Making my groggy ass go to the gym. Im not skipping one day because i dont feel like it

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Making my groggy ass go to the gym. Im not skipping one day because i dont feel like it
Why does everyone have to jack up the price on Duel Disks! Like seriously!! I mean I get it, I really do! But it’s annoying! I refuse to pay 200 bucks for a prop! I watch the bids and they are just as bad, people are constantly going at it, raising the price over and over. I haven’t seen a single duel disk go for less then 90 bucks! That’s double what they were worth in walmart years ago! If I can’t find one, my Joey cosplay will remain incomplete for a long long time :/. I refuse to give up but at the same time, it’s just stressing me out.
P.S. I used to have one, my brother did actually, it broke and my mom threw it away. I wish she didn’t...I wish we still had it. It was a simple fix, now that I’m an adult and know what actually happened T_T. I am so mad!!!
Selfie Tuesday ♡
Week 1
Even if I dont go to the gym like i would like, i am going to focus a lot on my eating and food habits. I need to be in control of that atleast
Someone tell me I'll be ok if i eat 1700 calories today, that its not too much
I can't stop freaking out 😞 I am about 138 pounds and I know I'm getting muscle and I shouldn't have weighed myself but I did.
Im starting cardio back up with my weight lifting tomorrow, im eating at a 500 cal deficit a day.
This is only week 1 of being back at the gym so I shoulsnt expect much yet but its so discouraging