Grabe ka 'no? Wala kang pangarap.
~Doc Perez
Which is true, wala akong professional aspirations. I became a nurse because my mother wanted me to. I passed the NCLEX-RN examination dahil sabi ni Jho-an kukuha kami at tinulungan ako ni Tintin sa review. I am now working as a Vascular Technologist because it was required by the hospital. Everything I am now is because guinide ako ng ibang tao to be here.
So I said before na ang gusto ko lang ay maging okay ako. And I am. I am now okay - not happy, but neither sad.
Over the years, I practiced to be appreciative, simple and content. Hindi naman ako perfect, hindi din naman perfect ang buhay ko. Some days, I feel like crap. Lately namimiss ko din makaramdam ng excitement, mag-isip kung ano ang pakiramdam na mayroong favorite food, o maging masaya. Pero nga, all things considered, okay na.
And if you ask me, mayroon naman akong pangarap talaga 😂 It is silly at pagtatawanan ninyo. But as of now, all I wanted is to be a good person. Siguro ay nasobrahan ako sa kakasama sa mga kakilala kong relihiyosa na it is my desire to be a deservingly good person 😇
Yun. So Doc P, wala talaga akong ambisyon professionally. Initially, I answered you want me to take a masters in nursing for what, for promotion? But now, I would be walking out na lang before every conversation starts.
