how the fuck do i cope with being diagnosed with Is In Pain Forever Disorder?? like im fucked. i knew i had it thats Why i wanted to and asked to get tested for it but like i have it. what now? im glad im in the pain clinic's system at least but 3 years of being dicked around and told theres nothing wrong while ive been getting worse and worse - what if this had been caught earlier and id been given resources to help get myself better? or at least not actively decline. idk maybe things would have been different maybe they wouldnt have, it just feels like it is once again up to me to sort my own shit out















