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it doesn't i just got happy for no reason
oh, k
i guess i am, i always plan them out but i always get busy before i get to shift :(
so i've never technically shifted, yet! <3
I hate plans, just come get me.
i was told i wouldn't have seminars next week so i made plans to go home for christmas on the tuesday. now it turns out i DO have classes so i'm gonna have to change my plans uggghhHHH
I am a dog chasing cars
I wouldn't know what do with it if I caught it
You know.. I just do things
I'm not a schemer
I try to show the schemers how pathetic their attempts to control things really are.
I don't want to sit around everyday.
I want a job, I want a daily purpose.
Mostly I want to be around my friends and loved ones at all times.
I want, and right now have, a stable home that's safe for my cat and fish.
That's kinda the perfect life for me right there, a stable life with people who care. Safety and no depression. I'd love to sit around, smoke all day, listen to music and play xbox but I have more ambition than that. I really want to get my diploma and have that shit did & done wit.. I don't know where my life is going from here but I know where the fuck I've been and never wanna be again.
A rant it coming...
So I'm done with planning things. Every single time I try to plan ahead for something, it either doesn't happen, or something comes up, or by the time we'd actually get to DO something it'd be really late or whatever and I'm just sick of it. It's not like it's hard to be somewhere when you say you're going to be there, right? I mean, that's what a fucking watch is for... Yeah, shit happens, I get it, but that's why we plan for these things! If you know you're going to be somewhere later, just fucking PLAN for it. Is that an incredibly foreign concept to understand? Am I missing something here? Am I just getting irrationally angry over nothing? Whatever. So now I'm contemplating a spite trip of just driving around and not answering my phone... But that'd be mean and unnecessary. I just don't like being kept waiting.
All of my friends always have plans....Makes me feel kinda lame,
oh well. This just kinda sucks :c