She's trying, okay?

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She's trying, okay?
Whyyyyy would you write a dark reader, do you think anyone is going to be able to put themselves in that kind of story?
Sorry you feel that way but if you can imagine yourself as an avenger/mutant/agent etc etc you can suspend your disbelief for a moment and imagine yourself as dark too. Or you know....skip past this one and don't read it?
I firstly and most importantly write for myself, its truly ok not to want to read something.
gif courtesy of my hoe partner @navybrat817
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For all the himbo stans out there who are tired of the "the only good characters are perfect butterflies who have never done anything problematic ever" bullshit.
(I can like him and also concede that he's a fucking asshole kthnxbye)
To do list bc I have a lot on my mind and things I want to so I’ll put them here:
Reread hxh manga 😔
Rewatch hxh
Rewatch free
Watch given (I’ll get to it ok 🤚@linak)
Uhh work on my drafts
FUCK I FORGOT THAT I HAD TO FINISH THIS DRAWING THING FOR SCHOOL
Um find a natsuya in my life
Or Levi
Or Rin
Or chrollo actually no I think I’d rather be taken to the hxh world than have him come here jsksksksk
Or Semi
I’m gonna add on once I remember
Omg I need to do drawing for my bby @animatedarchives too 😙
Finish my freaking oikawa icons wtf is taking so long okakskskskskks
Disney’s Frozen - Favorite Male Character: Prince Hans
I've been fine for almost 5 years. Even after I was r*****, it didn't take long for me to smile again and carry on. 5 years without feeling ugly or stupid or a complete waste of space. 5 years free from counting calories and purging and wanting to sleep myself to death. 5 happy years, right? Then why do I regret them so much? Why do I regret even getting help when I felt like I needed to? I can't even look at my reflection in the mirror anymore. I'm a failure. Maybe if I lose 50lbs then everything will be ok again, maybe then people will like me again and I'll finally be happy. Maybe nothing will ever be ok again but at least I have to try because it feels like home. Because I wasn't even 10 when these thoughts began and now more than a decade later I still can't get rid of them so I just welcome them like old friends. God can I please just die in my sleep tonight, it'll be easier, I don't even deserve to breathe. Should've starved myself to death years ago and saved my parents the school tuition, at least that. I'm sorry I just needed to get this out of my chest, please just scroll past this shit, I can't deal with anything anymore
I would pay $3,000 just to have one (1) conversation about linguistics with Josephine Lightbourne