Age nine ish, I have this “imaginary friend” named Latte (She/Her), she is very malicious and yet I call her an imaginary friend despite her being in me and directly sometimes taking over my decisions sometimes (I do believe she is the reason I almost attempted that very serious crime, now thinking about it) because that’s what all the adults called her when I mentioned her, so like, yeah.
and yes, the old host was a TERRIBLE person but I think Latte merged with her and made her worse, because yeah. She became worse ~age 11 which was when I stopped remembering latte being “around”.
latte is now an oc of mine, lmao. She’s directly tied to someone’s lore.
I have a shit load amount of repeated childhood trauma, Example, FUCKING CANCER???!!!?? also emotionally abusive parents ig, but cancer is the big thing.
anyways, before Latte I believe there was this figure named Keith or Keir or smth like that, he/it I used for him, and he was chill and I told no one about him and he just kinda made me chill and steal less shii as a kleptomaniac. I DONT remember. When he appeared nor disapeared and idk if he’ll be back ever or not.
latte is gone, I’m almost certain.
THE OLD HOST IS ALSO GONE!!! I ATE HER!!! (We merged I think) I’m a lot better than her, also, she was a BITCH, mc syndrome, god complex, REALLY selfish, a bully, etc etc, SO YEQH, IM SUPER DUPER COOL COMPARED TO HER!! Because I see her traits in me sometimes and that PMO but ATLEAST she isn’t just dormant n she’ll never come back hopefully I hate her sm. She was bisexual and used she/they and was anti furry, kinda transphobic, anti alterhuman, etc etc, REALLY into zodiac signs, popular kid, the entire icky ick.
and then just under a year or so i think I formed !!!
land then I got emotionally attached to niff and she became an alter, and idk why MJ is here lowk, Maybe for school??? MJ you lowk PMO sometimes but it’s okay!!!!!!!
I have Someone (kinda representation of old host but if they were better), Someone’s other bodies which????????? SUSPISCIOUSLY LINES UP WITH DID BUT IF IT WAS LIKE FANTASTICAL SLIGHTLY???????? LIKE, LITERALLY, SEASONS IS PART OF SOMEONES LORE AND SEASONS IS THE COLLECTIVE NAME ALL THE BODIES USE IN THE UNDERWORLD AND LOKE AAAAAAA THEYRE ALL SHARING A BODY THERE AND WORK AS A SYSTEM BUT OUTSIDE OF THE BODY THEYRE ALL “NORMAL” BUT JUST HAVE FRAGMENTED MEMORIES OF PAST LIVES
and then we have soup, who’s more me but if I were better, he’s just kinda there
Here were so many signs and
I was Like “huh wouldn’t it be cool if Like, more than one person shared the same body, like what if (I can’t remember what is said) wasn’t my imaginary friend and instead we shared a body and stuff, wouldn’t that be cool?” GIRLY DO I HAVE NEWS FOR YOU
Anyways pardon my rant it shall end here