(This blog was inspired by Jeffrey Katz, Joel Sucherman and Brian Boyer of NPR. Thanks for the encouragement to keep blogging, guys!)
I won't re-hashtag, because I don't want to participate, and I don't want to disrespect Chancellor Wise. I also don't personally feel comfortable using that kind of language, and I'm not trying to glorify what happened in any way.
But, after I expressed that I was shocked we had class today (Wednesday, 2/5, after a fairly heavy snowstorm the night previous) to a friend, he sent me the hashtag followed by a question mark. I laughed; he was being playful, and he knows that I wasn't likely to be a participant in the clusterfuck of overreactions gunking up Twitter a couple of weeks ago. In my reply to my friend, I said: "God, yeah. How embarrassing. It's okay to be upset; not racist."
And I thought some more. You can be angry, and even express your anger in a not-so-eloquent way where BILLIONS of people can view it, and where it may be saved forever.
But race and sex aren't at the core of why you're upset. You're upset because you have to go to school tomorrow. Nobody wants to go out and walk through mounds of snow or subzero temps. You're justified there. But you attend a world-class research university with the second largest library system in the country, and you can't express yourselves better than through racism and sexism? Come on. It's not even entertaining; were you trying to be funny? It's just incredibly embarrassing for me, as your peer.
Why does anger transfer so quickly into hate, racism and sexism? "We feel less restricted behind the keyboard" and "We aren't facing the person so it is easier to say mean things." While these statements sound logical to me, I think the issue is deeper than that, and shows the full extent of racism embedded in our society. It also shows the extreme discomfort that people have with anger.
It doesn't matter how far away you are from a person of insult or how many screens separate the two of you. What matters are the thoughts in the insulter's head. It isn't just, "wow, that's really mean of her to make us trek to school in negative degree weather! College sucks!" but racist and sexist comments. Those begin in the head before they hit the keyboard and eventually the Twitter feed. And that my peers' thoughts transfer so quickly into vicious hate like racism and sexism makes me realize how embedded and deep racism and sexism are in our society.
Instead of expressing anger properly, someone takes a cheap shot, and usually that cheap shot ends up aimed at his own foot. The other foot; the one not already stuck in his mouth.
I'm disappointed but not surprised that some immature classmates of mine do not realize the power and beauty of the internet. We can't misuse it like that. It hurts everyone, and the internet is one big happy family.
So, dear classmates, please keep your racism and sexism out of it. And try to get it out of your heads, too.