DNI IF YOURE NOT A FREAK ok so. on the topic of grace. ive seen a few grocky fics now where him and rocky r going at it under the guise of curiosity about the human body & scientific experimentation and so on. so okay, maybe you're not the scientist of the hail mary, but you're happy to assist! what's that? grace is squirming too much to get a good look at his body? don't worry rocky, you'll be happy to sit and hold him down, cooing sweet words of encouragement at him. (“what was that? finish your sentences, dr. grace. you should do your best to explain this to rocky.” “well done, dr. grace. are you satisfied now, rocky? no? that's okay, he can handle another orgasm.”)
having his head on your lap while you pat his head condescendingly. or having his back against your chest and holding his hands tight, so rocky can have all the fun he wants while you kiss his neck and let him lay his weight on you. compiling all of the results into a neat little spreadsheet for you and rocky to look at and just go. hmm. we should add in x variable next time. while grace is sweating profusely.
hehehe making ryland give the birds and the bees talk to rocky while he's being made a mess of by u both.... slowing down/stopping whenever he stops talking....... he's complaining inbetween gasps and grunts about how you're being so unfair and mean but he's also trying to talk so u can both keep ruining him.........
also. praising him till he falls apart. hes wayyy too under confident like omg dude have some self worth. make friends PEOPLE LIKE U. calling him pretty and sweet and good and cute and good again till he can't shake his head anymore cause he's busy sniffling and getting his pretty tears wiped. rocky having u both test it out on him during the day and listening to ry's bodily reactions like heartbeat and blood flow :) until he's like ok fuck now we HAVE to get this scientist who makes disgusting but intriguing noises into bed
i always looove making someone who has low self worth praise themselves cause its like yes you actually should love yourself the way i love you. now look in the mirror and tell me 5 things you think are pretty about yourself ❤️❤️ no rocky can watch he approves of my methods ❤️❤️ and cooing at how good at cute he is after he gets each one out, encouraging him
hmm... gracie waking up on the ship with a touch-averse reader and like he's tryingg to be all respectful of your boundaries and just hug himself until he legit goes insane. that one twitter post of “PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE x15” is just him begging for a liiittle touch. a little hug or cheek kiss or holy shit just anything he's gonna die. and you think, well maybe you could give him an hour a day? or a few a week? cause like yeah touching is usually uncomfortable but also you're not doing great without it either considering you're one of two humans on a suicide mission an— wait. what do you mean grace. you didn't know that already??? ok maybe you can have like a much bigger hug then . maybe
PLS let this minific be my apology before the full eva fic !!!! i got carried away w/writing all of the before the smut parts.... a full ver of this fic may exist, too, if i feel like writing allat.. which i do want to do !!
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you're in a bit of a strange position, honestly.
well, less strange and more just embarrassing. but it doesn't matter; the director gets what she wants. if it is you, kneeling with your hands behind you that she wants, then that is the position you will take. with grace and poise, you sit at her feet awaiting further instructions.
the director, strict as ever, sits on her bed while eyeing your posture. as always, she finds no faults. you are obedient to your very core, after all. it's her favourite quality of yours. always ready to please her, no matter in what way.
if she is a maestro, then you are her violin's strings, which she bends and strokes perfectly to create the melody she's looking for.
her voice is the only bow she needs to play you.
“neck.” she commands.
you lift your head to let her hands creep around your throat, and sit up on your knees. she slowly wraps a collar around your neck and clicks it closed. the leash isn't forgotten; she links it to the collar and wraps the end around her hand once.
you sit back down. your hands clasp each other, half for insurance that they'll stay where she wants them and half to have something to grip in order to calm your breathing. you've been at this for a while, now, after all. you think of glancing at the clock, but forego it when the director beckons you closer.
like any good dog, you crawl right to your owner.
she pulls on the end of the leash, towards her lap.
oh, what a kind master she is, rewarding you so sweetly.
I think we need more puppy play Eva stray x fem!reader I can’t lie…
oh don't you worry hon... it is OTW !! for now have a short thingy . if i can gather the ideas to make another full fic then i absolutely will bc i love puppy play w/stratt so so much
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you can tell that she's enjoying herself, despite how her mouth is shut. she's gripping the leash like a lifeline, holding you close to her. you're licking all of her juices up, like a good girl, you hope she'll tell you.
she brings a hand to your shoulder, letting her fingers rub over your skin as silent praise. it'll probably bruise tomorrow with how tightly she's holding it, but that doesn't matter. the only thing that matters is pleasing your sweet owner, who lets a moan slip right when you push your tongue in a certain spot.
you repeat the action. she grunts out a curse, digging into your shoulder. you really wish you could use your hands to make her feel even better, but those are tied behind your back to avoid any misbehaviour. she's at her most beautiful, like this. lying down, letting you make her feel good.
but she needs to be more relaxed, still. even now, she's trying to keep herself quiet. that's no good.
you kiss and lick and suck wherever you can, testing out what makes her facade crack the most. she's getting close to the edge, hand leaving your shoulder to grip the sheets instead. you refuse to be as quiet as her, letting out all of your satisfied and curious hums.
you barely let yourself breathe while talking, in favour of continuing to break stratt's mask. “’m i bein' good, master? am i?” her leg twitches, just barely, and she forces it down with a quiet grunt. “i'm bein' good, right, madam? good for you, always f'you, yeah?”
she does her best to breathe while answering. you take the chance to increase your assault on her body. “y—yes, pup, you're being—mmf! v—very good, yes.”
