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@shiki-jin
shiki, adult, queer, any pronouns
i sometimes write eroguro/nsfw, yandere sideblog for just yan content: @itoshiidarling
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mostly project hail mary but i might come back to writing about genshin/hsr/etc one day
asks & requests always open ♡ it might take me a while to get to them though, i tend to switch through ideas quickly
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i promised.. so i WILL deliver slowly ....
its quite late so ill fix up the writing later and make it longer,, for now im js laying out the basics
surely im not the only one who looks up gacha game character skill names to come up with fic titles right... surely..
god i need to draw sub stratt so bad she's my everything
i think sub eva would be someone who values your commands above all else—even if they include embarrassing herself for you, it's for you, so she'll do it with only a little hesitation. she just really, really wants praise and to be called good and obedient by you. it doesn't matter if that includes just edging herself while you watch or if she needs to beg to not be allowed to cum, because your praise is valued above her pride.
that said, she's absolutely so embarrassed about everything, and it takes a while to get there. at first she's always closing her eyes, trying to hide her face and voice, etc. eventually i think she'd start liking the feeling, because it's always accompanied by you saying she's so pretty and cute and “you're being so good for me”. cue her keeping her eyes open just to feel even more humiliated by what she's doing.
alternatively, i think she'd love being blindfolded. since she can't see (you), a lot of her embarrassment disappears and she has a much easier time being more vocal. but even then, she'll still try to hide or keep her mouth closed, so tying up her hands and putting your fingers in her mouth is the hottest thing ever. or making her beg to cum in great, too. she can't just keep her mouth closed, and you can make her praise herself as much as you want. “well, only good girls deserve to cum, eva. have you been good for me?”
she's very determined to receive praise, but she's awful at accepting it or, god forbid, praising herself. whenever you make her repeat after you that she's a good girl, or so very pretty, or so brave for doing something embarrassing, she always says it back in a quieter way, and if you tell her to repeat it louder, she'll give you the meanest glare she can muster. (which usually ends up just being a pout.)
also, she's absolutely going to be researching about her specific kinks or turn-ons and making a little document for herself and only herself. that is, until she inevitably tells you about it, whether by being too drunk or just because she hopes you'll tease her about it.
you can have her sit on your lap, tablet in front of you both, and have her read everything she wrote while you're toying with her. when her conclusions are too short or she's skipping over lines, you can interrogate her some more about why she likes certain things and make her explain in more detail why she likes such dirty things. your voice being so close to her ears only makes it worse.
she's panting and quietly whining, just getting to the end of a paragraph when your fingers curl into her most sensitive spot. “hm? what was that? mind repeating it for me, darling?” while you're abusing that spot, making a mess of her.
I HAVEN'T POSTED A FIC IN WEEKS ok dont worry strattgang i WILL deliver . i wrote 1k words for the beginning of a sub stratt fic and i really want to work on it more so you'll get something delivered!! and after that wheoaurhia there's 300 drafts to choose from so surely ill find sooomething to spike my motivation.. surely right.
i can't get over grace's pout omfgg it's everything to me. specifically the one picture of him in the captain seat with all the orange straps and his arms folded and just ugh. he would 100% use his puppy eyes to get anything he wanted and i'd fold at first glance no explanation needed. i need to just be a millionaire to fund all his research and make him my sugar baby tbh. he'd look sooo cute begging....
hey so expand on masochist grace..? 👀
GLADLY i need more people to choose this option. i think his relationship to sex in general is already unconventional so him being a masochist makes so much sense too. he's very stubborn and loooves being right, but also loves having all of that energy taken away from him in a quick and easy way.
i think his fav would be just getting a classic slap to the face. it's just very simple and you have to be physically close to do it so he loves it. also, use his tie on him. PLEASE use that thing on him. he loves that feeling of being so floaty and empty-headed while getting choked a little. he'll put his hand around your wrist/arm but just to touch you, not to force it away or even any closer.
despite being a masochist i think he'd be very bad about degradation. either he just mildly enjoys it then internalises whatever you said afterwards, or he just pretends to not mind it for the sake of not disappointing you. which, :\ i think at most you could tease him for being a whore in his college days and he'd like it, BUT you'd have to mix it in with praises, an “i love you”, or be very obvious about joking around.
and like. he canonically has tantrums. and it means absolutely nothing that he gets more bratty when you threaten to put him over your knees or in his place. because he's deeefinitely not wanting to get treated as roughly as possible to tire the anger out of him, no no absolutely not. thatd be crazy. he's just being his regular stubborn self, can't you see? so don't bend him over your lap or his desk and definitely don't force him to apologize...
giving him hickeys all over and then he just presses on them throughout the day because he wants your marks to last and to remember how he felt when you first made them. same with any other injuries you give him. he'll just press his palm to his red cheeks and hold it there, hoping it stays just a little longer than last time. sometimes he'll rush to the bathroom just to be able to open his shirt and look at how red you've left his nipples.
