Just figured out I can make a character in my head and if I think about them enough they come alive and stay up there. Currently working on a Miku… brain pet? Like a desk pet, but I’m your head! Yeah

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Just figured out I can make a character in my head and if I think about them enough they come alive and stay up there. Currently working on a Miku… brain pet? Like a desk pet, but I’m your head! Yeah
Sometimes i think "man i'm sure i'm faking theses disorders" but then i cant remember shit that happened last week...last month..the past 10 years of my life i can only live on the present and look at the things around me to remind myself what happened so far i know thats a fact because if i wake up in someone else's place after a party, i wonder who the hell am i and where am i. but yeah, sure, i'm convincing myself i'm faking. Stupid brain...
omfg i completely forgot about her, i picked her up! my boyfriend-to-be-then-soon-ex was even there. wtf we played DnD?? fuck i couldnt drink bc i had to drive... awww she was so adorable and fuck her gf was hot and they had sex right after we left??? omfg so hot
anyway hi
wait that was years ago
Um, so any mental headcanons for your F/Os? Any of them? Disabilities and disorders and such. Personally, I headcanon a good number of characters I like as being autistic, including Fatgum! -🧡
Man I wish!! I've never focused very much on mental illness/disability headcanons, so I never have a lot if any at all active.
All my F/Os are written with Autism, because I have it and I feel it just bleeds into them though my writing. It's like my default setting at this point.
I guess I do think about stims though...
Like, Sun really likes sticky textures. Glue, stickers, slime, drying soda spills, anything that sticks and pulls he loves it! He also of course does flappy hands, jumps in place, and I've recently gotten really attached to the idea his spikes spin as a way of stimming when he's excited.
Teruteru likes slime too, but more for malleability. It's also why he loves working with dough while cooking. Playing with something in his hand, going between his fingers, the squish and roll and shaping of it.
Twice I think is obvious; He LOVES compression! Tight fabrics, weighted blankets, being hugged and squeezed are all huge comforts! Squish him in a small space and he will be so happy.
Leshy does a lot with his hands; drilling on the table, picking at himself, scratching, fidgeting with cards between his fingers. He'd love to play with his challenger's hand rotate it while he's thinking. Helps him focus.
I'd love to hear your thoughts on Autistic Fatgum if you'd like to share!!
Being back at my dad's house while on collage break got me thinking like
You're the only person I've ever been able to truly unmask around
Do you still see me as your duaghter
I love you
You hurt me so much my mind might have permanently fractured
Can I have a hug
When you die ill be the one who has to clean up after you
I miss hearing your voice, I should call more
If I had met you as an adult you'd be my closest friend
You are the stupidest person I've ever met
Can you sing me to sleep like when I was a baby
Are you mad at me for killing your duaghter
I want things to go back
I am so glad to have moved forward
I can't survive without your help
I'd rather sleep outside in the snow then have to live under your roof
Why am I your only emotional support
Why are you still the first person I want to call when I stressed, you usually make it worse
Can I have a hug, I don't like that I'm taller than you now. I just want to be a little kid again and get to hold onto the belief you can fix everything
Please don't hurt me
I miss you
Vsmp Scott I think now runs around my brain too after a panic attack. I'm doing fine now, but he won't go away and when I told him to change to his actual voice because he looked like someone else who's in here, he poofed in a cloud of pink smoke and turned into vsmp Scott soo... This is gonna be fun.
Just wait until they see this post oh no they're gonna freak out-
I feel like I (as in my actual self) have been asleep for the last three years or so, and that various fragments have been piloting the body ever since. I also feel like "I" just woke up, about an hour or so ago.