Welp. Looks like I have some more weight on my shoulders from someone who's basically brainwashing their own daughter to make me seem like I'm an overall bad person. It's pretty hurtful and painful because I'm just fighting a losing battle because this little girl brings me so much joy. I've been in her life since she was a baby, but at the same time, she has her doubts because of the things she hears. I've never felt this pain before. Your own goddaughter doubting who you are as a person all because of what I've done in my past. I know I'm not al perfect and I've definitely made my share of mistakes throughout relationships. But it will not define who I am as a person now. I'm enjoying my life as it is. Doing the things I love, being with my friends, my family, my hobbies and Wing Chun. I'm grateful to the people who see me as I am and accept me for all my faults including from what I went through back then. I have a good job that I make decent money paying bills with and have been seeing people I've enjoyed spending time with. Even the Madrigal/Levitt family have shown so much support and it means a lot. It's only January, but 2025 could be the start of something great. Just gotta stay positive.
