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🏆✨🥹 <3

Munday meme ; @ periwinklaire

🏆 What’s your proudest thread or RP moment?

Proudest thread moment I have yet to achieve it? I really can 't pinpoint to one but if you ask me if I am proud with the threads I have written? Humbly, yes, but I could not be achieved if not for the partners I have now i.e @sqnctuary , @sovrumana, @bruiscdmouth @sugarholicx and more! (if you are not mention does not mean I don't love you TT TT)

✨ What’s your favourite thing about your muse(s)?

My favourite thing about my muses is that they have something going on more than just their careers? Genuinely they have dreams that they wish to attain in their life; some are ongoing, some moving rather slow. For example, Jaejin teaches as part-time professor at University, Jaemin finally joining research committee as he wish to improvise his CV while Sungwoo started to produce some short films as part of his long time dream to become film director while still wanting to be the band's guitarist. While some like Yuna just like to take things slow with her side project i.e designing shoes so yeah

🥹 Do you ever get emotionally affected by your threads?

It would be amazing if I am not! I mean, some of the muns / writers they are amazing that I can't help but to feel sad, happy or even angry as we engage as their characters are well-written and described down to the details. There are times I go "I am getting so soft for them" or "I understand where that anger or distrust is coming from them" - in which I would go "I could cry over this!"

[sugarholicx]

↪ hana's instagram -- featuring: @satureiia, @periwinklaire, @deerhunteer

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—   continuation   of   this   meme   !

frankly,   most   people   who   met   yves   walked   away   with   an   impression   that   were   somewhere   between   difficult   and   insufferable.   he   didn't   make   friends   easily—that   was   the   polite   way   of   putting   it.   the   less   polite   way   was   that   yves   had   a   penchant   for   making   people   dislike   him   within   the   first   ten   minutes   of   conversation.   still,   his   social   circle   was   big,   populated   almost   entirely   by   people   who   needed   something   from   him   or   who   he   needed   something   from.   yves   didn't   resent   it,   because   he   had   the   handful   of   people   who   actually   knew   him.   peri   included.   "you   matched   my   energy   kaya!   you   were   just   as   petty.   which—okay.   i   suppose   i   need   to   be   humbled   from   time   to   time.   speaking   of   time,   hindi   ka   naman   na-jetlag   when   you   flew   back   home   from   new   york?"

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📷 peri & sungwoo? c:

 — send me 📷 or “snapshot” and i’ll share photos of your muse my muse has saved on their phone! ; @periwinklaire

Sometimes when touring gets a little bit too lonely, this is what keeps him going and maybe even wondered to himself, "How did I get so lucky?"

[sugarholicx]

➡@periwinklaire asked for a collage❗ [hana & peri.]📌 || from here.

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Continuation from here ; @periwinklaire

One could only be saint for so long and Sungwoo wished he could be just that as long as his heart keeps beating when the matter revolves around Peri but pray tell, how could he when they are always in this constant loop that drains the two? Sungwoo could feel himself losing the grip on reality when it comes down to this: Peri dictating what he knows and he does not know - that simple action itself allows drips of arsenic down Sungwoo's throat that he could not help himself but to feel disparagement coursing through his veins, face contempt in expression.

"So, what? Are you going to decide what I know and I don't know after keeping me in the dark?" The words left him without a moment of pause to think because Sungwoo admits, he could not think straight anymore, being pushed and pulled this way - it is almost as if he finds gratification in being degraded as a lover - is that what they are now? With the way things are. Are they truly lovers or are they chasing old shadows for the sake of comfort?

"Then help me understand then, what is it that I don't understand? As if I don't know my own words, I don't own a single fucking thought in my brain and you are great at assuming I don't even know what I want with you" The anger seeps through within his words and he would not lie if he feels at the brink of letting go just for the sake of his sanity but he loves Peri so much. "Help me understand, please"

[sugarholicx]

↪ hana's instagram -- mentioning: @periwinklaire.

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i’m not afraid anymore peri to sungwoo!

FIRST   TO   ADMIT  ; @periwinklaire

In due time — Sungwoo believed that phrase with his entire heart. Especially now that he knew where Peri's fear and hesitation had stemmed from. If the situation was reversed and Sungwoo was the one that had went through such tumultous relationship and loss, he too, would have a hard time believe on meeting other's expectation but he believes, in due time, Peri would believe him that he does not ask for more than what Peri could give him. He was contented with the way she is, the good or the bad, the sunshine or the gray clouds — all he wanted was Peri to be in his life.

The sea breeze was a friend as they stroll on the beach and it is little thing like this that makes Sungwoo happy; Little thing such as him being able to observe how her feet buried beneath the sand and the shore's ebbs gracing them as well. Eyes taking in the sight momentarily until he turned his gaze to look at her. He watched her lips moved — he had expected the lines that sounded along the line of "The sunset is beautiful" or "I think we should collect seashells" but what followed next made the guitarist stunned on his stroll.

"I am not afraid anymore" And that, that was enough to make the soft smile on his face leveled up into a grin, just like that he enclosed their distance with his arms around her waist, lifting her just enough so he could twirl them together. "So me, you would choose me, forever?" He understood the underlying as well. A future with her, perhaps a future with mini them as well but all in due time. They could baby steps and baby step such as this... with her not being afraid anymore. That is tremendous enough of an accomplishment.