You were supposed to ask, Is It?
Because I would’ve looked you in the eyes,
Sighed off the weight choking me,
We’d exchange kisses, and you’d fall asleep sharing a blanket.
Pillow-talks and Stargazing - forgotten after all.
You’ll kiss me when you leave the room like you’re used to,
But not when you enter - It doesn’t cross your mind.
There’s a fork in every road.
But aren’t we always choosing the worst we can find?
Did you even say Sorry that time?
You’d come home, and I’d notice the red stains I didn’t kiss.
I’d come home, and you wouldn’t notice my red eyes from crying myself to sleep.
Date nights on the weekend, Coffee together on weekdays.
Our love was but an excuse for company and habits we wanted to keep.
I’d ask you ‘bout your day, and you’d reply with a tired sigh.
And I’d ramble to fill the silence, breathless, when you asked me about mine.
Chasms scare me to oblivion.
We can still work this out, you cried.
And I looked away, for your pleas still had sway over my bleeding heart.
Clenched my fists, for it's never easy to stop loving someone like you.
Scoffed, for it seemed a mockery of Fate too cruel.