#pinoymed

[girlmedisine]

april 4, 2024

back to planning on paper

lots of exams this week , and another upcoming long weekend

my handwriting is not the best

[girlmedisine]

april 7, 2024

genuinely think i aced my embryology exam

yesterday was moving day, and i lifted so much stuff

[girlmedisine]

april 10, 2024

hi! just spent the whole day studying. here's some pics i took over a year ago. what a time that was, my notes were so pretty back then

(edit: oops, accidentally posted twice)

[girlmedisine]

april 13, 2024

always taking the time to relish in the stillness of it all, despite being stuck in the middle of the fast-paced world of medicine

[hijanela]

I guess that is just how costly medical school is.

08/02/2017

Basically, i dont know anyone from this side of our country. but i am willing to socialize eventhough it drains the energy out of me.

i dont know their native dialect. but i am willing to learn.

i dont know how long will i survive being alone here. far from my loved ones, away from Palawan of which i had loved all those years.

BUT THEN,

my dream of becoming a doctor should be my main priority.

hey self, its okay that sometimes you feel way too lonely.

do realize that whatever it is that you are feeling? you’re not the only one feeling it, its practically universal.

even if you say that some people only lives 2 hrs away, but hey, you know naman that its still hard as hell to be far from your fam.

Sincerely thanking all the scientists, the developers of SNS. for creating such a portal for people to not miss that much their own families. staying connected and feeling the love being sent.

I guess this will likely be what would happen to me in my future.

Blogging away to ease the sadness, the loneliness, and to lighten up the load in my mind.

I read today that it is a good exercise to write in a 3rd person view to be able to empathize with yourself.

So I am trying it,

             She is quite anxious about her future.               Yes, it is still to be written,              So it is quite eccentric of her,              To be so nervous that she barely slept.

             Thinking about the times she was comfortably at home.              Even remembering the days she hated it so.              For comfortable it is, she longs to embark on her adventure.              To be able to live up her legend.

             Realizing that she had no choice,              She left her nest with a leap of faith.              That everything that happens,              Will eventually reveal its lessons.                And she smiles knowing,             That she is blessed, guided and protected.             Maybe by Fate, Or the Universe.             Though knowing full well,             That it is the Creator.                                                                                 -Much Love,                                                                                            Dr. Hij