" so this is... this is it, yes? " this is the end, the very end that sorun dreaded, has come. they stand on the dock with her and they feel so heavy. the words they so desperately want to say sit there on the tip of their tongue, just waiting to be said, to be heard. could they tell her? or would they be forcing her to choose between home and them? gods, they couldn’t do that to her! they could never do that to ryu.
sorun’s gaze lowers. their chest feels tight and their heart aches. should they have told her sooner? should they have expressed their feelings for her long before now? perhaps, but even then it just… no time ever felt right. no time until now, despite how painful it feels. they look back on all the times they had kissed and touched each other and stayed awake until morning whispering soft things to each other. they remember the times where they were one with ryu. oh, how good and beautiful those moments had been. how they wish they could continue to have those moments with her.
what if it just wasn’t meant to be?
but could they live with themself if they didn’t tell her? could they really back away and sail off without telling her? even if ryu rejects them, they feel as though they have to tell her, that she has to know.
“ ryu, i must… i must confess something. something that i have wanted to say for a good portion of our voyage together. “ the pirate captain looks at her again and doing so, as it has for some time now, fills them with so much love that it overflows from their heart. they never thought love was something that was for them, a demon, a monster, but perhaps they are deserving of feeling it and experiencing it. gods, sorun hopes so. they look at ryu and they can’t help the smile that begins to brighten their features. she makes them feel soft and warm and they want these feelings to last. “ i love you. i love you so much that i can no longer hold myself back. “ as sorun speaks, their shoulders feel less heavy and their heart feels full but light. are they floating? they feel like they are. “ i hesitated to tell you because i was unsure if you felt the same, and if you do feel the same, then i… i did not want it to seem as though i was forcing you to choose between home and me. but i feel it must be said. “ sorun pauses, exhaling slowly. “ i love you, ryu. i love you with every fiber of my being. i would... i would give up my life on the sea to be with you. “
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