire night, laughing at the project slide show and videos, and for a just a moment a saw a tear appear in her eyes.

After the intro, slideshow, testimonies, worship and message from Kyle Walker about God's Holiness, Violet and Chris and I spoke about the differences between our CRU meeting when compared to their Catholic Mass they attended once a week. "This place is alive", said Chris. "There is such a strong community here!" exclaimed Violet. It was a true privilege to here their perspective because it helped me realize how fortunate I am to have such a strong community around me.

They had expressed to me the need for them to find this kind of community as they go back home to NJ/NYC. We swapped contact information and said that we would keep in touch. One more hug... one more kiss on the cheek from Violet and we said our goodbyes.

It seems as if we said 'goodbye' twenty' times and it occurred to me at this moment that they did not want to leave. I can understand partially why; We were having a wonderful conversation about our Lord and Creator, we were surround by active college students who promoted a positive atmosphere and I can only imagine that they were dreading walking back to their hotel room after such an exciting and thought provoking night.

I remember now what Christopher said about the message, "It's interesting, the message was clear.... and thought out.... and most of all.... I understood it", he said with a grin. He later explained how his Catholic Mass is organized in such a way that he has trouble connecting with the speaker and that even if he gets something from the message, their is no one for him to converse with about it because of the lack of community of his church.

So often, if we just listen (instead of speak) to others about their church, they understand why we serve and glorify God the way we do. Anyone could have told the couple at the table what is wrong with the Catholic church and why they should consider leaving but instead, in this instance, I praise God that he helped hold my tongue. Christopher and Violet both came to the conclusion that something in their church at home was off. They asked me to pray for them; they asked that my prayer be that they find a community similar to one they experienced that night. They also wanted me to keep them in prayer concerning how they are to help in raising their grandchildren.

After we said our 'final' goodbye, I walked back into the main room where all the students were still conversing. I happened to get in a conversation with Trevy (Not by chance, but by God's will). Trevy is one of the students here on project and she attends Penn State University and lives in New York. She asked "Who were those folks you were talking with?" This was the invitation for me to tell the story of how I met Chris and Violet and how God is working in their hearts.

After mentioning to Trevy that they were looking for a new community in New York Trevy went ecstatic and explained her church in NYC. She told me how 'alive' the church in New York is and how God is working through it. She immediately listed of the address, website and church pastor.

Time Square Church

50th and Broadway

Pastor - Carter Conlin

Website: http://www.tscnyc.org/

It was not by chance that I met Christopher and Violet while at work. It was not by chance that I invited them to Pac. Ave. and they decided to show up. It was not by chance that we exchanged information and that Trevy told me of her church in New York; a church that may be a starting point for Chris and Violet when they return to New Jersy.

I laughed, smiled and thanked God for His Goodness. He is always at work, always present in our lives and always the Person I thank in moments like this.

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So at this moment I am currently late for project dinner as I write this post, but I wanted to share with you how God has been working in my life and the lives of others this week.

But if we walk in the light, as he is in the light, we have fellowship one with another, and the blood of Jesus Christ his Son cleanseth us from all sin.

1 John 1:7 KJV