After I spent my 2021 in counseling after getting depression and PTSD after being involved with the writing part of your fandom ( and no I'm not "joking"), I decided to not come back.
I used to have a small blog named agentalpha, for gifs and pics of Pedro Pascal but needed to close it down because some people from the community and their entitlement to my work.
Then I decided to share a fic no one cared about which was great mistake.
Just as that compliment I made to a writer that their writing is great . I should have stayed silent reader.
At the end I was dumped because some other person behaving like 12 years old.
And as it is too late for it already I need to clear some things up before I do because the way people acted was anything but mature and I paid the price of your behaviour.
ANYWAYS, HERE SOME THINGS I WANT MAKE CLEAR ABOUT ME, after NO ONE had the common courtesy to behave like an adult.
1. I DON'T do HATE / OFFENSE
AND I WILL TELL YOU WHY I DON'T .
I write fiction since 2007.
I HAVE DEALT WITH HATERS.
I WON'T DO THAT TO ANOTHER HUMAN BEING.
I'm also too old for petty dramas and doing childish stuff like that.
THAT IS WHAT I SEND to one of your....POPULAR AUTHORS. Yes, I always do screenshot my asks in case some one decides to be...."offended" or something.
NO.BECAUSE THERE IS NOTHING OFFENSIVE HERE.
Nevertheless my ex-favorite author DUMPED ME BECAUSE OF THIS BECAUSE THAT PERSON is their bestie or whatever their motives were.
I DIDN'T DESERVED ANY OF THIS HOWEVER.
Because all I gave them was support on their writing.
Well....Didn't mattered much apparently. Because I 'm not popular. And that seems to be all that matters to them.
2. I NEVER interact with fiction that is not to my taste. In no way.
I keep to myself and I only interact with fics I like.
PERSONAL BOUDARIES STATED POLITELY AREN'T OFFENSE
I COULD SLIP INTO ANXIETY ATTACK If I interact with certain contents. And I definitely love my ability to be able to breath.
I could read almost everything except things that contain some forms of abusive behaviour (including consent stuff).
I DON'T HAVE PROBLEMS WITH PEOPLE PERSONAL LIKES - kinks, and personal preferences included.
No matter how exotic they might be. I have my own likes, that might not be to someone else's taste.
And I'm NO double faced a$$. Would you kindly not make me one.
What people like is none of my business. It's not my business what they write on their blogs either.
Unless they think that they are better than everyone else, and have more rights than the others.
So would you kindly, before listening to gossips or whatever about someone else, FIRST go CHECK FOR YOURSELF WHAT IT IS, ASK THE PERSON YOURSELF WHAT'S GOING ON AND MAKE CONCLUSION BASED ON THEIR ANSWER.
That's the right thing to do.
And NOT DUMPING AND ABANDONING PEOPLE THAT SUPPORT YOU AND LIKE YOU AND YOUR CONTENT, BASED ON MISUNDERSTANDING, INCOMPLETE DATA AND ( MAY BE) BAD MOUTHING BY ANOTHER.
( Tip: The popularity of one person, should not be your correct criteria to take action against someone else who is not.)
And before you read any of the posts here, LET ME TELL YOU SOMETHING MORE ABOUT ME.
Things I don't mention, usually, but now I need to, because no one cares about common courtesy, mutual respect and other's people limitations:
I have social anxiety and rejection sensitive dysphoria ( google it)
I get sensory overload by too much online interaction and data and especially in large online groups
I have hard time reaching to others even for friendships - online and otherwise - and after all that....well you can guess for yourself.
That's me being done. After I say what I have to I will be on my way.
Those are NOT HATE posts.
Excuse the cynical sub-tones.
