Hearing my life

I have a BS in Psychology and I'm headed off to grad school. I do have fibromyalgia, a chronic pain and nerve disorder, so I relate to invisible illnesses. I love learning new things, fandoms, and quotes. I'm here if anyone needs to talk, and I never...

[missleahjay]

I've been extremely depressed the past 4 months because of a job I just left. Within that time I tried to reach out to my close friends and most are just too busy with life and their kids to have much conversations with me. When I graduated with my masters I threw a graduation party at my apartment, just a hang around the pool thing with barbque, one of my friends out of around 20 came, but a lot of my fiance's friends came. I think I got like one or two apologies out of it. Everyone had some random excuse or reason. That hurt a ton, I'll admit I cried a lot. I was pretty burned out from that so I didn't try to spend time with friends after that. Then my birthday came, and it was labor day weekend so I told people and myself that it's another hang around at the pool day so if people want to drop by for an hour or two at any time you're more than welcome, kids are also welcome. Day gets there, and people cancel the night before or the day of, one person came. Now this weekend I got a time resort room right out of town, and I wasn't going to invite anyone because of the last two big events. And people said yes!

Well the day before gets here and of course everyone has some reason they can’t come now. I feel so fucking dead inside.

[missleahjay]

12 jobs just opened in my field. This might be a sign... 

[missleahjay]

Fucking depression blows

feeling not wanted by almost all my friends, of my closest friends didn't even wish me happy birthday and they have been active online. Not wanted by any of my coworkers. Haven't lost a pound in months, stupid plateau, and the depression is making it harder to keep in shape. Doing shitty at my job despite 5 months in, my boss makes it uneasy to all question or get guidance on things. I'm not even getting fully trained on anything. Still on work probation so I don't get to use any of the 40 hours of paid time off I've accumulated or even take unpaid time off. Need to see a therapist but my job might not keep me and I don't want to start what I can't afford. I had 3 interviews completed, but ever since the hurricane I've heard nothing back. I need to leave my job because it's really been the main reason for my spiral down, but that's selfish to not work. I'm taking muscle relaxers multiple times a day to keep my anxiety down. So stuck right now

[missleahjay]

Yesterday ended up being a crappy birthday except for the last two hours, and even that was literally just eating pizza with a single friend because everyone else who said they would come didn’t. After struggling with such hard depression and anxiety the last 5 months, I was kind of hoping for some kind of pick me up

[missleahjay]

First world problems

Feeling bitter because we didn’t go on our normal anniversary trip this year or exchange gifts to save money, we didn’t even go to a nice restaurant or anything. We were going to do Austin for my birthday today but because of my job possibly letting me go so we didn’t do it. I told him I just wanted a romantic night that weekend and to hang out with friends at our apartment pool. And now with the lovely hurricaine, none of my friends are coming over and he didn’t get me a gift or anything romantic, not even flowers or sweets. And I’m sitting here drinking a mixed drink at 9:30am by myself because he’s still asleep. But of course this is all going to be ripped to shreads by someone online because people got hit by the hurricaine way worse than I did, so. Please no hate mail, I just wanted to get it out of my system. 

[ignitingsouls]

Now THATS how you start a season 👏🏻

[blxster]

BRITAIN’S MAD BECAUSE WE HAVE THE ONLY TYPE OF TEA THAT THEY DON’T.

LIBER-TEA

CAW CAW MUTHAFUCKASSSSS

[maddies-suicide]

After the British realized their tea was gone the Americans were probably just like

[mariah-chambers]

“Americans go overboard for the 4th” I’m sorry but the last time I checked the only thing going overboard was tea.

[disnerland]

Hip Holla Hoo Rah! Uncle Sam Man is Born! 

Blast the Boomers! Blast the Boomers allllll NIGHT.

[missanthropicprinciple]

Dodge Challenger Commercial 

[noahnomore]

[missleahjay]

America, 3rd of July: ugh, I don't understand what Congress is fighting about now. The new president is the 'annoying orange', everyone's in disarray; there's so much conflict everywhere!! This sucks!

America, 4th of July: THIS COUNTRY IS THE GREATEST GODDAMN COUNTRY IN THE UNIVERSE!! ITS SO AWESOME AND AMAZING THAT I WANT TO RIDE MY EAGLE TO EVERY SINGLE STATE, EVEN TEXAS!! GOD BLESS ME, GOD BLESS AMERICANS, LOVE YOU ALL!!

[charlesoberonn]

“I love the tune of this song but hate the gross lyrics. What should I do?”

“But I like both old and new songs”

“I also like polka?”

[kylebobbergman]

This man is a treasure.

[charlesoberonn]

Weird Al:

1. Is very cautious about the effect of his works, apologizing whenever he does something even a tiny bit offensive on accident.

2. Asks for permission from the creators of the songs he parodies, even though he legally doesn’t have to.

[madlori]

3.  Is a straight-up genius; he skipped two grades and graduated at 16 the valedictorian of his class.  He went to CalTech.

4.  Is often upset by the fact that any parody of any song is usually mistakenly attributed to him, espeically the dirty ones because he’s careful to keep his music safe for all ages.

5.  Is a genuine A+ human being, 10/10 would recommend.

[joyeuse-noelle]

6. Is everyone’s goofy uncle.

[kushandwizdom]

🌟

[tastefullyoffensive]

A true visionary. (via maggiearch3r)

[jupitersaurus-deactivated201807]

I C O N I C

[hennypendergrass-deactivated201]

Gullible ass niggas

[kingjaffejoffer]

Don’t hate the playa, hate the game

[ruinedchildhood]

[ultrafacts]

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