pani-ja replied to your post “posts like the one i just reblogged make me kinda sad, like the op’s...”
wow I feel you man. It's like. I sometimes identify as demisexual because it's the closest to the truth, but most generally I'm just somewhere on the ace/aro scale but... I've also been in a lesbian relationship for 5 years???? So idk erasing any part of our identity stinks, doesn't it
yeh it does, what also stinks is claiming asexuals sexualise the lgbtqia+ community, which, apart from the fact that statement is contradicting itself, is extremely wrong, because its a scale of sexualities. It’s about your sexual preference. It’s already sexualised. I used to be friends with this cis white gay boy, and he literally talked about his sexual encounters over lunch in class, even tho he knew i was sexually repulsed.
yeah, I've even heard some of them live : D I just never really wondered about them hannibal-wise so I really want to hear you out : D
hope you don’t mind me publishing this, but i want to tag this answer to be able to keep it :)
reasons why i can’t help thinking about hannigram while listening to mumford & sons’ wilder mind:
keep in mind that i reached these conclusions before season 3 aired, so lots of my arguments will have mizumono in mind.
tompkins square park
But oh babe, I really wish you would not cryI only ever told you one lieWhen it could have been a thousandIt might as well have been a thousandI never tried to trick you babeI just tried to work it outBut I was swallowed up by doubtIf only things were black and whiteCause I just want to hold you tightWithout holding back my mind
But no flame burns forever, oh noYou and I both know this all too wellAnd most don't even last the night
this is Will’s POV. Will, tormented by what could have been, if only he hadn’t lied to Hannibal about Freddie, if only he had abandoned himself to what Hannibal wanted from him instead of also keeping up appearances with Jack until the very last moment.
believe
believe doesn’t have specific lyrics as to why i could consider it a hannigram song; it’s more the mood of it, how lyrics and music combine to express a sense of longing, a desire to be together and the incapacity to do so for the time being. it’s Will saying i’m unable to believe that i could be okay, it’s Hannibal responding but say that you love me, i’ll make all the rest go away.
the wolf
this i like to imagine in Hannibal’s POV, carefully eyeing and steering Will’s becoming; and well, Hannibal might not want to learn to love in kind, but Will is certainly all he’s ever longed for.
Hold my gaze love, you know I want to let it goWe will stare down at the wonder of it allAnd I will hold you in it and I will hold you in it
wilder mind
It's in my blood, it's in my waterYou try to tame me, tame me from the startWhen the din is in your eye, flash your fleshDesperate for a need to riseWith a silver crystal onHow well you used to know how to shineIn the place that's safe from harmI had been blessed with a wilder mindYou can be every little thing you want nobody to knowAnd you can try to drown out the street belowAnd you can call it loveIf you wantBeholden now I find myself awakeWaiting on the edge againYou sleep so sound with your mind made upDrinking from your cup of broken endsBut I thought we believed in an endless love
yes i copied all of it. tell me this isn’t hurt, disappointed, bitter Hannibal after mizumono. try to tell me otherwise but i won’t believe it.
just smoke
Tell my thoughts to resignAnd lift you from my mindI'm not ready I'm not strong enoughTo cradle the weight of your love
YEA WILL OK. this is Will every time he rejects Hannibal. But then, when time doesn’t ease the ache he feels for Hannibal:
(Why do I keep falling) I thought we were done
nobody else thought you were done, Will. Keep falling. (can this pun be considered a spoiler? OUCH!!!)
monster
the title itself is pretty on point. Yours is the face, that makes my body burn. The person saying this is almost desperate, willing to compromise and change some things for the person they love. in this moment i just can’t help thinking about Hannibal turning himself in. just saying.
snake eyes
snake eyes is perfect. just listen to it, read all the lyrics. it goes perfectly with the mood of the other songs, this damned love that one can’t let go, the impossibility of absolute trust, the way one senses that he is not safe: It's in the eyes; I can tell, you will always be danger. Absolutely beautiful.
broad-shouldered beast
again with the theme of monsters and beasts in the title; to be honest, i often listen to this song paying attention to the music only, lyrics almost forgotten, because it’s just too good. but we’re talking hannigram here, and, if you look for it, this song isn’t one to disappoint, either. Hannibal loves his boy, you know. He does, with Will’s fears, his flaws, his reluctance to become what Hannibal thinks he’s meant to be. But Hannibal is a patient man, willing to let Will take it out on him, eager to take Will by the hand and be his only comfort for when Will feels the world wrapping round his neck.
