· Each day I return home to the bjord of bewilderment, the source of my pain.. but also my salvation. Each day, each second in addictions grip.. an addiction for life, something more, something better.. and I am finding it one step at a time ·
Just something that I made, that's a pic of the front of my building here in Portland, Or and I tried to make this hellish place look a bit cooler than it really is.. but as scummy as this place is, it has been a gift to me in many ways. One of them keeping me from being homeless.. I am truly grateful even though it drives me nutz to be here sometimes - eUe.. oh yeah, "bjord," means, "Gift of God," if you didn't know. Check out Chapter 1 of my sexy new story here, no sign ups or anything.. it's a website that I am openly posting the story on pages other than the home page fyi..










