I literally am so worried right now. I am genuinely scared that I will lose more important idols in my life within the next three days. What is George Takei dies? What if Stan Lee dies? What if Nichelle Nicoles dies? These people are so influential in my life, and Carrie Fisher is gone. I don't know if I can take it. I'm so fucking terrified. These are the people who have helped me manage to stay alive for almost 18 years. Without them, I may not have made it this far. Please have mercy. Please.














