Giant lump in my throat thinking about how fp must have only truly felt seen by fred 😔 like as kids and teens fred was the first and maybe only person in his life to see the pain and suffering he was going through and to say "holy shit this is so hard on you this isn't ok you don't deserve this I want to help you you need and deserve help.... " NO ONE ELSE SAID THAT TO HIM!! and fred didn't only understand him but he went out of his way to look at fp, react to what he was going through, feel his emotions like they were his own sometimes, just absolutely commit to understanding him inside and out.... He always asked fp about his dreams and fears and wants and feelings he had empathy for the pain of being closeted and scared and endless grief and sympathy for the horror of being poor and abused he literally looked right at fp and saw him for who he was and LOVED HIM!! ANYWAY!! and he was the only one in fps life doing that but honestly one was sometimes all he needed 😖 cuz no one did it like fred he just needed that one person to say I see you hurting and I know you don't deserve it like some people never even have that kind of love.... It literally saved his life endlessly just to feel seen and loved and validated.... ok im done
WHAT THE FUCK
