get to know your mutuals thing
I've never done this before! @infiltrate-it tagged me. it's so long so I've elected to just make a separate post
What is the origin of your blog name?
it's the system name! I am on tumblr at all because Alastor lost an ill-advised bet. he wanted to make it an obscure Annie reference but was talked down from it. as for why it's the system name, I needed one that wasn't a placeholder and it's incredibly funny. cardiovascular= cardiovascular SYSTEM, heart is there, I really like medicine and anatomy, there is a cannibal in here... and syndicate plays on system and the concept of systems unionizing which I have been pitching to all my plural friends year(s) before discovering I myself was plural. also unions fuck.
What’s your “I will always always order this” food?
I don't know if I... know? at diners Heart at least defaults to gyros and I like them too but I actually. holy FUCK have I never been to a diner before?? this is a travesty!! fucking alastor went to a diner before me!!!!!!! this WILL be determined, naturally, when I am able to go to a diner
Whats your overused emoji?
💛 is the default reaction for anything I like or want to acknowledge but I also use 👍 now which is apparently menacing to my friends. besides that... 😏? 🥺? i like dumb jokes.
Whats your current comfort show/movie/book?
show, movie or book, huh. i haven't been doing much to comfort myself recently besides study for finals so. I'm actually not sure. i like horror movies, downloaded them for the drive here! and my friend got me this giant anatomy textbook that I'm so excited to keep reading which I didn't bring because my associates don't share my passion. besides that I haven't been reading as much as I'd like. ADHD is kicking my ass as always
Song you’ve had on repeat this week?
Chateau Lobby #4 (in C for Two Virgins)
Whats the last thing you hyperfixated on?
I use the term extremely sparingly, so I'd actually say CCCC. I didn't end up having the same extremely intense period of beginning an interest where it completely took over my thoughts for Fallen London, it's just slowly become a very important part of my life.
Whats an oddly specific thing that brings you joy?
partner dancing with my friends. anything with my friends. my friends. also sometimes I sneak into the kitchen and eat a spoonful of honey and nobody knows this about me
What smell instantly makes you happy?
Whats something that you loved as a kid that you secretly love now?
i kinda don't remember much about being a kid and I was a weird one anyway. the more I'm thinking the more I'm blanking. i liked dress up games at some point??? and now I dress myself up by drawing so it's the same thing different flavors
Whats your phone wallpaper right now?
lock screen is still CCCC stuff and the home screen is still Mind and at this point I'd feel bad about changing it? who knows what I'd even change it to, feels self-centered to make it my own art and I'm too busy buying presents and being self conscious to commission anything
Are you a morning person, night owl, or something else entirely?
in terms of productivity I am way better at night but in terms of sleep I hate being awake in the mornings and I hate being awake at night. i sleep like 12 to 6 every night. i guess I'm a night owl because I hate waking up more
Lastly, if you work, what is your work profession? And do you like it
i have two jobs and neither of them pay me. i work at a mental health hotline and as a DM, they're both good gigs but at the moment kind of sore subjects
as for tags, none of you have to respond! I've literally never done this before so I don't expect it. but in the spirit of the game, @aceawkwardunicorn @pumpkinslinked @cannoliramblings and @poppitron360