she's still coherent. you don't like that. the best praise she can give you is being breathless. you give a few woofs as a response, which she seems to laugh at.
it doesn't take long for her to reach an orgasm. you keep at it, wanting nothing more than to bring her pleasure. she has to force the leash backwards enough that you'd choke if you didn't follow to get you to stop. she's panting, blushing, so cutely. you commit her face to memory, as best you can.
you lick your lips clean, and she seems enamored at the sight. you speak up again. “can i do that again, madam? ’want to make you feel good. please.” when you tilt your head downwards, she releases her tight hold on the leash, sits up, and lets you start all over again. you want to hear her german cursing, again. that, and every last noise she makes.
how would i make eva stratt toxic yuri.. i heard “crazy girls” today and specifically the lyrics about “you're my enemy, and my remedy. if you're not gonna bleed for me, go.” got me thiiiinking.
somehow you beefed when you were younger and she still doesn't like you but you are the best option for your role so she concedes without much trouble. but she watches you like a hawk 24/7. always a guard with you, but also approving all of your ideas without needing a long explanation because she does trust your expertise. she scolds you for getting into trouble with the other members of your team thanks to clashing opinions and your stubbornly refusing to back down, but you're also the one person she drops all of her masks around.
honestly i really like this idea for both dom & sub eva. if you're being particularly annoying, she'll slap you then look disgusted at you for smiling and blushing so much at the physical contact, probably aware that you're doing your best to get on her nerves so she'll spend as much time as possible being mean to you. she doesn't like hurting people, but years of built up and supressed anger make her less averse to hurting you when you're not even pretending to dislike it.
alternatively, she'll be dead tired at an ungodly hour and just dismiss your guard to watch you work personally. they don't question it when they just want sleep, so you're both alone in the silence. when you finally decide to wrap up, she's probably already asleep in her chair. she'll wake up in bed with some comfortable pajamas on, alarm set to an hour later, and just text you with the word "pervert", no capitalization or period. but she's silently questioning why you still remember her password after a decade or two of being apart.
if she's not quite asleep yet, you can just tease her for paying so much attention to you. she'll scoff or frown at you, giving some old excuse, but would never say no when you pick her up and make her relax with your mouth or hands. you, infuriatingly, draw her in with your smiles and sweet words and all the little things that make her certain she's still your priority. she's got more important ones than you, but she'll always come back to just you.
okay wait i have thoughts on religious yan!eva stratt because i just saw your post about it from the polls you made. okay i know you mentioned that she might be the type to believe that you’re her saviour, so what if eva’s obsession with you didn’t start until after she “stained” you?
(once her infatuation starts, any history between you is rewritten; she’s always loved you, it’s just that touching you so intimately blessed her and opened her eyes to your sanctity.)
i think she might rationalize that her corrupting you was necessary for you to ascend and become divine? sure, premarital sex would usually be considered a sin, but with you? it’s sacred undertaking that she’s taken upon herself. you’re her angel. it’d be so much more damning to not respond to this divine calling. it isn’t just sex, it’s an act of worship. it’s proof of her devotion. she’s spent so long feeling the guilt of leading you astray, but now she understands that it was much more than that. it was divine intervention; your fates were bound to intertwine, you, an unknowing deity, and her, your patron saint.
genuinely you're so smart holy shittt. i absolutely wanted to do smth with the whole “first time started everything” but ohhhhhh this ask has invaded my brain. eva so feels like it's just her necessary undertaking; she will sin again and again if it means you can keep being sacred. she's blessed to have you touching her so lovingly, but she's dooming you both to hell, but then if you're the one asking... well, she can't say no, right? she could never refuse to worship her angel. that would be so much worse than whatever she's corrupting you into.
i think she'd honestly flat out ignore her own pleasure for the sake of yours; it's what she does daily, but when you try anyway?? it's just proof of how much of a divine, angelic little thing you are, too good to a simple damned soul like her. but she'll let you, because it makes you happy, and that's all the reason she needs. even if she feels guilty about not being able to directly worship you, at least she can offer up herself as a gift, however much she's worth to you.
on one hand, eva wants so badly to know that she's doing everything right. that her worship will end in heaven and that she'll be able to keep devoting herself to you, even there. on the other? no, she could never deserve that, she'll keep her mouth shut until she sings your praises again. until you eventually find someone more worthy of you, but she desperately doesn't want to let go of you, either. even just the thought of you finding someone else is so viscerally painful that she can't bear it. she'll apologize endlessly to you when you find out what she's done, beg you for forgiveness on her knees, her tears wetting your clothing, but she'll never regret it. you're hers to pray to, and she's yours to save.
tbh another thought ive had is... what if u feed into her feelings about all of it. punishing her for the sin, until she repents enough to be allowed to sin again. like, “yeah this is all bad and sinful but it's okay, because i forgive you. so keep dirtying us, because i'll cleanse you again and again.”
if you dare mention you're not really planning on ever getting married? oh so she's just going to be like this forever? never being able to truly repent for all of her staining you? it feels awful, but it's all okay in a way because, well, it's what you want, and you could never be wrong about something. even about this. you've been her guiding light for so long, showing her right and wrong, she just needs to trust you. even if it feels bad. she can handle that much, right?
like i want so badly to just be kind to eva cause god knows she's suffered enough but :) it's fun to be a little mean sometimes. juuust a little. but religious yan eva is so delightful in every way, i need to write eight theses on her right now
