"Alpha that lost their Omega after the birth of their first pup due to complications" headcanons? Love your blog btw <3
Can I get a fuck yes for the feels I’m about to put y’all through. Get your asses ready, because it’s gonna suck and then be okay. I think I’ve done these in the past, but I’m too lazy to look for the link right now.
- I’m sure it was a sudden death, one minute labor is going fine and the pup(s) is out and healthy, the next the omega is bleeding out and struggling to breath
- the alpha goes feral, like has to be restrained or tranquilized to calm down and carried out the room
- his heart feels like it is being torn out of his chest and ripped to shreds as his mate passes and their bond breaks
- i think that they pass out from how intense the sudden break is
- ^ maybe they can even go comatose with pain or confusion, or both
- when they finally wake up or calm down, they are just numb and sick with sadness
- they don’t want to see their pup(s) when they wake up, all they want to see is their mate
- of course they break down when they see their mate. beautiful, but pale and cold. belly still swollen, but with their pup(s) currently in the hospital nursery
- they are in denial for a long while, but know that their love is gone because there is a searing ache in their heart because of the break
- the alpha doesn’t go to the nursery for their entire stay in the hospital, needing to be observed for the sudden bond break and depression
- the alpha and omega’s family go to make sure that the pup(s) is okay, updating the alpha even if they don’t care
- their family and the omega’s family even bring photos for them to see their pups
- they feel guilty for hating their kid(s), but they can’t help but to blame them for the loss of their omega
- it takes them awhile to be cleared by the doctors even though they aren’t mentally okay, they are physically
- the pup(s) is being held in a scentless room, being incubated with an article of clothing from both their mother and father.
- the alpha can only stand to be looking at the pup through the glass
- it takes them a long while to be able to see the pup(s)
- when they do the pup(s) cry and so does the alpha, and they immediately run from them
- only when the threat of the pup(s) being taken away for good from the alpha, they muster up the strength to hold their pup(s) and scent them
- though they can’t help but to feel hallowed by the interaction, feeling that secret hatred they have for their pup(s) for taking their mate from them
- the alpha has to take them home and starts to live their life with the pup(s) they resent with help from both their parent’s and the omega’s
- when the funeral rolls around, the alpha doesn’t speak to anyone or even tend to the pup(s) letting their family and in-laws do so, so he could mourn without worry of hating the pup(s) even more
- the families can’t help but to call out the alpha, telling them that their mate wouldn’t want them to hate their pup(s) that they have been so excited to have for how ever long they’ve been trying for.
- after that, the alpha secludes themselves for a time once again, but the family has hope that they will come around
- takes a worrying amount of time, but the alpha slowly starts to take more and more responsibilities for the pup(s). even showing that they truly care for the pup(s)
- slowly and carefully the parents leave the alpha to the task of raising the baby(s)
- slowly, but surely, the alpha begins to love and care for their babe(s)
- although it takes some time, the alpha is happy to know that their pup(s) is healthy and that their omega did all they could’ve to bring them into the world healthy and perfect
- the alpha can only appreciate that, that their mate would sacrifice themselves for their babe(s) showing that the omega loved them and their pup(s) enough to do all they could to have them live a perfect life
- the alpha intends to give that to their pup(s) for their mate and also for themselves because they care for their babe(s) just as much as their omega did
- it’s hard for the alpha more often times than not, but eventually that searing at their heart heals enough with the love and care they feel towards their pup(s)
I hope these are good enough loveeeee.