SIGNIFICANT FICTION

LOVE “It’s something that even a condom can’t protect you from.”(Jecho)

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Life is a dance between heaven and earth, the ebb and flow of life.

From Goodread.

This is so true. 

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People should start chasing dreams and not people and/or feelings. 

I’m just saying.

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It is safer here. Nobody reads my stuff anymore. This would again be my safe place. 

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Chicks Ni Otit Tagaytay Branch

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Getting cozy and comfy at Noon Cafe

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Grateful for the gift of life and praying for more years to come..

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Never too old for Dunkin Donuts

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No need to go far to get a taste of Batangas' best tan ta ra ran taaaaaaannnnn LOMI! Lomi, being one of the many varieties of noodle dishes in the Philippines. It is made of thick egg noodles with starchy gravy topped with crispy pork or sometimes chicken pieces, vegetables, slices of boiled egg, toasted slices of kikiam.

They also serve Pancit CHAMI. This is stir fried miki noodles with vegetables topped with meat slices. Can be served sweet and spicy. Silog meals are also being served/offered here. All these at an affordable price.

To sample and satisfy your palate of Cuenca Batangas' pride visit MJK Lomi at J Ambagan St., Brgy 8, Amadeo, Cavite

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Missing Home...

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Working Girl. Work From Home

So I decided to quit the magical world of the BPO industry and just to work at home. I have gone tired of my 6.5hrs (if im lucky and 7.5hrs when Im not so lucky) travel time going to and coming from work routine. 

I tried to search for other online jobs aside from teaching english to koren/chinese/japanese children. Not that Im saying that this is not a good job, it is. I just dont wanna do the video anymore. I was able to find a customer service job. So right now, I’m working 2 jobs at the same time. I’ve got a 8am-1pm  job where I provide Customer Service support via email as well as order fulfillments. And the second job is from 6pm-4am supporting CS voice. That leaves me roughly 8hours free time to sleep and to inday myself at home. Oh, and I forgot the motherhood time. 

Goodluck to me. 

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I have to forgive myself...

For allowing myself to be treated as a piece of shit.

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Di ko inakala na aalagaan ko sya ng ganito. Ang nasa isip ko aalagaan ko sya ng nagkasakit lang sya, pinakaworst ang trangkaso. Nagwoworry ako. Nagwoworry ako na hindi na sya makabalik sa dati. Na habang buhay na syang ganito. Nakakalakad naman sya pero limitado ang mga galaw nya, Robotic movements madalas. He's still complaining na masakit ang kamay, braso, balikat, likod at binti. Its been more than a month na ganito sya. During sa 10days hospital stay namin, Of course the doctors thoroughly checked him out, aside sa 6 stitches sa left part ng ulo nya at 10 stitches sa right foot, wala naman daw syang fracture sa kahit anong parte ng katawan nya. Ilang beses namin inulit-ulit sa mga doctors nya yung mga nararamdaman nya. Doctors said its just normal given what he's been through that his body needs a lot of rest to fully recover. Pero parang its the other way around.

Nag-aalala ako na hindi na bumalik ung abilidad na makagalaw tulad ng dati, na hindi na sya makakapaglaro ulit ng basketball, o makakapagbike sa kung saan-saan. Nakakatakot na hindi na nya magagawa lahat ng mga nagagawa nya before.

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Ang Manggagamot

Si jowa naaksidente a month ago and was hospitalized for almost 11 days. Mula nung lumabas ng hospital till now, nasa bahay lang sya, recuperating. Doctor’s recommendation is for 90 days. So malamang sa malamang around June pa sya makakaballik sa work.  If a few weeks after the accident, wala akng nakikitang improvement, you’d be willing to try everything--- anyhing!

Madalas na ikinocomplain nya ang sakit ng katawan. hindi nya halos maigalaw ang right arm nya, he can’t even brush his teeth, hold kitchen utensils, he cant even wash when he poops, he needed assistance in all that. Caregiver lang ang ganap ko.. full time caregiver. Sa gabi naman, hindi kami halos makatulog dahil sa sakit ng katawan na dinadaing nya. Madalas madidinig mo sa gabi ang pag ungol nya sa sobrang sakit na nararamdaman nya. isama na rin madalas ang sakit ng likod, hita at mga binti. 

