Ok girlie, i LOOOoooove dark! baelor SM !!
But i can't get the scenario out of my head that baelor gets another walk to the head in some other battle or other and it slots his mind back into place.... like can u imagine the fallout when he realises just what hes been doing.....
The masters would call it a miracle his mind has healed but the family, his niece wife, his brother all had to live through that...
Please I need your thoughts on this scenario you write so well and I need to be vindicated in the amount of angst and horror baelor would feel
-happy tuesday!!!
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This gave me the most wicked (and really long) thought...
(sorry for this)
Imagine it's been years since the attack, and in that time, he's married his niece, fathered their two children, and given her the third babe that rests in her belly. She's spent basically all of her adult life as Baelor's wife.
So when he's realising what he's done, he's not sure how to handle all the feelings that come rushing at him – disgust, shame, pure revoltion. To treat his sweet niece like that? But the worst moment is yet to come.
It's in his first proper interaction with his wife after his recovery that he realises how much damage he's done to her psychologically – she's developed this sense of love for him that comes from him treating her the way he does. She's so uncomfortable with his sudden kindness, pulling away from his touch. She doesn't want it. She's telling him that he's not being his normal self, asking him to come back to her. She can't love this version of him – she needs the sick and twisted version of him. It's what she's been conditioned to need.
He's tried to talk to the maester, worried for her (and seeking reassurance that surely, he wasn't as bad as they've been saying), but when he returns to their chambers, he finds her lying on their bed, her shift pushed up to her waist, lower half bare. She's got her legs spread, displaying everything to him, and Baelor realises she's presenting herself for him. An offering.
She's not sure what she's done wrong when he rushes out of the chambers, leaving her to scramble to push her shift back down. It sends her into a panic, thinking she's displeased him and he'll be back to punish her. So when he does return, unusually drunk and disoriented, she's pushing him down by the fire and unlacing his breeches, bringing his cock into her mouth before he can even realise what's happening. In the haze, he knows this is wrong, but he can't stop the way his hands come down to guide her up and down the way he likes.
Maybe the new injury didn't remove all of his darker personality...
