#part time school

[littlebitarue]

I'm actually so stressed and overwhelmed today when I was literally fine yesterday? I know winter semester just started and I'm now getting into a good routine but like what changed today? I'm so confused. I took last night off from studying so today I got right back to studying. Maybe I just have too much on my plate at the moment and just need to break it up into smaller, more manageable pieces instead of feeling like I need to get all the large things completed right this instant. Yeah, that sounds like a good plan.

[wildflower-firefly]

Also you know it's getting bad again when you're at a traffic light and the thought of a car crashing into you pops up more than it should (without you even realising. Like you see a car and the image of you walking out to get hit just fucking pops into your head. Like wtf brain, who the fuck allowed you to do that?!) But you fucking like the thought of ending up on a hospital bed, but then you think again and realise you can't fucking afford to be in a hospital right now cos your fucking final practical exam is in less than a weeks time and you fucking need to pass this last lap to graduate. So fuck you brain. Fuck you.

[missleahjay]

Any extra time I have, it is spent on school. Going on the elevator, riding in the car, watching my TV shows, lunch and normal breaks. smh.