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Phainon of Aedes Elysiae does not dream of labour, nor of driving a motorized vehicle. Fuck my stupid puppykitty life.

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I feel so overwhelming guilty and ashamed for the things that I did, even if they were done with good intentions and for the longevity of Amphoreus. I find it hard to imagine facing the people I love once more, knowing that they know and remember all of those things. I do not expect them to forgive me, but… I do not regret them. I would do them again, if I needed, and much worse if it meant reaching the same end point. I hope they’d understand at least. • Phainon of Aedes Elysiae.

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what the fuck is happening

-phainon, hsr/honkai star rail #💌🫀🗝️

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and when you go through 33 million time loops, it does get a bit blurry with the memories. but at least, every single time, i still fell in love with you, Mydeimos. i hope you know that, wherever you are now in this loop. i hope you know that you are loved.

i miss sparring with you. i miss you.

yours, Phainon (#phae☀️🐾)

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do you remember it, mydeimos? when I’d take you out to the plaza after our scheduled sparring sessions to find the freshest fruits and the finest honeycakes you wanted? when we’d sit on that rooftop and pretend like our fingers weren’t touching, gazing into the skies? when we cuddled together during missions when it poured down, in the pretense of “to keep the warmth”?

do you remember the first time i had to strike you down, the first time i cried in thousands of years, and the last time as well as they all turned to vapor from my fire? when you held me then, giving me your first, and final, kiss? one that i had yearned for throughout hundreds of lifetimes already? do you remember it, my prince?

do you remember me?

yours, Phainon of Aedes Elysiae.

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so, I suppose I use puzzles to kinfirm now. I was doing an online puzzle I uploaded on my account of phaidei and finally, finally, kinfirmed phainon.

I have so many things I want to say, but I'm not sure how to say them, and yet I'll try anyway.

mydei, I love you. seriously, I love you dearly. I wish things didn't end in the ways it did. I'd kill the aeons that kept us in that eternal loop just to make sure we could be together. the entire universe means nothing to me if we are apart. I'm so, so sorry, for everything. I hated having to kill you, and having to do so for over 33 million cycles. I wish I didn't have to. I'm sure you understand why I did it all, but I can't apologize enough to you. if we meet again in the next life, hopefully we can spar together like we promised.

professor anaxa, thank you for having faith in me. perhaps, in a way, we were both heretics. I'd love to have you as my teacher again.

lygus, I fucking hate you. why are you so creepy man.

cyrene, though I didn't hold any romantic feelings for you in my memories, I do still love you in the way close friends do. I yearn for the day we can lay in the fields together, watching the world go by without a care.

that's all I could really think of right now. I miss everyone from that life, and I hope we'll meet again one day.

-phainon, hsr/honkai star rail #💌🫀🗝️