May manggagamot daw sa Patutong Malaki, Tatay Roxy kung tawagin nila. eksperto daw sa hilot na may kasamang bulong o prayers ata yun..Hindi talaga ako naniniwala sa mga ganun pero at this point in time talagang I am willing to try everything. Friday nuon ng puntahan namin sya, sinamahan ako nung asawa nung dati kong kapitbahay na sinasabi nilang sinasapian daw  ng Sto. Nino na nanggagamot din daw. (But apparently she cannot help me as of right now dahil nanganak daw sya recently) Sabi ni Tatay Roxy magpapadasal daw ng 9days at para sa kaluluwa ng kasama ni jowa na namatay. May kasama kase sya sa sasakyan, ung kawork nya.. namatay. At yun nga, kasama daw nya kaya sumasakit ang kung anu-ano sa kanya. TO make the long story short, magpapadasal nga at si Camille (si dating kapitbhay na sinasapian ng Sto. Nino) hihilot-hilutin nya si Jowa. First day, keri naman.. She was suppose to come back the following day So the following morning, i texted her asking what time she’ll be arriving. Took a while for her to respond, but nagreply din giving me instruction on what to do and asking for a favor.. 

Ang sabi nya hinatak daw yung tricycle ni hubby nya kaya kailangan nila magbayad para makuha ung tricycle at ipasada. ako, bilang dating kapitbahay, tiwala ako sa kanya at sa pangako nya kung kailan maibabalik, so I gave in.. I gave her the amount she needed. Pumayag ako agad-agad dahil ang main goal ko eh puntahan niya si jowa araw-araw para hilutin at gumaan-gaan naman ang pkiramdam nya. Which didn’t happen. Sa loob ng 2 linggo, 3 beses lang sya nakapunta, sa tatlong beses na yun, inaabutan ko pa sya ng pang gas nya.. She kept giving me excuses, naglbm si baby, may sinat, umuulan (ang layong umulan) Halos tatlong linggo na jowa’s still feeling the same.. walang improvement..

Next week babalik kami sa hospital para maghanap ng ibang doctor for consult. Wala silang nakitang kahit anong fracture pero until now suamsakit pa rin, there must be--- there should be an explanation as to why he”s feeling the pain he is feeling right now. 

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Nung isang araw nagpunta kami ni J sa palengke para bbumili ng isng bagong pares ng uniporme nya para sa graduation kahapon. Araw ng palengke ng Mendez,nuon kaya ang daming tao. (Nasabi ko na bang ayoko nagpupunta ng palengke sa mismong araw ng palengke dahil ayokong nakikisiksik sa maraming tao? Di bale ng wala masyadong kakaibang isda na tinda pag pumupunta ako basta di ako makipagsiksikan sa mga tao sa palengke.) So yun nga, after ng mga ilang minutong ikot-ikot sa palengke trying to find ung stalls ng pagbbilhan namin, nakahanap din kami ng mukhang mabait na tindera. Yes, hindi lang ung westo ng mga bilihin ang hinahanap ko pati na rin ung mukhang mabait ang nagtitinda. At di nga ako nagkamali, mabait nga sya! Pili dito, pili dun, finally may napili na. Presyo and tawaran portion nya. Sa bait ni ate, nakatawad pa kami ni J ng halos 98pesos. At bago kami umalis, sabi ni ate, “balik kayo ha. pagraduation gift ko na yan sa KAPATID mo” kapatiddddddd daw?! Eh di palakpak tenga ko sabay sagot kay ate na “anak ko po sya ate, salamat” Sabay alis.

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Yung nabigla ka. Yung "i did not sign up for this" na ganap. Ganun. Ako dapat ang inaalagaan eh. :-( Sabi ng konsensya ko: kasalanan mo yan! Panindigan mo yan! Pumag-ibig ka eh. Buti nga sayo.