But for a moment, you were wildWith abandon like a child, just a moment
Hannibal wants Will to feel that abandon, the power he feels in killing.
cold arms
Weekend wreckers take the streetsWith abandon in their eyesBut in our bedroom we're bloodshot and beatAnd never so aliveAnd I know what's on your mindGod knows I put it thereBut if I took it backWe'd be nowhereYou'd be nowhere againNow look at you all torn upI left you waiting to bleedI guess the truth works two waysMaybe the truth's not what we needBut in my cold armsYou don't sleepIn my cold armsYour fear beatsIn my cold armsYou stay
this is hannigram in a nutshell, i don’t even have words to further explain. Hannibal could read this words to Will and Will would sigh and say, “tru”.
ditmas
if i copied the whole text again this post would become endless, but i invite you to click on the link and read the whole thing because that’s how it makes sense. From both Will and Hannibal’s point of view, really; both afraid of losing the other, And so I cryAs I hold you for the last time in this lifeThis life I tried so hard to give to youWhat would you have me do?
Die, apparently, but then survive. These two are so funny, constantly putting each other in danger and then wanting this thing between them to never, truly, end.
only love
Loneliness and allI was stuck to the spot without a friendAlone againAnd I hunger and I thirstFor some shiverFor some whispered wordsAnd the promise to comeAnd you saw me lowAlone againDidn't they say that only love will win in the endI didn't fool you but I failed youIn short, made a fool out of youAnd a younger heartAnd I rage and I rageBut perhaps I will come of ageAnd be ready for youAnd you saw me lowAlone againDidn't they say that only love will win in the end
i don’t really have to explain this one after all that i’ve already said, have i? they love each other, they are alone without each other, same old sh*t we’ve heard for three seasons. [screams for the next century]
hot gates
But even in the dark I saw you were the only one aloneAt these hot gates you spit your vitriolThough you swore you wouldn't do this anymoreAnd I can't be for you all of the things you want me toBut I will love you constantlyThere's precious little else to meAnd though we cry, we must stay aliveLet my blood only run out when my world decidesThere is no way out of your only life
in conclusion, i truly can’t listen to this album without thinking about them and anyone who reads this and finds themselves inclined to do so is welcome to come cry with mespeculate further.
because i try to handle my feelings, but then i hear songs such as these and..
na stronie o.b. można zamówić darmowy mały zestaw tamponów (2 mini, 2 standardowe), teoretycznie dla nastolatek, które dopiero chcą zacząć używać tamponów i je przetestować, ale ja mam 23 lata i też dostałam :)
wystarczy wpisać swoje dane w tym formularzu i gotowe! za jakieś 2 miesiące powinna przyjść przesyłka! (...ja mniej więcej tyle czekałam, już zdążyłam o nich zapomnieć)
Hey, I'm here bc you reblogged my post about shipping superhusbands, and I'm so glad to see, we're blog compatible <3 I have just one question for you, just in case - what pronouns do you use? c :
For me the pronouns I use areThey/their/them. You can call me a dude or man if I am in public. I don’t reallylike being called female that much because I lean closer to my male side thanmy female side. I mean some times the female side shows but i feel like I likemy male of me a little better.
Hey! Sorry to bother you, I just wanted to ask you a question! I'm not being ironic, or mocking anyone, quite the contrary, I'm just curious, and I want someone to help me understand! The thing is, expressing yourself in a way characteristic for cis females feels comfortable for you. How do you know you're nonbinary? When and how did you realise that? And how is being nonbinary but feminine different from cis feminine? I would be very glad if you cleared that up for me, Thank you! C:
i know im nonbinary cause thats what i know i am i guess? its how i feel and how i know myself as. i realized it fully about 2 years ago now, but honestly if i think about it i’ve known since i was around 7 years old.
Nonbinary but feminine is different from being cis feminine cause im not cis. i can look “like a girl” but that doesn’t mean i am a girl. even if i might look like a “cis girl” to the rest of the world, chances are you can tell im trans if you know what youre looking for. its hard to explain but i hope that cleared it up a little for you!
killjoyras replied to your post: “I don’t know if it’s ‘old lady food’ anywhere else, but here it is...”:
You sure eat a lot of Polish (or generally Eastern European) things :D (To me, our cuisine is sometimes... plain, but it's probably just bc I'm used to it and I'm somehow happy that people in other countries like it :D)
Aw yeah, with the paluszki! :D I still have some left over - I bought such a huge bag...
to be honest, our local cuisine is... hard to handle. At least for me. I can't eat meat, fatty stuff or legumes, and that's 95% of our cuisine right there. (Meat pies and poutines and potatoes and beans in maple syrup and lard...)
Though my heritage is French, Irish and Native American - no Eastern European there, I'm afraid :')
pani-ja replied to your post: “I don’t know if it’s ‘old lady food’ anywhere else, but here it is...”:
beet soup? Is it like... borsch? Because I had no idea it's an old lady soup, it's like a totally common, ordinary dish in my country...
I dunno if there's a difference in recipes? My grandma used to make it and she'd just call it 'beet soup' ;3;
it's pretty ordinary here, in the 'hearthy' sense that people need to appreciate more imo. ;)
