We moved on from "too high a horse for a simple girl to rise above it/they slammed the door on my whole world, the one thing I wanted" too soon. It reads exactly like a religious standard that's impossible to meet, a girl who's realized she's gay and develops resentment towards the church because of it's homophobic teachings and then said church slamming the door on queer joy, the one thing she wanted, because it's "not God's way".