i think he'd like to be made to do embarrassing shit because it's you who's asking. to anyone else he'd slam the door on them, but when you want to just slap him around till he cries and not let him cum, he'll let you and even thank you. you can keep hurting him until it sounds sincere enough.
i just think brat grace and masochist grace is so very underrated. i know we all love when he's using his heart of gold but like he also throws chairs around when his theses are proven wrong. no way he wouldn't like a partner that can balance him out
is there anyone out there ... who would like to beta read for a fic or two of mine.... specifically for word-choices + sentence length + maybe characterization, but general critique is appreciated too. whenever i reread my fics im like (￣ヘ￣;) hmm. that probably couldve been better with more time and outside opinions.
if you only want to beta for eva or ryland, that's perfectly fine. my eva fics are closer to completion than the ry's but rylands on his way too. just a lil slower.
need to take stratt on a spa date so bad. all electronics and papers banned that woman is relaxing or so god help me
undressing together and quickly going to the showers to stay warm.. shampooing each other and helping if your swimsuit gets stuck at the back. trying to decide which pool to go to first and just deciding to go into the basic one. swimming around and floating next to each other, still trying to hold hands <3
going into the sauna or steam room together and laying one of your heads on the other's shoulder. checking in that neither of you are getting too warm and dipping a foot into the ice pool and deciding nope not today! then going back to the regular one to spend the remainder of your time there.
showering together again and drying each other off. using the hairdryer and patiently combing through her locks. just... ugh. if i were her wife id threaten every government into giving her spa days. (´-﹏-`；)
Oh my god what is this new route i have to take to just access my drafts on mobile. it was fine before why seperate the tabs like this </3
gonna hopefully work on a draft or two before bed. ive been busy lately but i can promise that project hail mary fic is on the way!! just a little slowly hehe
more vampire au thoughts:
grace!! i'm stuck between making him a vampire or changing his degree to something more supernatural bio rather than alien related so he can be his researcher self.
in my head, vampires are not getting any type of government aid rn in (most) countries, and since he's american, he's deeefinitely not getting any. therefore he (and vampires as a whole) would have to resort to more illegal means to get blood. but like he's also grace. who stratt picked specifically because he's a fundamentally good man. so ??? i'd probably have to change up a bit about vampire lore to make him one. which i am willing !! but only if it's something people want to see hehe.
ive also had the thought of making him the vampire instead of reader which could be very fun. but him science-ing vampire!reader into health is also fun, so choose for me ok.
vampire grace?
yes (help me . to change up my vampire lore. or else/j)
no (bit more boring? maybe? but is easier to do)
also. yandere vampire eva stratt thoughts?? she's turned and she's like FUCK except wait... she knows you're loyal to a fault when it comes to her.... so if she asks to drink (only) your blood, you'll say yes, right??? especially if she lets you study her while she has her meals. the perfect plan! except you care about her too much and try to insist she drinks from other sources to stay healthy and she has to explain that, no, she's not going to do that, you're the only one for her. she'll keep you well fed and pampered, so just keep giving her your nectar ♡ the fatigue after going a few months without it is just proof of her love.
i'll write the actual fics now i promise. i just have no ability to start or continue things if im not already actively working on them </3 i'll be on a roll once i start but usually i start super late into the day so i'm artificially stopped by the need to sleep. sigh.. being a vampire would solve that i wouldn't need to sleep during the night...
honestly i think grace is such a brat like half the time at least. he throws tantrums when things don't go his way, so he will absolutely test you when he's particularly tired or wants to get hurt. (masochist grace agenda time who's with me). he'll send you texts about needing you or pics of himself during the day when he knows neither of you are free. then act all surprised when you get rougher with him at night, and still try to provoke you with stubborn words.
i'd reallyy just like to spank him till he cries. maybe even with a ruler or his own belt. making him hold his head up and count each one, then asking if he's ready to apologize, and he'll say he's got nothing to apologize for so, alright, we'll keep going until he says sorry and really means it.
or having him kneel and digging your foot into his crotch. he's moaning in pain and pleasure equally and trying to get his muscles to relax but you keep hurting him too much. slapping him when he cums and having him thank you for it...
thinking about ... pausing in the middle of fucking ryland to grab his pen to write some scientific revelation on his chest/arm, ignoring his little whines for attention, and just saying to send that to you later. then continuing on.
maybe you're making him tell you about his astrophage research in the middle, questioning all his conclusions so he has to defend them while actively falling apart. he's letting out some grunts here and there, but he's determined to give you the right answers. then, once you suddenly stop, he has to force his eyes open and thinks he got something wrong. he tries to remember what he just said, but gets distracted very quickly by the sudden writing right below his nipple.
he just stumbles over his words and, yet, tries not to squirm, because he can admit it's nice to be used in this weird way, then goes right back to answering your fuel and biology questions with cute little moans inbetween when you throw away the pen.
heh
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