#personal growth?

[feral4fiktion]

What's caziest to me as KiNd Of a NeW gamer is that I tried to play Inquisition...and there was too much at once. I lost interest so fast bc there was so much happening, and I didn't really care about ANY of it on a personal level.

I may be skipping parts, but I've played Veilguard at least 5 times now. I've romanced multiple people and intentionally disengaged from others.

I DID NOT GIVE A CRAP about the Inquisition world before/after effects.

I DO about Veilguard. I want to know what happens to House Dellamorte. The quanari against the Quun and Antaam. The shadowdragons/threads in minthrathous. The dwarves with Hardings revelations.

[askhongice]

*scrolling through your blog* *Hong Kong has a “I <3 HK” shirt* Me: SELF LOVE IS IMPORTANT!!!

HK: I don’t want to get too real, or too political, but my people are very important, and I’m proud of them. I want to stay me for as long as I can. || Aaaaaa I had to scroll through to remind myself of the shirt and my old art physically pains me! I want to keep it all up though, because if nothing else, it shows growth! I think maybe it’s encouraging. Plus, idk I’d feel bad deleting posts now. They’re time old relics.They’re a good reminder of how far I’ve come, and that I can continue to grow as an artist.

[starwlkers]

I deleted almost most of the videos and pictures I have on my phone of a guy that I thought I was /in love/ with

I’ve never felt less bothered

[kitkatcabbit]

My period started today. I hurt in some way or other from my ribs down to my knees, it felt like it was in the 90s outside today, and due to technical difficulties, my office at work today had no cooling capabilities, and was near 80. 

Despite all of this, I went to Curves (and in fact renewed my contract!), and am hiding at my parents’ house (they have central air) and I’m considering going on a run so I can come back here and cool off a bit after before going home to my apartment.

Who am I and what has become of kitkat? There was a time where I’d have gone home, curled up and eaten ice cream for dinner and bemoaned my fate.

Apparently that’s not a thing I’m doing now? Weird.

[lumiolivier]

Holy shit. I just had a breakthrough.

Why am I so unlikely to show any amount of passion for anything? Because of sheer fear. Because I'm afraid that someone's either going to completely belittle it and thus, belittle me for it or they're going to try and take it away. They'll try to snuff that candle out. I've watched it happen over and over and over again. And that's why it feels like I don't have passion in my life anymore...

Holy shit...

[sandradisenchanted]

The Guy bailed on me for an event. Texted all night when he canceled. Has not spoken to me since, despite delivering the requested pics from said event and a random comment text later.

Tbh I'm sort of over it. I muted his text thread. I'm tired. I don't really want to do this again. I'm booked every weekend until July. I don't want to be anyone's back up toy or emotional support beast. It usually takes me months to get here and I speed ran it in weeks, so that's cool.

[punkrocklorax]

Nothing like rewatching a show from 2009 and my sense of humor has changed so much that it was meh