Everytime I see you this fucking flood of emotions come all at once anger, fear, sadness, happiness, tranquility, anxiety all at once at the very moment I sense your presence now I seem to decide if I should go on with this overbearing feeling, bury it even deeper, confront it or just let it be. Its fucking hard now bro.
This is the overthinker thinking now
Maybe it doesn't matter to you but it certainly does concern you right RIGHT now was it my fault I think absolutely not but do I think it's my fault absolutely yes, do I think you did it for me at some corner of my mind yes, do I think I wanted you to do so absolutely/maybe not, did I do something wrong absolutely there was something I surely could have done but I did not do it.
For the end
Did I want things to be they are right not no I did not but do I know what to feel or do now NO, will I take the first step that is also a no because it just does not seem right to me it makes me feel sometimes furious sometimes sad sometimes overbearing but hey you can't be like that forever(I hope my end time comes soon) and bro you can't hold someone down even it that someone meant a lot to you.
