ris is actually very sweet and loving and he would love to make love instead of just fucking once in a while. he collects small statues of animals. he's not religious, but he does sometimes visit the church to think about people who died by his hand and people who died for him. he wants a quiet life with his s/o somewhere in the countryside with their kids. he loves homemade meals more than any other food. he has his toys from younger years and wants to give them to his children in the future.
ris can be soft and gentle, don’t let his exterior fool you. sure, he may be quiet and scary looking but i think he’s experienced a lot of bad stuff. his aloof facade, his dark fashion, and his tattooed sclera are his shield. the higher his hits are, the more he craves and longs for normalcy and to get away from the city.
imagine if he lived but all of his teammates died - at the point, he’ll definitely run off to the countryside with his s/o. the first few months, maybe even years, he’s distant and cold to his s/o. obviously he’s depressed, feeling angry guilt that his vendetta against the don was all in vain. he discovers a relatively quiet church and begins to frequent there. not because he believes in god or fear hell, but he just feels... he can connect with his team, his friends, and his chosen family.
and he also thinks of all his kills, especially the younger ones, the ones who was just too naive. he resolves to his family and those he wrongfully killed to atone by doing better in the world. his s/o can attest that they see his resolve. he helps out at animal shelters and foster strays. he spends his time helping the elderly and volunteering for small projects going on in the community. he eventually becomes known as a gentle giant in the small town. and when his s/o gives birth to his kid(s), he’s going to make sure they have a good upbringing.
he wants his children to feel loved and not worry about the dangers of them stumbling into something they shouldn’t bare witness to. he’s stern with them, perhaps bordering on overprotective but it’s risotto. he’s become a bit paranoid when his children aren’t in by curfew or if they don’t immediately answer his texts and calls. what if passione found him and wishing to kill him? - what if they’ve kidnapped the kids and plan on torturing them? or perhaps a friend or family of his victim is out here for some sort revenge of their own? what if--
before he can make dozens of phone calls, their kid comes home and apologizes. risotto would usually lecture them about not responding back or knowing better... but instead, he just hugs them and tells them it’s okay.
