I've wanted to be a pilot since I was a kid. My dad had his own business, I would sometimes fly with him in addition to the occasional family vacations. Before 9/11, pilots would invite excitable little kids like me up into the cockpit during cruise flight and let them look at all the buttons, knobs and controls. Those pilots seemed superhuman, one or two people commanding a huge machine, they had to know what every switch, control and circuit breaker did and when it needed to be used. However, I never became a pilot, I became a software developer instead. The act of being a pilot still seemed exciting but the stress of getting into the career quickly undermined my enthusiasm. My Dad also explained that pilots needed great math skills, which I did not have and, from what I can tell, most pilots don't need. Over the years my fascination with aviation continued. I enjoy looking around on [Airliners.net](http://airliners.net), I'll listen to ATC on [liveatc.net](http://liveatc.net) and I love commercial airline travel (especially takeoff). A few years ago I took a 1 hour introductory flight during a sunny, calm day but didn't expect the flight in that little Cessna to be so bumpy and responsive to the controls. I became uncomfortable; more because of my inexperience and lack of preparation than any real fear about the safety of flying. In September of this year, I received a introductory flight lesson gift certificate as an early birthday present (thanks Sarah!). I scheduled another one hour introductory flight lesson, this time at [St. Charles Smartt Airport](http://www.stcharlesflyingservice.com/) north of St. Louis, MO. I was more prepared this time for the queasiness and feel of flying a small, light aircraft. I felt a bit more comfortable, aided by a very relaxed, calm instructor in the right seat. I was still very nervous, with sweaty hands and my stomach in my throat when we hit the lightest turbulence, but I really enjoyed that second introductory flight, as evidenced by the massive smile on my face when I climbed out of the cockpit. The feeling of freedom and serenity overcame any discomfort and I was hooked. I also felt that the instructor would be patient with my awkwardness and not push me faster than I felt I could handle. I immediately scheduled my first real lesson for a few weeks out. That first flight lesson was on a mostly clear, warm day. I taxied to the runway, took off, did some basic turns and did my best to keep calm and in control. For the landing I handled about 20% of the flight controls and the instructor handled the throttle. Still, my mind was not able to control my stomach. I was not dizzy, queasy or scared mentally but I just wasn't relaxed physically. The instructor said it would get better with further flights. I bought two books and a fuel tester and scheduled my next flight for a few weeks later. That second flight was a bit smoother. I taxied, took-off and practiced slow flight and power-off stalls which I found relatively easy. The 30º turns were more concerning than the stalls, mostly because I still wasn't comfortable with the proper relation of rudder to yoke input. For the landing, the instructor gave me full control but kept his hands and feet on the controls. I landed a little hard but felt great about the approach and touchdown. Once I was down, I focused on the first taxiway I saw and decided I wanted to take that taxiway. Those little Cessnas can stop quick when you slam on the brakes. I felt a bit more relaxed during that flight, the turbulence didn't bother me so much as annoy me, having to continually provide clumsy control inputs. My next flight is this Saturday, where we'll be practicing power-on stalls and steep bank angle turns. Those should test my resolve a bit more, given the greater changes in g-forces I'll be experiencing.